i like ikan dan fish-es . woo wee ~

2009-02-04T20:19:00.003+08:00

2009-02-04T20:09:00.004+08:00

Oh my gosh
now im like so addicted to Gossip Girls
xoxo , Gossip Girls

heheheheheh

already at season 2 episode 11 . huhuhuhuhu.
saya suke. awak suke . kiter sume suke jadi happy.
ok im feeling kinda hyper today .
maybe because i have just finish eating rice (: (:
i like love rice

ok so had our store outing cum store meeting at al majlis.
sheesha !!
the place was so so cool cause we had this big comfy full of pillow carpeted air conditioned cosy room all to ourselves.
and the service was fast compared to amirah's grill -.-
tunggu lama lama dapat 3 ketul arang kecil. irritaing.
and went to zam zam and yada yada yada
the bottom line is i had fun that day.

woo hoo but sadly never bring camere only camera phone.
oh ya and theres this silly embarassing most stupidest moment that i experienced.
we were supposed to introduce ourselves and me dengan penuh confident
hi everyone my name is chip and chip was sitting right beside me
everyone was laughing like crazy assholes
paiseh u noe.
i was a stupid fish that day.

kekjhfuhuehfouhehf.

gossip girl time. hehe

2009-02-04T20:09:00.001+08:00

2009-01-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

the dining table was set
smell of spices filled the air
3 plates were ready
but why was it only me sitting there. eating.
and of course adeq staring at me
what happened to mum and dad ?

yesterday went back home at 4am
saw dad sleeping on the cold hard sofa in the living room
mum was sleeping lonely but comfortably on the queen size in the master bedroom

why ? dont ask me.
ive been always kept in the dark.
:) lovin it

and oh great guess what
they are getting ready for bed already.
separately that is

and i havent talked to them for today.
greattt.

2009-01-23T12:59:00.001+08:00

im bored
bye

2009-01-22T20:42:00.002+08:00

asal eh ?
takde pape.
huh ? ape ni .
takde pape lah.
eh . ah ok uh.

huh ape ? ape?

It Is Breaking Me Down
Watching The World Spin 'round
While My Dreams Fall Down

But I Couldnt Get A Grip
On My New Found Itch
So I Ended Up All Alone

Can Anybody Out There See Me
'cause I Cant Seem To See Myself

2009-01-12T00:59:00.004+08:00

i feel better after hearing what hussein have to say and the advices and letting it out.
thanks (:

just now had a real prosperity meal with the usual cool sunday people.
we talk about anything under the sun, more like under the moon .
hehe.

next next week will be tong seng date,
isya and ayuni really make my day.
thanks (:

yesterday spent $70 on car boot sale and flea market.
5 sets of bangle + 1 pants + 1 jacket + 2 tees + 1 bonia bag =$70
baik or what.
i bought 2 more pants just now for $5 each .
i like i like.
woo.

and
sorry na :(
i wasnt using my brain again.

2009-01-08T19:28:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MUHD ZULHILMI BIN SUHAIMI
you are the longest friend i ve known . since primary 4 right ? 4 dolphin ! haha.
ok like what i said before he's my on the go friend.
i call him he'll be there & he call me i'll be there if we are free ((:
sorry aku takleh lepak eh sekarang. tenga buat powerpoint lah dude.
and you are the most not merepek budak chai chee.
supposed to give him a birthday treat but he went karoke -.-
oh my god he's enrolling for bike licence tomorrow . jealous sio.

everyone around me is starting to turn 18 & enrolling for bike licence.
first farisshafiq now him .
oh ya happy 18th farisshafiq bin roslee and suzie baby kesian chiah baru excited 17 boyfriend dah 18
ok put that aside let's talk about life.
ceh ! life kape ..

i want to add some colour to my hair.
its too black & looks wait all the time -.-
dont laugh . seriously.
and i spot some supposedly black hair still blonde .
my brother did not do a good job. haha.

guess what. i bought this jamu . shared it with nana.
jamu gadis ayu. still with her. it will help to improve our complexion.
baik or what !

i want a boyfriend uh.
please find me a cute not so hot not so good looking and lepak and charming guy like adam ((:
haha . random eh.
but on the other hand i want a hot boyfriend like fazril but better personality.

omg i just went to look back on all my testimonials and messages at friendster.
oh my god dhoby ghaut sia.
babyghurl. mystique. thanks eh na dj . kelantan moments. guppy guppy with zahirah . mount ophir. crushes on wan cine , wawan, sustagen !
good memories.

bye .
off to presentation.

ok bye

2009-01-06T00:24:00.001+08:00

cibai cibai cibai
puki uh puki.

dont test me.
dont push me.
dont make me do it.
im so angry that im crying and my whole body is shaking.

2009-01-04T22:32:00.001+08:00

words to describe how i feel:

tired
sleepy
separated
drifted
confused
lost
sad
scared
regret
sorry
not remorse

a bad start for 2009.
ure not welcoming

2009-01-02T00:05:00.002+08:00

hello 2009 u look the same to me like 2008 do.

as said earlier i worked my ass off during new years eve when everyone was getting high on alcohol , watching fireworks and getting excited with the stupid party spray things all over them.
slamming jamming all the way to mexico sia.......

me yasirah and rohana all wore the same boxers on new years eve.
heeheee.
cool shit to the beat or what.

forgot to bring home the food from work :(
but had breakfast with rohana after work. kedekut nye kedai.

talking about breakfast lets share the conversation we had : -
in marine parade hawker centre
me: na kau tau teh cino macam mane rase dier ? *looking at the drink stall signboard*
rohana: uh . enta eh.
me: rase dier mcm caramel macchiato uh *trying to maintain the serious ness*
rohana: eh ? serious *really excited nye tone mcm nak try on the spot*
me: aah lah serious. kau tengok uh colour dier mcm caramel macchiato *laughing with ending *
rohana: babi sia fish *slapping me real hard*

passing by a public phone
rohana: eh public telephone lagi uh
me: eh starhub nye uh. bole letak kau nye sim card tau.
rohana : serious pe sia. cool uh.
me: hahah . kental sia na kau .
rohana: *slap me real hard again*

sedih sia hidup pagi pagi kene con dgn aku na.
aku pulak sedih asek kene pukul .

forgot to leave the letter for fizah :((
but tomorrow she's working with me :))

bye to the first friday of 2009 .
hello saturday !

and thanks friends for all the new year wish
buat susah je.

2008-12-31T00:00:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL = BORING
I GOT 2 RESULTS AND I PASSED BOTH.
ONE WITH FLYING COLOURS AND ONE WITH A FUCKING SEE ME .
see i told u . that teacher have a fucking problem with me.
i got 27 out of 50 not 27 out of 100

ok push that teacher aside.
i got 40.5 out of 50 for my microbiology . woo hoo.

i didnt slept on sat as i had to finished up my report and then off to the boring learning coach class.
then continues with it until 5am and slept for 1 hr and off to school.
slept for 3 hours straight during lectures.
ok what a pig.

ok now its already wednesday since its 12.05am already,
not counting down btu working. hahah.
dont know whether chips will be getting the same shift as me.
oh chips is rohana . hehe.

i pai tao ed just now & i feel like a pig.

bye 2008 ure gonna be dead in less than 24 hours.
what a sad sad life.

i met arfian yesterday :))
i was looking so haggard then :(

2008-12-26T15:14:00.002+08:00

today im working . yesterday im working. tomorrow im working.
dont call me a no lifer eh...
cause the world revolves around money and love. heheh.

3 straight days went by .
and all were a bad fcuking day .
bbq day : stuck in the rain until 9am and need to work after that.
but i still had fun.
close at 2am for work day: transport pai tao . waited till nearly 5am took cab. had to work again next day.
just now : transport came at 3am when it is supposed to be 1.30 am and cleaner babi came at 1.15 am.

sorry zul tak pegi makan prata dgn kau . ok nari or tmr k aku go supper.
zul is my on the go friend.
i call him he will be there.
he call me i will be there.
its nice to have a friend like that.
me and him are the only survivor for chai chee.
5 minute untuk fish . hahaha.

i seriously need to go for a flower bath(mandi bunga) to cleanse the bad luck away from me.
na, i need my eyeliner cause mine is running out :(
and ur clothes are already clean and set for u to wear :)

im supposed to be doing my report and here i am stuck with u.
2009 2009 2009 please dont come so soon.
i dont know what im supposed to do .
a brand new year a brand new life ?
what are the plans for new year eve ?

work graveyard shift with herman and nana ?
how ?
but fazril wants to celebrate with me.
but he's not too sure about it :(

monday is school day.
means submission of reports
bye .

2008-12-20T06:13:00.002+08:00

oh my god !
its 6.14 am
and im still not asleep.......

supposedly me, na , fizah ,hussein , haqim and khus was supposed to go catch a movie or marina barrage after work but thanks to khus who pai tao-ed we just sat at the beach.
eh pikir balek mcm org gila je eh discuss pasal bbq pukul 3, 4 pagi. hahaha

im feeling so guilty right now.
only we know so keep it on the down low.
sweteusyadnes.

we ve known each other for years
but it seems empty
many things seem to be missing.
im sorry i wasnt there for u when u need me.
im sorry that i ditch ur calls.
im sorry that i never return ur calls when i say i would
but i didnt say promise
im sorry for not texting u
im sorry for not understanding.

i have 2 reports that i havent even start
baik uh fish .
i must wake up.

i work 3 days only next week :(

sleepover pictures still with yasirah the pig :((

2008-12-11T18:24:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum
now im with aku peh sayang(faham-fahamkan) yasirah yasin ft roh a dot.
yesterday and today was fun fun fun.

pictures still at mac.
not for overgrown people ;)
we are the sex pots.

i have one picture for my portfolio to model uh.
baik or what.

alrighty.
so long suckers.

ps:i love coolkids

2008-12-10T14:27:00.000+08:00

sleepover is today !
yay !

i had fun yesterday.
thanks for making my day na .

2008-12-08T23:39:00.005+08:00

i feel so relief now.
fuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hari raya haji just now was like any other years.
boring for my father's side hurray for my mum's side.
let the pictures do the talking.
(all the pictures are taken at my makcik mum's side.)

tomorrow gonna meet up with classmates to do project on customer service :(
i will be a sad fish again.
but will be meeting rohana to buy bras. wee hoo .
yesterday played pool with her but she won.
ala by one ball only.

i hate pms.
i will have mood swings and pimples will start popping out of nowhere. cb,

its true guys are a jerk.
they would always find fault with u.
jerk !

2008-12-03T18:44:00.012+08:00

hahaha. you know i know lah eh. yay yay.

she can be a pig. but thats what friends forever for right. hahaha.

kalo ghairah nak amek gamba mata takya gitu pe na. she help me to draw straight lines and cut stuffs for me cause i have probs with doing things straight last time.

see that guy there. he's my U2. no not the botak guy. heh . sorry uh dennis. i miss U2 sia.

Havent met this girl for quite some time

familia. wow now that i say that word i feel much cooler. hahah

yessa uh tomorrow last paper.
but sadly yasirah's end on friday. hahahaha
two words for u, babi kau. u should know why .
that was azie punye not mine ok.

friday is class bbq and im still confused on whether i should go or not.
they would be ton-ning and doing some "fun stuffs"
errr ,, im not sure if it will be as fun.
if im going then i will be dropping by more often at store cause its near.

i miss having those endless laugh with yasirah yasin.
i miss sitting and waking rohana up during classes.
i miss hearing noriz irritating ssssss.
i miss looking at azie's stone face when she's bored in class.
i miss maisarah's zapin.
i miss bitching about miss zahirah with farna asnin during history lesson.
i miss hearing shuuy's and zahirah's very selenge but cute conversation and jokes.
i miss suzie's laughing and running thing. good exercise there. hahah.
i miss ashidah's cha cha cha running and her one breath speech.
i miss iffah malas nak layan.
i miss my gundus
i miss being the underdogs in the class.
i miss butter. its safe and sound in nana's pond.
i miss wearing uniform.
i miss fish and chip with extra fish.
i miss mr hazmi's stupid but somehow funny jokes.
i miss the stinkyness in the class after PE.
i miss bitching sessions during recess.

:((

2008-12-02T20:13:00.004+08:00

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

i dont feel like studying for i o chem tomorrow. but i have to .
i wanted to go to the christmas partay just now but my brother used my ez link card ):
on a lighter note MST are ending on thursday meaning we can shake our booty and partay and lastly do whatever you like yeah....
yay sleepover is next week .
jangan tak jadi suda eh.

must go for class bbq this friday:(
then i will be like a lonely fish over there.

i miss my kakak.:(
i miss the 3 of us siblings going out :(
now my brother has a girlfriend and he doesnt have time for me like he used to :((
i dont like it when they have bf or gf cause i feel like they drift away my loved ones from me.
but whatever it is i have to be happy for them cause one day everyone has to get married.
but please dont get too carried away till you forget about me.
you've got to know how to divide time and attention.
when u break up or have a fight(touch wood) then you will find me.
i dont like it that way.

2008-11-25T22:10:00.004+08:00

http://talkingfish.multiply.com/

i have a multiply. u know why i created one ? yeah to put rihanna pictures.
hahahah.

i think im suffering from depression cause i dont talk in school. seriously.
i behave so differently now then who i was in secondary school back then. but at school only la.

alright lets digress now. have you all gone to MARINA BARRAGE ?
hahah .i have !!! i thought i was one of the first few to go. alamak sekali pegi da ramai.
but still im positive not many of you have gone there.
the view is spectacular. gundu jom lah outing pegi sane ?
but no transport uh. ooops ! haha.
we didnt take pictures at marina barrage cause we were like so jakun uh. sume wahhhh !!!!
so i show my brother's pictures.
dont mind the face, just see the background. haha

i miss you all gunduheads.
coolkids sleepover. yay !
the smell on your skin still linger
the feeling is right but its so wrong. i cant help it uh.

2008-11-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

see the caucasian girl behind ? our rihanna concert friend.

i look seducive . hahah . excited before rihanna concert

you are such a dick .
but i dont even care .

2008-09-11T02:32:00.000+08:00

2008-09-11T02:25:00.002+08:00

its falling apart . everything .
and at the wrong time .

so now is ramadhan.
and i only started fasting today .
now my life only revolves around work home lappie dvd...........
poly friends ? dont mention it .
they are having a chalet on the first day of raya .
baik uh .
gundus ? m.i.a and i miss guys siaaa . biler agaknye nak reunion .hahah .

ok next mon gonna break fast together . yay !
later gonna send adeq to vet for sterilisation .
kesian adeq ......... he's so cute right now . tidur atas bantal peluk . haha .

friday gonna go to sec school
oh i miss those bedahs and anak kambing sume.

its happening at a so wrong timing

2008-08-10T14:04:00.002+08:00

i know that my blog is kinda dead. ok bedek lah kinda dead .
its is dead but now it is alive.

ok i love my birthday ! everything about it.
the cake , the whip cream(thanks eh ! , kat vivo . haha), the presents , friends, family and wishes.

ok let me tell u the story of what happen when the clock strike midnight on 9 aug.
nana came to work just to wish me happy birthday ! touching nye . haha.
we hugged most of the time but dont worry im not into girls. haha
i miss her cause we havent met in weeks tau . sedih aku,
ok where did i stop just now .
ah when the clock strike midnight i said to nana "na aku takut uh nanti kene saboh"
and then my vision was blurred with something white and creammy and vanillaish . WHIP CREAM !
thanks eh korg. then the rest ape lagi join in uh.
but nana help to clean me :))

after that went for midnight movie with the rest.
tertdo tdo sia aku kat wayang . tgk crite mummy .boooo.
and the show was really long. ended ard 4.10 am
baik dok
to be continued

2008-06-25T17:33:00.002+08:00

ignore the previous cause im feeling so much better now.
ok u know what a woman just fell to her death on last Sunday.
yeah . really sad. block aku lagi kau. scary mary sia.
my dad told me that he saw the body on the grass patch yang right in front of my block.
and u noe what luckily its on the school holiday , if not those ite bedok students will be having nightmares sia .
my father say its nearer to the lift i think. sheesh
such a tragic death.
few years back a woman also commited suicide but its the opposite block facing my kitchen window.

but i really pity the latter's family.
may god bless her soul.

ok im having my exams now . so far so -so . get it so far so so . hahah.
math was easy weasy but CPPA, my gosh was so damn tough.
CPPA is chemical process principles A.
just now had my APCHEM which is analytical physical chemistry , it was so so . ade harapan siket uh.
why can polytechnics make the subject name shorter.
macam chemistry ke physics ke maths ke . nak fancy fancy je .
oh yah its not subject its module . kene up siket . hahah
ok mereps.
oh yah just now i saw ashidah cha cha ! terus mcm excited tapi tak bebual . boo .

ok i wanna study .
lalalalalalalalalalala
wawawawawawwa
kakakakakakakaka
yayayayayayayaya
papapapapapapapa
hahahahahahahaha
babababababababa
nananananananana
cacacacacacacacaca

2008-06-19T00:59:00.003+08:00

running away is better .
no, im not tryna run away from the problems.
becaus imagine if u come home then satu2 sume muke mcm gitu abe balek nak bising bising.
lebih baik pegi lua kan see all those people who are happy.
who would wanna go home and see faces mcm fuck kan . fact pe. i rather stay out and see strangers or apeks nyonya smmiling.
i dont know . these few days the feelings are just like.................
i know my limits. why dont u say about abang oh i forgot he's ur favourite son.
he's always been. so anything he does is right and anything i do is W-R-O-N-G , WRONG !
im just tired. i really am . i've been bottling up this feelings all these while.
i've npt said anything.this feelings inside me has accumulated and become one thing called hatred, and i dont want that . i want it to go away.

im so sad. i really am .
i wanna get out of this house and get a breather.
please.
im lucky that ive got u blog . if not i dont know where and who to turn to.

2008-06-17T04:07:00.002+08:00

there are only two major things in life - love and death.
when we are ready to accept both , it means that we are ready for anything.

2008-06-06T17:15:00.002+08:00

ya allah please save my mother from any harm.
im willing to trade in my life so she could live longer than me ya allah .
kau mahaesa dan maha kuasa .

from kakak :
to nur & abg.. tadi mama call kakak, she say if one day mama takde, both of you will be my responsibility but for now please try to make her happy .. after all she's our mother n please cherish her as long as she lives. dont regret it one day. i just wanna advise u, sumtimes we wish that our mum is like our frens mum who are more fun to be with, but think again, to have a mum is better then not having one.please heed my advise. make her happy.

how would you feel if you siblings or whoever were to tell you that .
ive never cried this hard.
i feel that i should cium her kaki cause there are just way too many mistakes that ive made towards her.
sometimes no matter how bad ur mum or dad are, they are still ur parent and we should be glad to have them cause without them we could never see this beautiful world and most importantly feel their love.
i really really love my mama
i really love her
i cant bear the thought of losing her one day
cause i really love her.
sorry if i cant make u happy mama
but i'll try
i will really try

2008-05-06T12:09:00.001+08:00

hello
im in the library again............
aku tau boring .hhhahaha

ok la . i dont know what to update
later at home i'll update pictures friends .

aku irritated .

2008-05-04T22:51:00.003+08:00

ok im gonna update now since someone kept pestering me too
hahaha . ketiak busuk !

ok basically i always spend my time deteriorating at home .
is that how u spell it ? haha
but my sis and her family slept over my house over the weekend so its not that boring (:
ok my nephew was hype as per usual . both were hyperactive .
masya allah bole pengsan i tell u layan dorg . aah kau . hahah

so just now went to parkway parade to check for mother's day present.
and we are going to buy for mama a bag ! mahal tau . 50 dollar oi . haha
fashionable sexy and beraya utk bawa di kerja . haha
and we are treating her to tanjong katong restaurant .
lucky her ! i wanna become a mummy fast . hahhah

u know what im sad cause the blemishes at my forehead is reappearing again .
fikiran uh . ceh ceh . hahah
eh korg nk tau satu secret .
aku nye muke penyet sia mcm nasi ayam penyet gitu tenga blog ni pasal kene hempap dengan bantal tapi comfortable .
spectacle all senget2 . hah .\ok no relevance at all .
hahaha
eh busuk uh bantak abg . hahah

ok lah i wanna watch apprentice .
bye org yang da nak tdo .\

2008-04-28T13:36:00.006+08:00

hello . ok dont mind yas shiok sendiri at my blog .
hahah . ape saje tah omg dhoby got .
ah u want to know onot yasirah's fans and my fans also la .haha
yasirah yasin went to clubbing ! hahaha
now she is the coolest of all .
kakak2 clubbing .hohoho .

yasirah yasin hit the club but i hit the mall . hahaha
only me and yasirah and nana noes about this inside joke.
ketawe lah kau . hahah .

ok lah now im in school library again-_________________-
muke macam biskut yakult . hahhaa

ok lah sayangs bye !

2008-04-24T21:27:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEEPS , CHEY PEEPS SEY . .
i am going to write about my life. . .yeah .
anyway this is not the smellyfish , this is the famous girl , more famous than beyonce, more well known than eminem , this is YASIRAH !!!! ! omg dhoby got .

hahahha . actually i got nothing to do uh . and i want to give a shout out to my fans out there u h hhh. macam radio eh fish .hAA .GILA. to my girlfriends especiallllyyyy ! aku miss korang gila babi macam taik cair siol .. hahahha .

im not loving school la , bukan macam farna dgn iffah sume , blog macam happy gtu masuk sekolah barur. . suka nampak eh korang , hahha . my class all cinonek sia , then takle click sia. tak kelakar dorang ketawe, macam mana tu. can go crazy i , . hohoohoh. i ll try la to adapt but hard la , sheesh . depressing . hah.

somemore what eh ,.. hmm . oh yah , actually i did not perm my hair, want to know the real truth ? i REBOND my hair la siol . .. hhaha . you know like straight gila and flat gila, bangsa rambut baru kene strika gitu , uh gtu la rambut i . fuyoooo , makin jambu i . wwweeee .

da la, nonsensical siak aku , wait wait ! . also right, lama lama in school i will lose my sense of laughter sia, l;ater i forgot how to laugh how, siapa susah . fans aku jugak yang susah . haiyo .
the only one that i laugh with is fana la, my dunia dan akhirat friend :) hahhaha . gila.lucky got fana, or not . haiyo . muka aku jadi macam biskut agaknya . macam gini je -____________- . macam biskut uh tu .

okay la, aku post macam my blog gitu eh . busybody uh aku . okay uh to all my gfs , i miss you all . feel free to give me a call . i ll be available 24 hrs , chey like paham . da stop.

to mirin ,nana, fish . thank you . you know about what . love:))

BYE EVERYBODY WHOM I LOVE AND WHO LOVE ME TOO .
I MISS GUNDUS FOOKING MUCH .
LOVE LOV E LOVE LOVE , THE ONE AND ONLY YACHIAH .

2008-04-22T12:03:00.002+08:00

hello. hohoho.
ok now im in the school library.
library is cool ok . hehhs
and now is my break for like one and half an hour . so loooongggg......

yasirah wanted to blog at my blog but dont know la she .
slenge takk tau nak masuk org da bagi password sume .
merepek sia yas nak ckp pasal life kau. hahahahaha .sorry eh geng .

oh did i tell you we laughed like hell yesterday because of one stupid word , "kelumumur"
hahahah . klaka gler sia . i know it may not seem funny to you now.but trust me you will laugh till you drop if you were there kan yas? haha .
it started off with a lady who have dandruff or kelumumur all over her black tee...
den i told yas to kebaskan the dandruff or ........kelumumur ! off her then when she ask why u do that . tell her she got kelumumur ! klaka kan . ketawe la . hahahahah .

ok lah i want to go to my tutorial .
bye syangs.
i love you . hahah .

2008-04-19T19:40:00.002+08:00

hello .
ok now my poly friends are opening just abit more .
and i didnt realize how caring could they be when i fell sick .
thanks friends.i will update the photos of my new friends later k .

and yasirah's yasin hair is perm already seh . wah seh .
and that time i meet her , i saw her wearing those lancing2 flowy2 skirt . sudah feminne.
three applauses for her . hahaha.
but yasirah and faris are my break friends any my kawan dunia akhirat . haha
mesti hug punye bler jumpe excluding faris la eh . haha .
and have i told you that time ade org munta in the mrt !
yes IN the MRT . how gross can that be .
and when im on my way to school in train i saw this caterpillar almost making her way up in the office lady back . yucks . tinggal kat hutan agaknye dektu sampai caterpillar ade . hahah .

and just now i went to thedoctor as im not feeling well . like terrr..... (teringat nana sia part like terrr .) haha .
ive been ill since thurs but was too lazy to take MC cause kene take LOA form la . ape la .
crap shit .
so nowtake MC cause i was supposed to work today.
ok so lets not digress and get back to the doctor thing .
the doctor told me im suffering form bronchitis sia .
but i dont know whether its acute or chronic .
sheesh . scary mary sia .

oklah i want to do my maths thing .
bye !

2008-04-18T11:04:00.000+08:00

hello. hoheho .
im at school using my lappy blogging .
ok bye .

2008-04-16T17:50:00.003+08:00

may i suggest you the best

irritating freak . call me at night pestering me when i already told you not to .
im so disgusted by you . please take 10 steps back away from me u ass .
u are nothing but a pest in my life . sorry all those words i said to you the other days were just a huge pack of lies to make you feel valuable when ure not .
i dont miss you i never remembered you . i dont love you anymore and get that straight in ur tiny weeny mind .sheeesshhh .
why dont you just get it .
what goes around comes around.......

no girl deserves you .
bye.

i know this sounds kinda harsh but im not sorry .

2008-04-11T20:08:00.005+08:00

2008-04-10T20:11:00.002+08:00

eh hello i hate my class
well not totally but partially only.
first cause there's NO MALAY ZERO NIL KOSONG
secondly orang dier like cannot be hangout friends .only like two or three
den have this chinese girl really reminds me of Li Ting
her irritating-ness(if there is such a word)and her slenge.
muke mcm nak tdo . just slide a pillow and i gurantee u 101% she will sleep . hahaha .
bole depression sia gini .
and believe it or not . non of my friends and i mean none ! talk with inserting the word sia in it.
how amazing. im the only one in the conversation who will be talking with a sia..........
sia sia sia sia sia sia......
i think i will be a geek 3 years down the road .
serious no joke ........
I DEMAND A TRANSFER OF A COOLER CLASS !
HAHAHAHAHA!
HELP HELP TOLONG.

so just now had a flag day thing .
first we went to toa payoh and then to bedok with my cool friend , jingying.
so that we can go home and bathe and eat . hahaha.
so went back and yada yada and met farisshafiq roslee and yasirah yasin my coolest friends .
and went to bugis to eat at tong seng . i like..
then went home and here i am expressing my thoughts and feelings. ceh ceh haha

now the moral of thestory is never take your secondary school friends for granted.
cause they are the best.
i swear im sticking to secondary school friends : the gundus and coolkids are the best . i love u guy sia.... hahahah
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

ah wait .
i havent got my pay yet wen it was supposed to masuk on 7th april...
double sadness..
im broke . totally kering . bone dry . hahah .
oklah im bored . i want to work to meet more cool friends. hahah
okla bye i wanna eat maggi.

TO ALL READERS:SORRY IF I EMPHASIZED ON THE WORD "COOL" TOO MUCH .
YOU MUST PUT URSLEF IN MY SHOES AND YOU'LL NOE:)))) THANKS !

aku bole jadi giler

2008-03-27T11:34:00.002+08:00

hey dont bothe rabout yesterday post .
im perfectly alright now .
ok yesterday went out to parkway-.- ok aku tak mrepek tapi ok pe .
bought this chinese bangle at a jade shop .
mine is onyx and abang's is tiger eye .
thanks eh bayarkan dulu !
later if u have saved up money i wanna buy this chinese pendant . coooool gilerrrrrrr... tak bedek.

ok so me and nana will be working later at 5pm at the new store ! woo ! excited siaa !
anybody who's going there see you la eh . hahah .
yay im excited about my laptop ! yay wee hooo .
ok bye

2008-03-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

i hate u daddy . no wait . i dont hate u as a person
i hate ur attitude , ur temper and the way u treat mama

u dont have to shout at mama if u disagree with her.
and i was right beside mama when u shout at her .
i witnessed the whole thing but u still go on like im invisible
u should know better that u shouldnt do that . and im ur daughter .
arent u setting a bad example .
i may seem oblivious to whats happenign in the house . but no , i know excatly what is going on.

why u cant u speak to mama gently .
why cant u have more gentler tone.
why do u have to make her cry again
u know she was going to work just now yet u have to make her cry .
what kind of person are u .no im not asking u to be a perfect husband and father.
all i ask for u is to be more considerate to others feelings.
please .
mama was just trying to help you .
sometimes your ego get the better of you .
mama is always the one who try to make peace with u every time theres a figth.
its never u .
i dont hate u abah but i just want u to change .
u would bang and slam everything u can get ur hands onto whenever ure angry .
u would always sulk and dont eat and waste food that mama cooked just for u.
aint that inconsiderate .
please dont .

i know that i shouldnt blog about this.
im not trying to ruin ur reputation, oh nonever once in my life do i have any intention to do so
i justneed to pen down my feelings thats all .
i dont really talk about this to my brother or mum .
no not because i feel uncomfortable .
but sometimes they still see me as a child and feel taht i dont understand about certain things.
but in actual fact , i do understand and im a young adult.
but i dont blame u guys for treating me liek a kid .

2008-03-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

i am so confused now about poly things.
the notebook ownership .
ala itu pun nak confuse eh . hahah .
ok moving on .

IM IN NEED OF MONEY !
I NEED MONEY BADLY .
ONLY LEFT WITH $55 TO SURVIVE UNTIL 7 MAY .
MANE BOLE SURVIVE SIA. LAIN UH TIAP TIAP HARI DUDUK RUMAH MAKAN RUMPUT .
EH ASAL caps nie . hahah . lek uh eh .
i wish i could be the richie rich kid for 1 day . ok 1 week la eh . puas sikit .
confirm funnn.......
instead of having macdonalds in my own mansion .
i will buid a starbucks and tong seng kedai makan . hahah .
heaven sio gitu .
sometimes money can buy some happiness. haha .
ok wait why am i day dreaming . hehhhhhhhhhh

ah my friend wawan showed me his so called new tattoo and i really thought it was the permanent tattoo that sticks forever .
he siad it was airbrushed. coooooool.
looks so real and nice.
he got a japanese tattoo on his upper arm . cool shit sia . halal punye .
can last up to 1 one month !
i also want one . a full back body of japanese geisha.
ok macam phm pulak aku .
hahaha ,

ok lah i wanna watch dvd !
alamaaak leceh uh besok ade food warming class la ape class .
sheeeesh .
bye !

2008-03-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

yay ! im working at starbucks with rohana !
ok wait why am i calling nana as rohana .
ala takpela na eh . at least rohana ade meaning . hahaha .
ok lets not digress.
yesterday me and na went to our first impression at starbucks yishun.and yes it is far.
tapi naseb smlm dapat esbok letak sayur eh na . hah.
it was fun and the people was real friendly.
im so excited for the opening of big splash ! wee hoo.
and aku disturbed by logo hang ten kat polo tee la. help !
kasut pun bole tahan uh.

oh yeah . i sleptover at my sis's house for 2 days and 3 nights
pandai2 la pikir asal eh nights dier lebih dari days . hahah.
it was fun because of those two little devils . did a litlle catching up with my kakak.
and yes , I FINALLY GOT MY PAY, I MEAN WE !
but i feel bad for terrence and the rest working there except for florence bodo !

oh wait i forgot about something..........
my flip flop is GONE ! yes ITS G-O-N-E, GONE .
oh god . u wanna know the story ? i bet u guys gonna be laughing ur ass off after reading this.
ok on monday after taking my pay i took a mrt and stop to city hall to exchange mrt . u get it ? ok thats not the climax.
bler pintu mrt bukak . siak uh . macam ade stamoede kat blkg . gaaaboooosh !
sume gajah tolak aku . as me , being the mouse of the stampede , trip but not fall
and this fucking elephant step on my slipper maha pe pijak den kawan gajah laen pulak tolak so i was pushed forward
as a result i was separated from my flip flop .
adn to my horror ! my favourite flip flop , yes the yellow colour one was about to fall of the gap in between the platform and mrt .
so i quickly took it ,
but to my another horror(brape byk horror da..), my flip flop was totally rippped apart and i wast at city hall !!!!!!!!
so i walked barefooted all the way from the mrt station to taxi stand. siak tol
sape pijak slipper aku , aku sumpah dier jadi slipper . jadi aku bole pijak dier !
hahahah .
that was my worst day since the year 2008 started. nabeh cibai day.

okla . thats all the climax that i have for u . haha.
bye !

2008-03-01T01:21:00.002+08:00

Your ex is on the side of the road, onfire. What do you do?
if its din then i will say"padan muke kau!" then diall 995

Your bestfriend tells you she ispregnant. What is your reaction?
woah.how many months and oh on whos the father

When is the last time you wanted topunch someone in their face?
im not much of a puncher

Congratulations. You just had a son.What's his name?
hmm..........im not sure about that.maybe matin

Congratulations. You just had adaughter. What's her name?
nurul naema natasha .ok maybe just nurul naema . kesiankan kalo tak nak tulis biler exam susah . by the time org dah abes 1st mcq anak aku masih nak write name.hahahahaha.

What are you craving right now?
kway teow goreng basah kat bedok interchange

What was the last thing you almostcried for?
er i don't cry. like that's so totallyfor pussies like.

When you buy something and your changeis a penny, do you keep it or tellthe cashier to keep it?sometimes i wanna tell the cashier to keep it but nanti orang kata dekni aksyen kaya pulak. hahaha.

What is the last voice mail youreceived about?
voicemail is for angmohs. do yourealise most young asians underratevoicemails??

Scariest thing you've experienced inthe last year?
oh takingmy o level i guess.

Are you happy right now?
ah . its 1.32am and what am i supposed to be happy about ?

Have your brothers or sisters evertold you that you were adopted?
omg . of course not . its because im not adopted . like terrrrrr. hahhaha .

Which do you prefer?Dark or lightjeans?
i prefer dark faded types.jeans are like boyfriends.

What was the last movie you watched athome?
accepted . u should watch . its really hilarious/

What is in your pocket?
nothing, surprisingly

Where are you hurt?
my chin . because i have a pimple . hahah . serious ok.

When is your birthday?
you should remember by now.

What are you going to do after this
watch the dvd rat ter tooo eeee

Do you have the same name as one ofyour relatives?
nope. \but i know alot of people who have the same name as me . like farhanah asnin ! haha.

Do you hate people?
no.im not a hater . only people who deserved to be hated.

Do you ever sleep with a light on?
yes . wheni accidentally sleep . hahaha . bole gitu accidentally

How many hours did you sleep for lastnight?
i slept at 5am and woke up at 12pm . do ur maths

What do you wear to sleep?
naked . NOT.of course with clothes on .

Do you swear at your parents?
sometimes under my breath when theyare being really unreasonable.dont pretend u dont do that.

Do you think someone is thinking aboutyou right now?
no . because most of them are probably asleep.maybe if u ask me tmr i might answer yes .

this is a great way to kill boredom.
hey i tested it.so its safe to try it .

2008-03-01T00:59:00.002+08:00

hello aku geram plus ngantok plus boring .
just now we were supposed to get put pay but wen we called moi tee(manager) she told us pau belum masuk . taek tol .
we came all the way for nothing . buang current .
so went to tamp in searc for black polo tee . tapi sume mcm takde .
then we say zahirah and shuuy !
i love seeing my friends. shuuy hair shocked me . kesian shuuy .
stupid hairstylist . nehmind shuuy . i feel u mann .
if i were her i would be so depressed now .

ok so after dah malas nak cari baju we went to SEGARRR restaurant as recommended by rohadot .
the crispy noodle was real crispy .all over sia makan .
nana and i are becoming fat pigs .
we will always say this after eating "ngantok sia" hahahaha . ok kalo tak paham takpe .
tak important
ok bye ! i wanna watch ratatoille . ok how is that being spelled.
ala u noe the movie rae-ter-too-eee.
ok kalo tak paham phamkan lah eh .
bye computer!

2008-02-29T14:31:00.003+08:00

si roh adot nie lembab ah .
nak klua amek gaji ade je . nak goreng keropok la. hahah .
today i really need to buy a black khaki and black polo tee . leceh nye .

nervous sia nak amek gaji . hahahaha .
but its better to get i done and over with.
be right back . i wanna berakkk.................... hahah.
....................
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....................................
ok back form berak-king.
nana lembab sia .
goreng keropok pun lambat . aiyo .
i think she needs to get the keropok form factory tunggu dier process , jemur sume baru kene goreng . hahahaha .

krit.....krit.....krit...
i think im gonna sleep already.
so bye !

2008-02-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

hello my online diary
just now i chatted with din and he ask me whether i missed him
i said i do when in actual fact i dont
he said he miss me..........................................................................
and he called me sayang ?????????????????????????????
i am so disgusted.....................................cb.

hey i hate the present situation im in. no its not because of the above person mention .
its because of me.
im in a dilemna. somebody help.
i know u cant help me .
u are just a virtual thing. u cant even talk but u sure are a good listener and i thank u for that.
im going crazy. im becoming a nutcase .
maybe what i need is a bowl of maggie . yes. maybe that will help me
no im not sad .im just pouring out my sorrow . isnt that a paradox.
im feeling happy now . so i dont need u anymore . bye mr blogger .

2008-02-28T18:25:00.002+08:00

hello and yeah ive decided to blog again.
now that i've got all the time in the world after quitting that freaking no life job .
ok so its been a while since and u must be wondering "ape dah jadi dgn si ikan tu?"
well let me summarize the highlights of my life ok.

i got 13 points for o level aku tau dah basi
i am posted to sp - chemicall porcess technology boo hoo
i highlighted my hair :)
i quit my job and gonna work t starbucks big splash yay!
i got a tattoo of my name at my wrist and pierce my dimple youve been punk'd
thats all la . nak ape lagi ?

btw i have to go now but no forever

see you bithces soon:)

2008-01-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i last blog .
this stupid computer keep having problems .
dah nak mati gaknye .

so i've been working at rendezvous for quite sometime .
azie quit already and now nana is working with me . yay !
2008 already sia !
dah kakak2 17 . ahaha . kidding.,.
skola dah start nampak .heh
oh ya ! good luck to all teh sec 4 students this year !
and good luck to us taking the results . ahah
oh yah. who wanna go poly openhouses ? i wanna go tp's and sp's only .
sape2 nak ikut call me .

life has been pretty boring i guess .
work , sleep , movie marathon , eat and the cycles go on and on and on .
nak shopping belum tershopping lagi .
i wanna try and go shopping alone . must be fun kan .
but does it sound weird to go shopping alone ?
ah heck care . i will try !

ok lah i wanna watch willy wonka !
bye ~

2007-12-05T03:22:00.000+08:00

time:3.22am

ok this may sound weird but a drop of tears just came rolling down my cheek.
the reason is simple .
was thinkign about my secondary school friends and life.
this may sound sentimental or mushy but i have to let it out (aku bukan sentimental girl eh na.)

i was ccopying songs into my mp4 and checking my friendster when i saw this one photo comment from nana . the picture that i put up is a picture of me and my friends in class .
so that is how it started .
u noe sometimes u really loathe the thought of secondary school.
but when ure out of it , u feel like u cant get enough of it .
y'all noe wad i mean .

u noe wad i really love my friends , especially my gundus .
and im proud to call them my friends .
we have seen each others in our darkest moments and happy too .
we know each other inside and out and only us can tolerate each others antics .
we maybe childish but we are mature in making decisions .
i never thought that we would share such a strong bond .
4 years. yeah , thats how long we've been together .
childish fights , we are way past that .
no words ccould actually describe our friendship.
we do have some misunderstandings here and there but no grudges
12 people in a group may seem liek a large number but we will stick together liek glue , super glue !

our super special sweet sixteen , that shows how much we love each other .
and i cant help but thank u people for the christina aguilera tickets , i would never forget that .
its the best birthday ever and i wont forget it . u guys noe that i relli want it badly and didnt want me to regret .
seoul garden , picnic , be urself day 07 , night safari , prom , bday bash and etc .
those are just some of the memorable moments .
next memorable moments are o level results ! and jb outing (naik krete ) insyaallah . hehe .

inside jokes , toilet breaks in between lessons , bitching and more bitching , laughing like theres no tomorrow , playing taitee n 4 cards and race to distress (im sure gonna miss that moment ) , ncc trainings , asking people to buy food during recess , pang da di di di da da , crammin together in one table to eat . these are teh "routines" that i'll miss doing .

i love gundus and secondary school .

bye secondary school life but not goodbye to gundus tau !
heloo tertiary education ~`

2007-12-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

im bored sitting at home all day .

tried looking for jobs but macam takde harapan .

my mum is always pestering me to go out and look for jobs .

i want to work ! but no job or just too lazy to try and find one or maybe just too picky . hahah .

ok so browse thru the newspaper , the job ads column of course and tried calling some of them .

conversation between me and the guy that picks up the phone

him: assalamualaikum

me:waalaikumsalam . saya telepon regarding the job ad yang awak letak . so, keje ape ni?

him: oh , awak kene membuat panggilan ke seluruh singapura . kalo awak berminat dtg ke tampines utk interviu ,.

me:ok trima kasih

the pharase "seluruh singapura" sounds rather big but i'll give it a try . haha .

i dony really noe wad to blog so bye !

2007-12-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

PROM WAS SUPER DUPERLY FUN~`

although i wasnt looking forward to prom before this i have to admit that prom was fun thanks to FRIENDS !
and farna and zahirah came ! suspense lah konon .]
the food wasnt that delicious and i expected it to be a course but instead it was a buffet ,
i bet that if it was a course meal no one would leave with an empty stomach .

so before the prom i went to nana's house to get ready .
it was funny i tell u .
bler azie call terus kanchiong babe .
blusher belum pakai and tak sempat pegi toilet . all ur fault azie . ahahah . kidiing je.

so there were few hiccups but everything was fine after dat .
the dancing part was awesome i tell u .
u will see the people dance like they have nvr dance before .
lepaskan geram lepas o level katekan .
so really had fun . and i love my prom date , nana !
there many highlights during the dance . but lets keep it on a down low ~
ceh . so havent gotten any pictures except for a few .
will be posting them when i have got it .

so bye !

2007-11-21T14:46:00.000+08:00

i feeel like getting out of my house right now.
this is all because of the stupid renovation . even adeq cannot stand it . hhaha .
the renovation has been going on since yesterday and so there goes my beauty sleep .
i will always be awake by 12 .s heesh . siang sia . ahah .
if i am rich i would build a soundproof house . aman sia . but if i need help sape nak tolong eh .
hahah . wat the hell .

have been rotting at home since monday.
watch dvd , play games , play with adeq .
i wanna go out
oke nehmind tomorrow go out buy prom dress
woo wee ~ aku suke . aku suke .

eh wait i think im going out today .
accompany azie to buy haizul's present . .
ala at least go out kan .
ok bye people . i wanna bathe

2007-11-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

time check : 12.42am
place check : bedroom lah bodo
moodcheck : neutral(boring)

oh my god. i have been sleeping late these past few days .
3am will be the earliest and 5am will be the latest .
and i noe that many of my friends are suffering form the same disease too .
have no fear, cause i am here . ok crap .
sometimes i wonder why a "Fun" pill is not invented .
kau imagine aku invent tu bende satu hari .
confirm kaya raya beb .ahah .

ok just now went to marina with ika bedah .
yana was supposed to tag along but her mother did not allow her so romantic lah aku dgn ika .
went to check out my prom dress . and i saw this particular dress .
lawa oi ! aku suke . den i rmb my bro saying to survey first and go with him and sister to buy .
skali tiba masa dah sampai ruma dier ckp patut tadi beli je .
mangkok . hahah .
nehmind lah . maybe sometime this week i will buy that beautiful dress .
aku stress sio belum beli lagi . ahaha .

ok den we head down to mph and read this book on baby's name .
mak oi . its like very funny . ketawa macam nak mati .
one of the names is "TAA" .
its like when u ask the person "wads ur name??" taa ! ahaha . bodo sia namer .
its been such a long time since i had a good laugh .
haha .

ok i need to work again .
im running out of money because of the stupid boxers which i bought just now .
ahahah . but its worth the money lah .

ok i wanna watch dvd !
bye assholes !

2007-11-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

aaahhh . cb . my body is aching everywhere !
takpelah . baru first day .
supposedly i should work today .
but from 9am-3pm ke 2pm .
but sape nak layan kan smalam pagi2 buta baru nak blg . bodo .

ok today kalo tak nak beli prom dress but had to cancel it .
so tomorrow i guess . exicited sio.
planning to buy a dress that cost below 100 bucks .
hope i can get a cheap and nice one !

and u noe wad!
there was a prom night at suntec conventional hall yesterday !
must be very grand . jealous aku .
and they all look so grown up . like really grown up . woah .
our school macam budget . kat sia sports club . ahah .
but at least we still have a prom night .

oklah . lazy uh wanna blog . bye !

2007-11-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

sumpah aku bosan sia. ahaha .
ok stop it eh .

i wanna blog but i feel so lethargic .
dont ask me why ,. heh .
ok i want to watch prison break 3 on the net !
bye babi hutans ! ok kidding .

2007-11-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

hello online diary .
im feeling so bored like hell . bole mati sia tiap2 hari gini . ^#$#%#$@()(&)!@~
oh yeah . yesterday i wanted to post about this article that i read in the newpaper .
then computer bodo nie terestart and takleh on .
den ade bunyi teeet teeet macam bomb nak meletutupp

ok lets get back to previous the previous topic.
it really disturbs me to know that poverty still exist out there.
and to be specific , in Philipinnes (is that how u spell it?)
the article that im about to share with u shows that poverty can lead the people to suicide.

It's so hard to understand why some people take their own lives. But a 12-year-old girl committing suicide? It's beyond understanding. Mariannet was no ordinary 12-year-old girl, although what she had in common along with hundreds of thousands of Filipino kids was that she belonged to a very poor family. In fact the hovel she called "home" has neither electricity nor running water. Mariannet was different from the others in that she kept a diary in which she occasionally jotted down her frustrations, like the countless times she was absent from school because she had no money for transportation or "baon". She had simple girlie wants, like having a new pair of shoes or a school bag. She did want to own a bicycle so she would not need fare money anymore in going to school. Then one day she needed 100 pesos for a school project that she had to submit in class on November 5. Her parents told her they did not have the money. That may have been the last straw. This time she wanted just one thing more: a length of nylon rope. It makes you wonder. How many more Mariannets are out there somewhere who have been dreaming the same dreams, feeling the same frustrations and wanting to end it all for all we know? There must be many, only they are not as desperate as Mariannet had become to end their lives courtesy of a nylon rope, or a knife or a gun or jumping off a tall building or throwing themselves in the path of a speeding vehicle. And how many more teachers out there are so mindless as to require their poor pupils to submit projects costing one hundred pesos, which to many poorest of the poor parents already constitutes a fortune? If there are 40 pupils in Mariannet's class, P4,000 is a hefty sum. You wonder just what sort of a project her teacher had in mind that would cost 100 pesos per pupil. This angle is worth investigating. In our educational system it is quite commonplace for teachers to require their pupils to cough up various amounts for some so-called "projects". For instance, why did Mariannet's school project have to cost her exactly P100 and not P97.00 or P103.50? Why the round number? Get the drift? I ask that question because it was that school project costing P100 that was likely the last straw in a list of frustrations for her. Something snapped in the young girl's mind at that juncture. Her personal problems were just too much to handle for one so young, so full of dreams. A government official was heard saying that Mariannet's suicide is an "isolated case". Maybe, but her being very poor is certainly NOT an isolated case. There are potential Mariannets still out there.

in contrast to that the children in the village woulnt play with her because "they were too dirty"
14 percent of the philipinnes population live on less than a dollar a day and that is abotu 87 million people .

after reading this article i feel that i should do something .
i really want to help this people who are living in poverty .
i wish that when i become an adult , i could travel to this places and help them .

2007-11-08T15:47:00.000+08:00

cb . i spend like almost an hour looking for this one particular blogskin.

and the worst part is link tu rosak . argh . ok so i will stick to this skin for the moment.
moving on to the next topic .

i need cash desperately . there are many reasons why i need cash :

1 . for the 150 dollars linkin park concert (tak perlu tapi aku nak)

2 . so that i could highlight my hair :)) (wajip. is that how u spell it ? seems funny)

3 . so that i could get myself a prom dress (kalo tak beli takkan nak pakai jeans kan bodo)

4 . to distress myself after this friggin o levels by shopping :))) (so that i would not be depressed)

and kan i think i might get a job with nana

as a waitress at various hotels . woo wee~

hey wait, im beginning to miss school.

now that secondary school life is over :

i cant disturb farna while she is sleeping during ganja's lesson

i wont get to see azie stoning in class and hear her terrible singing voice no offence

takleh kacau nana bila muka macam psycho :))

no more hot gossips with gundus

and many many many more

but hell , we will still be together till nenek-nenek takde gigi. haha .

i will definitely 100 % confirm miss secondary school .

and secondary school will miss me too . haha .

and btw i just cut -ted my hair and i think its kinda short now . damn

2007-10-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

hello alam blogging . ok stop it .
nineteen more days to o level . sheesh .
but yet i still feel im not fully ready yet . how how ?
prelim results ? well lets not talk about that shall we .
it was bad . well really bad . L1R5 33 . how does that sound .
well no use bragging about prelims . it have already past right .
so time for o level people . mari kiter blaja . yok !
ok wait let me ste a target first .

English - B4
maths - B3 /A2
malay - A2(dah dapat pun)
science - A2
humans - B4
poa - A2/B3
art- C5

realistic enough . well but i gotta work hard for it . hehe.
ok bye . malas lah nak write panjang . write this out of boredom .
go go go .

2007-07-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

welcome
welcome
welcome
what a girl wants

oh mother
still dirty
understand
welcome
welcome

hurt
the nice dress
lady marmalade
lady marmalade
makes me wanna pray

aint no other man . 1st performance .
beautiful
candyman
fighter . the finale
fighter finale .

i swear that in not gonna forget friday's recess and yesterday .

the stiry goes like this..

during a normal recess day , fishy and the gundus sat at the table as usual .

while fishy was eating nana drop piece of paper .

nana: fish , amekkan .

me : yas kau amek uh . dekat dgn kau seh .

yas : kau amek uh (she kicks it to me

i had no choice but to take it and give it back to nana .

they ask me to open it and SURPRISE SURPISE !

I WAS LOSS FOR WORDS WHEN I SAW THE WORDs

"CHRISTINA AGUILERA BACK TO BASICS TOUR" .

i remembered that my heart was beating so fast . i didnt know how to react .

suddenly tears of joys streamed down my cheeks . it was so unexpected .

and it was the $150 mind u .

thank u yas , nana , azie , mai , epah , noriz , farna , suzie , shuuy , ashidah , faris , acap and zahira for the ticket .

im so grateful and thankful to have u guys as my friends .

theres no words to express how happy and grateful i am .

im still smiling ryte now . heh .

u guys make my dream come true . i finally get to meet my idol up close and personal . hee !

i love u all !! aahh. aku happy !
this is my sweetest birthday present . its my super sweetest sixteen .

i wont forget that day and u people who make it memorable .

yesterday was the 30th june which meant it was time to go to CHRISTINA AGUILERA CONCERT YAW !

i was so excited yesterday that i dont know what to wear .

epah , azie and mai send me dere but all of them had to go home early due to some valid reasons

so i went alone and i was so excited that i felt like shouting . ahahaha . seriously .

i reached there around 7pm which ws 1 hour earlier but the queue was already quite long .

the moment i entered the indoor stadium i was super duper extremely excited . ahaha .

so the show started and i was shiok sendiri . standing and grooving to the beats .

i shouted liek mad and i sang along . ahahha .
it was amazing .

her voice was very powerful and it sure blow me away .

i like the performance cause she made it interesting .

she sang a total of 18 songs .

some was form the back to basics and stripped .

the most fun song was CANDYMAN . i dance to it . ahaha .

there are soem pictures that were taken form someone not me . hee

mine not clear and havent upload yet . so enjoy

oh ya i took vids and record too . haha .
oh and she is quite a small person . the heels made her look taller . heh .

shes pretty and sexy too .

the person sitting on my left was a little girl with her mum .

she was very conservative nye kind .

shen the light shine on her she coverde her eyes . aku speak baru tau .

the when christina aguilera sang the high notes she closed her ears .

and she also covered her ears when the audience shouted and applauded .

i just dont care about her and shout at thetop of my lungs and clap as loud as i want and just stand up to dance .

then she look at me . stupid betul .

the right person sitting beside sumpah boring giler . takde expression . boring person . ahaha.

whatever it is i still enjoy the show . i was sad when it ended .

but it must come to an end ryte .

i hope she will come next year with a new album .

and i never spotted her baby bump . ahaha ,

to engross in watching her show.

peopel thank u for making my dream coem true .

i love u guys and christina aguilera !!!

2007-06-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

omg yesterday i felt like i was in a screamo concert .
the reason being was because ika , yana , rockstar , azilla and syaza went to my house to watch pocong 2.
seriously azilla , yana and syaza was the most noisiest cause their screams can make us scream to . get it ? heh .
dorang datang macam nak pegi picnic kau . bawak 7-up dgn maggi cup . aahaha .
but overall the day was very kecoh . super kecoh !
after they went home , i found maggi all over n all of the maggi i found was with black pepper . confirm yana and ika nye .nyeah .

ika i read ur xanga and its my pleasure for all the food and drink . halal . heh .
and kan aku pun sayang kau seh .
lets do it again when school reopen ! hah . yeay !

yesterday i had my supper and when i got home i was shocked to see a lizard in front of me .
then my mother also panic at the disco because i scream like mad . heh .
then when i was bathing suddenly i saw a small cockroach on my hand . cheebay .
macam nak pengsan kau .

and i won $10 because my brpther make a deal with me if i win he will give me $10 .
ahaha . yeay ! daylight robbery ~

ok lah i want to get ready for the APM .
bye poops !

2007-06-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here
oh today is quite shitty . thanks to the stupid clts lah seh .
banyak spelling uh dorang eh . skali aku tumbuk . hahaha .
it was like relli they were getting on my nerves .
the fatso was like showing off her butt cracks , horny lah tu . ahaha

den after trainfire proceed to LJS with the mangkuks .
then farna part b left halfway .
kat LJS takde keje bebual pasal pocong sume . ahaha .
korang should watch kat ruma aku someday den pekik sesame . ahaha .
from 5.30 till 7.30 at LJS . wah . so damn cold seh . like ice cube . he .
whatever it is they make my day . (: thanks eh korg .

now i gotta continue eith my stupid testimonial .
and tomorrow got art seh ., argh bodo !
ok lah bye korg .

2007-06-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

wednesday
my brother found out about me contacting with Kai .
he kept questioning me about him .
i noe that judging by his exterior he does look like those typical matreps .
then u started raking up the past and not wanting me to stray again .
u don't want me to befriend somebody liek him because u are scared that will go back to my old ways .
Brother, u questioned me whether i understood ur actions .
the truth is i fully undertsand . i noe u meant well .
but can u just give me a chance to prove to u dat i relli have change and will not be easily influence again .
don't u remember that u changed me to what i am now .
i wanna be like u . i wanna change people to be better .
i wanna noe how it feels like changing people .
the bottomline is i'm proud to have a brother like u .
in fact , i wanna follow ur every footsteps . u relli inspired me to work hard .
if u, a oncee very weak student with only an aggregate of 98 can make it to poly , why can't i .
brother please have a lil' faith in me .
i'm gonna miss u while serving ur NS later .

wednesday and thursday was liek the highlight of the week .
but i think im gonna keep the thursday's matters to myself . heh .

so just now had study camp . 8-5pm as usual . macam orang keje sak . kental .
2 hours lunch played taitee and bluff . ahahaha .
nana was the loser the day . sorry na .
noriz was the best bluffer .
but i managed to grab that title away from her . sukanye aku . ahaha .

so i am 8 hours away till my tuition . so tata !

2007-05-27T10:38:00.000+08:00

hello people .
friday was seriously a touching and emotional day seh .
it was our last day in ncc and of course we were sad .
4 years in ncc have really change my life and widened my circle of friends .
got to noe ath and others . then ade yang harry potek tu lah . seriously kecoh .
den when we become nco i got to know my part b .
all kecoh and crazy like shits . i love bitching with u guys lahh seh .
then if i didnt join ncc i wouldnt know the bedah also seh . ahaha .
bottomline is i will miss u guys and i think at the end of the year i wanna have reunion with the part b lah seh .
kiter go makan ok ! my treat !
after training the 5 gundus head towards the block . but kiter tak bitch tau .
we talk about our studies and so on
sumpah the talk was damn good . we should have more of it .
i will certainly miss 2e5 friends and gundus seh .
pape takmu tuka number kalo tuka number bilang seh . ahahahah .
i will miss all seh . how time flies .
4 years have already pass but it seems that i have just gotten to know great people .
like i have said , each and every one of ur faces will be carved in my heart . hehe .
ok enough of mushy stuffs .

my results was like shitto .
many fail seh i tell u .
i will certainly buck up in my studies .
mr hazmi advice was really good .
i have already created a timetable seh . wahh . heheh .
bagus gitu eh .

ok lah people !
goodbye for now but not forever . heheh .

2007-05-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

time check:12.36am

damn it lah and im still awake .
tomorrow going out but dont feel like it . ahaha .

sumpah nari aku bored .
i open my book just now and tried to study .
but nothing seems to go in .
ape lagi tutup lah bukunye . heh .

great singapore sale i coming .
and i dont have any money .
thats just wonderful .*sarcastically*
i want money without working .
anyone willing to give some of their spare cash ? [:

friday ncc was mostly laugh .
thanks to the sec 1 and sec 2 .
korang byk bitch seh . ahaha .
and ika , kau chill tau .
takmu bersedih . senyum selalu .

on friday got my results adn all was like shits .
comb.humans maybe fail .
physics was ok .
art fail because she freaking minus 10 marks which ended up having 40 marks . stupid .
englsh pass but shitty .
den mr ow called my mum talking about the stupid sneaking out of the qurantine thingy .
damn am i relieved , heh .

ok lah .
i think my eyelids is getting heavier .
bye kawan !

2007-05-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

yey ! this is my 201th post and i have nothing to post about .
well maybe i have alot . ahaha .

well i would like to wish happy belated mothers day to all mothers although it may seem abit late .
i would like to thanks my mama for giving me achance to live in these world .
i salute all mothers as they endured all the pain during pegnancy and the process of giving birth.
and my mama once told me that one of my aunt which i forget whats her name, wanted to adopt me cause she doesnt have any kids .
but im grateful that im not adopted by her because if i was to be adopted then i wouldnt know what a great and wonderful mother u are .
and my name would be maisarah by now if i was her child .
i really want to apologized to you for all the wrongdoings that i have done .
i know there is nothing i could do to repay for what u have done throughout my life .
i just wanna tell you that those tears, blood and sweat that uu have shed for me aint going gone to waste .
because without those tears u have shed i wont be what i am today .
i wont know how much i have disappoint u . i certainly aint gonna let those tears seen runnign thru ur cheeks again.
u will always be on ur feet all day long .
doing housechores and than rushin to work .
sometimes i wish that i could hire a maid so that u can relax .
i promise to treat u to haji when i have the money .
i know it have been ur dream but father just wont let u go ,
i promised not to let anyone crush those dream of urs mama .
i wanna see u happy and not sad .
i just wanna give a comfortable life in the future and not be working .
i wanna study hard for u and for my dreams .
what im trying to say is i love u and im not gonna let u suffer .
happy belated mothers day and ure gonna get ur surprise on sunday . wee ~
how i wish i am given the courage to say all this to my mum .

and ya one last thing .
im going to donate my kidney and corneawhen i die .
i thnik its better to donate ur organs as many people out there who are in the waiting list for organ transplant .
so that is why i wanna donate my organs .
and i hope these open ur hearts to o , to doante ur organ .
it will certainly make a difference . (:

2007-05-11T11:36:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating .
as u all know its is the exam period now .

damn im screwed up my maths big time . i know i can do it but not enought time .
whoosh . i got to know i did my mensuration wrongly . careless lah seh .

my history paper which i sat for just now was ok .
but i couldnt finished it .

social studies also didnt complete it .
not enough time .

malay so-so .
english was like hmm.. i dont know .

i suffered from mental block when i was doing my poa .
damn . i know it but i cannot think .

physics and chemistry was ok also .
manageable .

im left with art which i dont look forward to at all .
im gonna do better for prelim and even better for o level .
like farna said " ala o level takkan susah gini . ahahah"
:)

i havent be able get a proper night rest .
sleep at 12am . wake up at 5 am to study again .
fuhh . macam hardwroking gitu . heh .
im going all out cause i know its for my own future .
im gonna endure these sh*ts .

on wednesday , nana and i plan what to do after o level .
ahaha ,.
angan-angan tinggi kau . huahuhahuahua .
we plan to get our hair do , manicure pedicure(must grow my nails) , shopping and food feast .
woo hoo ~
that is if we get a job .
i love it .

ok lah wanna help my mum put some stuffs .
later she "nyeh nyeh nyeh"
i can stand her nagging .

adios amigos .

2007-05-05T18:45:00.000+08:00

oh how could i forget about this date .
050506
na . u remember ?
this date is a significant day to me . well in a bad way .
damn it was so kecoh i tell you ,
wanna know more about it just go to the archives and search thru the early may .
you will find it dere . the clue is well a bad thing . adam .

030506
this is another date i would not forget .
well mayb i should .
it marks my 1st annivesary with him .
sadly we are not together anymore .

and yesterday his father passed away .
all this happen in may .
may is a month i wont forget in my life .
:)

2007-05-05T14:25:00.000+08:00

i would like to express my condolences to din's and his family .
i got the news that his father passed away yesterday and that he will be buried today .
i couldnt imagine if any of my family members were to passed away .
touch wood seh .

yesterday i played 2 game of monopoly with my brother .
damn i was declared bankrupt for both games . slenge betul .
den kan yesterday my brother almost met with and accident .
he said that it happen around 5 times that day .
oh gosh . terrible seh .
maybe its because that he without salam-ing my mum and scolding and shoutting at her .
look how powerful mother are .
whoosh .

ok then people .
i wanna study babeh .
can anybody help me wtih my physic and maths ?
ahaha .
ok bye dudes .

2007-05-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

hello to the internet world .
its been a while since i touch the computer (ok nampak sah bedek)
dah 1 week tak update so i shall not leave this blog alone .
manythings have happen in this 1 week + .
exams have started . so far i have sitted for 7 papers .
9 more to go . such a drag .
and and kan . tadi science practical qurantine shit was disastrous .
ahahah .
if u noe wad i mean ,
yachiah u heard me saying " alahai menyampahnye aku"
which was not meant for anyone to hear .
ahahah . so ssshhhh .

yay ! i think im putting on weight .
i ate heavy breakfast & heavy dinner for5 or 4 consecutive days .
i eat double fillet o fish with fries and coke + egg prata = unhealthy fats
lunch=rice+6 epok epok kentang
dinner=kway teow goreng(which is like tinggi megunung)+sometimes roti or old chang kee

gendut jugak lama2 aku gini .
ape tak gemuk , tiap hari klua je makan . haish .
jangan seh .
stop it with the unhealthy eating habit eh fish . (:

oh yah i would like to thank my brother for the treat on sunday .
i love chai chee seafood restaurant .
well one thing i like about my brother is he is not selfish at all .
the bill came and it was $169 tapi dier tetap steady .
although he does no earn mush he still treats his family . thanks eh .
and i will be missing all his kentut busuk and nyanyian yang sumbang dan his crappyness while he is serving ns ):
one thing's for sure .
i won't disappoint u .((:

olritey . bye people
before i give u my siku 7 . ahaha .

2007-04-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

polo ralph lauren baby
canon digital ixus is the best

ok dats how i look like at home
ferry trip baby

where i met the indonesian hottie
yummy yu
yummy treats just for ny adeq

loves
=))
woo wee ~

heh

today i drank 3 cups of teh-o at school .

i noe it sounds like makcik but cant help it . i was sick . ahahah .

and dat doesnt include at home . i think almost 10 cups . fuhh .

today my mummy was sick so dats why i came late to school and did not go to physics remedial .

she suffer from food poisoning .

she kept vomitting and passing motion for more thank 10 times .

pity her lah .

sick sick also want to eat oily stuffs . haiyo .

and and i was pissed during school just now .

so were mai , noriz and nana .

we protest ! ahaha . ok kental .

but i think its demoralizing .

its like we are the outcast of the class or should i say outcast of sec 4 .

ah wadever . dont care about thee shits .

bottomline is i wanna prove them wrong .

lets prove them all wrong . we can make it babeh !

we aint the so called " the greatest" crap .

and two person were damn irritating and world . ahahaha .

2007-04-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

"i'll run awy with you . if you want me to . run away run away love . "
-run away love

im sorry
im truly sorry
im very sorry
my apologies

2007-04-17T16:17:00.000+08:00

hello people of the internet world . heh .
i dont know whether i have to be pissed or amused .
well her it goes .
i kept seeing these bunch of minahs wannabes under my void deck .
well they are ping yi students and their face look way younger than me .
at first they kept looking at me from a distance so i thought it was my frens .
but as i walk nearer towards them . they still stare at me and of course they arent my friend .
i just stare at them andd give them this damn jeling . ahaha . i dont know why .
den my bro told me to unplug my earphones or turn down the volume so i can hear wad they say .
so i did just dat just now and guess wad .

walking past them pretending to listen to music
minah 1 : siak uh . dekni slalu stare kat aku sia . dah lah maseh adek2 lagi .
( my heart was boiling but amused at the same time)
minah2: tu lah . macam nak sepak je muke .
(heart rellli boiling)
but i suddenly i saw a sec 3 book lying on the table .
me:(unplug my earphones and they stop talking) siak maseh sec 3 .(looking at them sarcastically and entered the lift)

*the moral of the story is never to tell a person age just by how she looks like . ahaha .
sometimes its good to look younger . ((:

so just now teacher annouce my rank which was 176 in the whole school and 24 in the class .
omg im so dumb . well maybe dumb or just dat test . heh . dat thing is not gonna bring me down babeh . heh .
just now had my social studies test and my hand aches due to excessive writing .
i hope i will pass .

and and just now i had a funny conversation with farna duing history .
classmate: teacher can i do all 3 question instead of one ?
ms zahirah : of course . its good .
me : ahah . nak jadi anak buah cikgu uh tu .
farna : nak kene kepit bawah ketiak si ganja(ms zahirah) tu lah sia
me: tu uh . dapat ganja tiap2 hari . ahahahah . free lagi kau .
farna : siak kau . ahaha . terus pandai sia :
me: tu uh skali sedut ketiak dier guranttee nye . ahahah
it was damn funny . finally a funny history lesson .

so bye folks !

2007-04-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

hello earthlings .
sorry for not updating these few days .
been quite busy with schoolwork .
well lets start of with thursday .

thursday
went to bras basah with the bedahs .
plan to buy poa 10ys and color pencils but end up buying only the color pencils .
buang current .
the toilet part was funny . went all the way to national library just to pee . ahaha .
talking about toilet . it reminds me of ika funny toilet incident . ahahahaha . ok ssshhh .
and and i noe ur secret ika . the sms . heh .
i went home straight after dat and did my color scheme for art with full of determination but...............

friday
my color scheme was rejected . argh !!!!!!! tidak !!!
it is so irritating to be rejected just because ur color scheme is too bright . fcuked .
ncc was alright . next thursday is gonna be the last training for the term maybe .
and sumpah im gonna miss the happening part b . (((:
watch american pie the naked mile .
halfway rosak sumpah irritating .

today
luckily i remembered to wake up for maths remedial . all thanks to mummy .
i still dont know how to do mensuration . help is needed . heh .
just now went to study with aize at airport .
thanks for the hershey's sundae pie eh zie .
azie has been very generous since she started being a working women . heh .
and and i bought white chocolate ! yey ! white chocolate are oh so yummy .
finally i bought the poa tys .
my father is such a dumbhead with no freaking brains to think and a tongue to taste and a heart to feel.

bye people !
and we can do it for the mid year exams !

2007-04-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

i just love standing at this mirror

the bacens' day out
bacen number 1
the chocolate . $3.70 . buy 2 get 1 free .
chocolate lovers' paradise
the late night outing

nama saya fishy . fishy nama saya .
cat's meat are nice
heh .

wedding ceremony

my hair aint short . its just being tied up .
same goes for dis
and dis
heh .
yeah dats me wearing the tudung . ahah .

hello !

yeah those pictures dat u see me with the tudung or cap. its taken by nana .

yesterday went out with the bedahs as wad i promised them .

adn full of kecoh-ness

a ride in the mrt

yana : eh bau taik seh . (smelling her hands)

bau tangan kau (smelling my hands)

ika : *smelling her hands eh bau tanagn aku seh .

yana and me ; looking at each other and laughing hysterically

ika : still looking panic* eh taklah its in the air

sumpah slenge seh ika . ahahah .

but in the first place why must we smell our hands ? ahaha . it should be smell our feets right . aahaha

there were a lot more funny things dat happen but too much to elaborate .

the pizza waiter was damn funny . ahaha . eveytime he talk we would like be question mark all over . aahaha .

yesterday was the earliest day i reach home . ahaha . 8pm seh .

but then there were few things dat upset me . and dats my ex . argh . damn idiot seh he .

ex : u masih dgn ur guy ?

me : maseh uh .

ex : ok . lama jugak eh . bagus lah . jangan jadi macam i . suke mainkan perasaan orang .

me : ala . wad past is in the past lah seh . jangan ungkit balik bole tak .

ex : betul pe : tgk skrg dah single . sape lah nak org macam i . btw ur notebook and picture still with me tau .

me : hmm . just keep it lah . its meant for u anyway . dah bagi takkan nak amek alek kan . if u hate it just throw it ok .

ex : sape nak gi buang ur gamba . tak baik seh . kalo u nak i leh kasi u . gamba i masih kat u tak .

me : masih uh . i dont throw people's faces arround just like dat lah .

ex : ok den . dont worry . i akan simpan gamba macam mane dulu i jage u .

ok dat was just half of wad he said to me .

the more he goes on the more hurtful it gets . cb .

sakit hati seh bebual dgn dier . i just said i had a bf because if i said no he would want a patch up with me .

like wth ?! no imean liek WTF ?!

ok lah cukup saje buat kini .

sometimes talkign adn thinking about him and those memories are just pointless .

maybe i should end it once and for all .

he abused the trust in him them . so why should i let him do it again .

damn .

ok i think i should end now .

bye people !

ps : study hard lah bacens and u'll be rewarded one day and ssshh tau about the deal for studying hard . ((:

2007-04-07T00:39:00.000+08:00

well hello .
i just love 1e3 and 2e5 frens more and more.
ehem ehem .
understand understood je lah korang eh .
these frens are just full of crazyness and berita hangat . ahah .
and im chatting with epah and theres more berita hangat . wee~
firstly i would like to say get a life girl .
secondly stop lying
and lastly u need soem professional help . ahahah . ok sshhh .

basically today one of my grandaunt just passed away .
when my mother told me dat i felt like crrying but i just held back my tears .
i dont know why i felt like crying at that time eventhough im not dat close to her .
i just hope dat she will rest in peace .
and i think shes very blessed to passed away on a friday because its like the holy day .
may allah bless her soul . amin .

2007-04-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

today to me is a shitty day .
but i dont know why .
i think i knoow why but i dont seem to be sure what is it dats bothering me .
i was quite the whole day .
not my usual self . if u guys dont realize im not as talkative as last year .
somebody help me .
i feel like dere somethig to be let otu but i dont know why seh .
how how .
argh . i get irritated so easily these days .
oh man . iu need to see a psychiatarist . is dat how u spell it ?
well lets skip the topic .

i think im growing fatter form all those macdonald breakfast dat my brother send everytime i ahev break .
shuuy u should relli try my method of growing fat . ahaha
yey ! i love mindfreaks !
and i love throwing silica gels during history lesson . ahah .
and and i love dancefloor .
ok dat was all so random people .

oh ya i would like to thank all the people dat have wrote appraisals for us .
i relli appreciate it . u'll get ur appraisal too ok .
so lastly i would liek to say i'll definitely miss u guys .
coming home late and tired every friday have always become a routine for me .
i would relli miss dat .
and especially all the people especialy part b ! ahaha . u guys merepek but fun lah and i like .
so was im trying to say is dat i'll definitely miss u guys and bring those memorie with me ok .
and u guys are not forgotten . ((:

bye people !

ps:are u ready for friday bedahs ! ahahah .

2007-03-31T21:19:00.000+08:00

hello people !
yesterday ncc training was fun because it rain !
ahaha .
so basically it was fun lah and we were trapped in the reban ayam .
so thats all about for the training part .
and the highlight of the day for yesterday was about madam mariammah's lecture to the malay students of 4e3 .
she blew her top because we werent paying attention to her lessons .
so she started saying things about malays being complacent and chinese which are dilgent .
all of wad she said was true but it was wrong of her to address in front of the whole class .
because i fear dat there will be racial barriers among us .
so thats all about it .

sorry for the short post today .
i just dont have the blogging mood today .
hahaha . mepek kan

oh btw happy birthday to yana bedah ! ((:

2007-03-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

well basically today i learn the true meaning of true friends .
and i'll like to thank those people ., (:
true friend are the one dat will see u thru the darkest hour and don't neglect you when u're in need .
but i experience just dat just now so wad de hell .
i thouht they were my true friends but i think they prove me wrong . sadly true .
it kinda make me think wad my brother said was true .
its very rare to find a really true friend .
and i have only a handful of them . i am glad to have these peope in my life .
my brother also said that a true friend wont influence you on doing bad things .
but on the other part we are also to be blame for just following him/her blindly .
but the bottomline is choose ur fren wisely .
dont choose them by how they look or whatsoever . looks can be very deceiving .
remember that people cause its very useful .

and i'll just like to say dat nana dont discouraged urself by telling urself u cant do it for sci and humans .
i noe u can adn by saying dat u cant do it , it will relli mean u cant ok .
so cheer up and take alan as an example . just like wad u say . we can do it like wad we did last year . (:

and yana bedah dont be influence by dat fren of urs to drink lah pantat . if not............ u noe wad im gonna do . ahahahahah . and ika dont be sad ok because deres always ur fren to cheer u up . heh .

and lastly happy birthday to yanalee , jessica and nisa .

and one more thign im exxcited to go to batam babe. ahaha . wee ~

bye kawan ! remember choose ur fren wisely because there are alot of moster in disguise.

2007-03-28T19:35:00.000+08:00

hello people .
today i got my poa test paper back and fail for the first time in history . shits . it was tough .
a handful of people pass and teacher decided to do a retest . amin . ahaha .
hopefully i'll pass the next test .
chemistry paper was do -able . i think i will pass .
just now pe lesson was the bestest pe lesson since sec 2 . ahah
we played baseball babeh and i managed to slide . ahah .
my butt was all damn dirty and my undies was brown seh .
ahaha . ok i think dat was too much of an info .

something interesting occured to me today .
when i waiting for the lift on my way home from school an old woman approached me .
she was like any normal aunt collecting tins form thrash bins .
den she suddenly said to me "girl , u better pray for world peace"
and i was like avoiding her but she said dat it was beneficial to listen and she was not crazy .
wad she said relli make sense to me . the world is becoming ignorant and the world is being neglcected .
well she even said she went to university of londonand have th ehons or wad lah .
but she said dat isnt good enuf . i could tell she is educated from the way she talk and stuffs .
looks are really deceiving i tell u . from the way she dress u would just assume she is a nyonya .
but den suddenly u got to noe shes a bachelor holder and stuuff . woah .
she told me to spread the word and now ii am spreading .
pray for world peace people !

bye people .
remember world peace !

2007-03-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

hello wonderful people .
i just realize deres a pattern i the weather changes .
it is very blazing & fcuking hot during the day but it will rain heavily during the night .
and i like................. (=
ok dat is so damn random .
well talking about cold .
i remembered dat on friday i was so cold dat i tried every means and way to get myself warm . ahaha . kan kan nana . heh . the bus sumpah sejuk .
and and i have trim my hair and cut my fringe .
but dere i sstill no difference kan na . kental betul .

well friday's training was ok .
lots of absentees and of all people it was her . ahaha . damn .
understand understood je lah korang .
5 more trainings to go and we are out . ): / sad story .
u noe wad people i feel like deleting my blog cause i dunnoe wad to write anymore.
wad do u think .
delete or not to delete ? hmm .
well u decide cause every votes matter . ok crap . ahahah .

i love ugly betty and i wanna watch now .
yey ~
btw im gonna post some picture of minah tudung tomorrow so stay tune . hehe .
:) :) :)

2007-03-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

hello people !
oo la la ~
i love the rain .
today i'll sleep in a very peaceful state ! woo !
i love the arena too . especially the last debator fro united world college .
i love her slang . fluent and very cool . adn i love her eyes especially . very dazzling .
i hope they will win . heh .

ok well my CA marks sucks big time . have i told u dat .
ok well let me tell u the grades .
ca1 ca2
english b4 c6
maths d7 f9
c . human b3 f9
c. sci d7 e8 ?
art c5 c5
poa a1 a1
malay c5 d7

see i told you . it sucks big time . most of u will be going huh >?! ryte .
ok lah lets not brag about it .

just now farna and i during history class liek understand aje .
asm heh . ahahah . ok must ssshhhh ryte . dier cancel eh farna . yang si jam coool tu lah . ((:

now im feeling so bored . and and suzie dont be angry ok .
im sorry but i'll try . ):

ok lah
im out now .

2007-03-15T18:08:00.000+08:00

current mood : sumpah boring nak mampos
cravings : satay . sape2 nak join ?
currentky chatting with who : danny masyiko (wawan)
songs listening : Enur feay natasha calabria 200
promises : treat ika and yana for bday , be good , no piercings
savings : 18 (pathetic)
what to do : pay bills , save money , send cikgu filza the karangan , give mr hazmi the money , write apology letter to ms sim ??
wad am i wearing : boxers , spec course tee
wad am i wondering about : why am i doing this survey

ok hello people .
the survey sungguh random kau .
i am freaking bored as u can see .
the part a 2d1n camp went well but some spoilt it .
there were tears being shed (not tears of joy mind u)
stupid questions being asked .
flirting with sir . wth .
its so so stupid seh . haish .
dont wanna drag this topic lah eh .

tomorrow going to expo lah seh .
but yachia said its boring and ot mega at all . lame .
and and holidays are fcuking lame .
everyday need to attend remedial .
just now had maths supplementary . i attended late cause i overslept .
yesterday had art supplementary . till 5 pm . one word mendak .
tomorrow chemistry paractical . at least fun lah kan .

i just notice one thing . ala dont want to say it .
very controversial .

ok lah people .
tune in next time .
my blog is boring .

2007-03-13T06:32:00.000+08:00

hello people of blogworld .
now at part a camp here sitting with the laptop with farna and mai .
adminlah katakan .
its 636am and the monkeys are being pump bcoz they kept making noises at 430am .
idiot monkey boys .
so tata.
i need to go to east coast park.

2007-03-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

hello craziest people of the world .
suzie said i've change .
fom crazyiest to someyimes reserved .
do u think so ?
well i think so . i want to be crazy and hype like i used to be .
i want to be the craziest fishy u noe . heh .
i'll change for de better ok suzie and abang .

ok yesterday was homecoming so we had some former sutdents giving us tips and advices .
the pharase dat was alwasy repeated was "start preparing early" , "work hard"
i havent even started preparing .
but im trying . my CAs really sucks big time .
but dat wont bring me down .
alan is my idol .
from an ah beng to a very improved person
if he can do it so can i right .
i want to be a layer and nothing will stop me form my dreams .
not even teachers or frens or family . :)
o level really make me nervous .
i just started my preparations today .
but i hope i will be consistent . so wish me luck in revising .
and i went to parliament house yesterday lah seh .
cooool tau .
we had to bow which was kinda stupid and funny .
and otw to the parliament house , i saw the supreme court .
i was like wow-ing all the time . heh . i wana work in dere one day .

and and . im excited for part a camp .
heh . ok ssshhhhh .
its gonna be sooooopeeerrrrrrrrr fun !

and another thing is my brother noes it all .
but i cannot reveal it to u .
cause its to private so yah .

"dreams are not meant to be dreamt only . it's meant to come true" -fishy

2007-03-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

gundus gang
suzie the cousellor :)
mai saurus .
azie typewriter

shuuy the orange girl
epah yang malas nak layan
ridzuan ayam
afiq sohor
faris sotong

wawan the nocturnal freak
ira lalala and nana shakilu
ika and yana the bedahs
acap kambing
zoe ong ban teng and the ex

today's post is about friends . i would liek to post the pictures of some of my frens .
im sorry if i missed out any of u .

this pictures are so random

well just now a weird thing happen .

my mum all of a sudden start talking about weird stuffs .

its weird and scary .

she said something to me about allah is evrywhere , wealth will not bring u anywhere unless u have the knowledge and lots of other weird stuff .

just now one of my aunt called my mum .

this is the so called "bad aunt" .

she kept pestering my mum to come to her home that second to give her money !

wth . this is the second time she is asking from my family for money .

what does she take us for ? cap duit pe ? ish . shes bad .

my faily isnt that rich so im puzzled on why she ask us for money .

well wadever !

dont wanna talk about dat anyway .

wll my brother have bought for me an mp4 which look like an ipod nano .

cool shit huh . hehe . 2gb for just 90 bucks .

good deal ryte .go grab it now .

~and and people m in love with dreamgirls .

and the movie make me in love with the song listen by beyonce

.love the movie and love the cast and sooo love the music

.watch it if u havent watch it !

i really have to tell u that i will surely fail my mt oral badlyy .

i spoke so many english words .

only english words run thru my mind . argh .

should blog in maly often den .my english oral went pretty well . heh

.and art is super stressful and dreadful .

1 board down and 9 to go .

isnt that oh so wonderful .

yeah great !

1 board aorund like 1 month ? its just perfect *sacrcastically

and u guys noe wad .

my father is a jerk .

the only thing he does is shouting .

just noe he shouted and woke me up in the middle of my sleep .

dah lah malam tak cukup tido .

ok wadever lah eh . i dotn give a damn.

ok lah i think i better stop now .

bye people !off to lalaland .

2007-02-27T20:32:00.001+08:00

testing 123 .
this is to test for post . hehe .

2007-02-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

shes enjoying every minute of her day

all colgate smiles
gundus
nana and me

before the sabotage with the fan
first part of sabotage
shes enjoying it
birthday girl cleaning the mess
now she got to cut the cake

me and birthday girl
the ladies
two lovely cakes
azie's cousins
the cake dat we got to eat and tonyo to azie face

the face like kene smack dat
self-timer
self timer coolness
mai firts time never close eyes
mai close eyes

head joint to the fan
a shy ghost
this is also candid
look at their eyes
totally candid

its dark
focus on them
yeah its us
haha
now this is a bright picture

camwhoring
only azie face and faris hand is visible
kental
sungguh style
its very dark as u can see

acaps kambing
sexay lady . hehe .
faris "spirit of the day"
afiq sohor
retards

ncc girls do pose
fiashy and pig at bras basah
stranded at one corner of the class at art
ryan gigi (supposedly ryan giggs)
aww . siblings love .

polytechnic openhouse

muddy day

hello my dear gundus and friends .
i love you all . ahaha .
ok this is so random but true . (:
so today i was supposed to go out and meet wawan at jurong mrt station lift to play snow and then to chingay(detailed)
but then my idiotic brother didnt allow me too and i got really mad i tell you .
hmph .
sorry wawan ! maybe next time ok .
i was sad also cause i was liek super excited den my hopes were dashed just like dat .
hehe . sorry once again .
ok lets start about yesterday which was a total bullshit and crappy day .
went to art and then we were nag .
went to ncc -.- which was super lame .

conversation betwwen a cadet and me during ncc

cadet : fishy ! now what time ?
me : what did u call me ?
cadet : fishy .
me : what did u call me
cadet : fishy ?
me: what are u supposed t call me ?
cadet : entah :
me : sergeant kan .
cadet : *smiling very widely*
me : smile summore
cadet : *still smiling very widely * adn stilll have the nerve to say yes
anyone can tell me wads the moral of the story? hehe .

after training talked with the bedah . quote of the day "ika & boy"
understand understood je kita . hehe .
ok im gonna post the pictures of azie's it which u guys have benn waiting for .
hehe . sorry lah geng ,

2007-02-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

zoe and ms ang

mr hazmi
orange or hong boa
gundus of 4e3
teacher and student act cute

the cool people . heh .
the slenge bacins .
kissing orange isnt a sin ryte .
acaps and zoe fiddling with the fone .
anan shakilu and the orange

muhd izmirzan
cutey
slenge
smiley
crawling

peace
yummy

greatest book

i love him
adeq
"smsing is as easy as abc"
im getting tired of smsing
lovers

2007-02-17T14:10:00.000+08:00

2007-02-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

reply to taggers :
ika : hello kau . aku akan take care . heh .
shuuy : hehe . aku suke seh adobe photoshop tu . ahaha . aku suke skali .
suzie :dont worry happy go lucky . im stillalive stilll going strong beb .
wawan : ahaha . eleh . kepo2 only uh . haha . snow fight ! yey !
mai : eh kau tag seh . macam first time gitu . ahah . yeah but now not changing .
shuuy : poem uh beb . kater fshy . heh .
epah : aku terduduk uh . thanks for the advice .
farna : ahaha . itu crite lamer . tapi derita suara takde .

2007-02-14T15:41:00.000+08:00

hello !!
well yeah . today is valentines day and it means its a special day for romance or love . heh .
so now im at nana's house .
accompany suzie to cut her hair .

today i had a valentine dat and it is.........
*drum roll*
NANA SHAKILU ! ahaha . and that is nana lah .
she gave each and everyoneof us a cupcake .
and mine was a rainbow and i bought for her 50 cents chocalate at schooll . ahah .
she give me a valentine card u noe . how sweet . ahah .
ok so now m bored . wad should i write about . hmm .

im tired and excited .
but i dont know hat im exited about .
and now i can hear suzie and nana and shuuy talking . ahaha . lame .

ok yesterday i talkd with the bedah till 7 seh at macdonald .
didnt took notice of the time .
had fun talking .

and today had fun loving all my frens and wihing people happy valentines day .

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY LOVE ONES .
i like big butts and i cannot lie .

2007-02-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

hello !

see the picture i edited using shuuy's photoshop .

nice kan . heh . thanks eh shuuy .

fyi im not buying the nokia hp cause my brother is gonna buy for me the creative mp3 .

woo wee ~

i love my brother .

ok lets summarize about wad happen today .

i met with a road accident with my brother again .

im thankful dat im still alive .

my brother wanted to corner baring but didnt manage to so it skid and luckily we didnt tercampak to the tree or the curb .

if not i think i wouldnt be here blogging and telling u dis .

my brother hung on to the bike while i hung on to him .

if i didnt hung on to him i think i will slide very far . and the same goes to my brother .

we are so lucky .

my brother said to me at home that if he were to die one day in a road accident ,

he told me to relli take care of my parents and to study hard and stop all the nonsense .

it relli saddens me to hear that but i just didnt react when he said dat .

i relli cant help to lose him cause hes more than just a brother to me .

i dont think ill make it thru in life without him . i just cant .

this experience relli open my eyes on how precious my brother is to me eventhough he may be quite strict . but whatever it is i still love him .

and i relli wanna treasure my life . i dont wanna do anything dat destroy my life or disappoint my brother .

so yeah treasure ur life and living ones .

ps : i cant write and i type so slow seh .

2007-02-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

hello people of the blog world .
i love you people and you must love me too . heh .
ok crapsss ......

hmm . does snow city have ice skating ?
because i want to go dere to ice skate with my friends .
if anyone know please tell me ok .
cause fuji ice palace is renovating . damnss .

oh ya . i forget to tell u that i PASSE MY POA !
and not only did i managed to get a pass .
i managed to get a DISTINCTION ! A1 BABE! WOO WEE ~
congratulations to me and thanks to me and no thanks to her .
i was liek going to say not thanks to you bitch when she said well done to me .
ahaha . but im not so rude so i didnt say it . ((=
and and i managed to also pass my maths test . heh .
but the marks isnt so good . so im sure that i could do better .

and just now went to art remedial where only 5 pathetic souls came .
me nana biman nadzirah amd joan . =.=
ahah . but it was beneficial and i would be changing my idea
and have to redraw again for the 10th time i think . haish
tomorrow will be havng poa remedial . bleargh .
o levels o level !
suffer now rest later !
ms cheng said that ook .

so i think i will be doing my art now . heh .
so goodbye and art needs a lot of hardwork .
so if u lazy asses wanna take it . just forget about it . ahaha .
if u wanna take it dotn be lazy ok .
bye !

2007-02-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

hello . well sorry about yesterday post . heh .
ok for today i think im just gonna update pictures and stuffs .
but first of all i would like to tell you 10 random facts about me .

fact #1:
im hot tempered .

fact #2
i love myself . well who don't .

fact#3
i think my father is crazy .

fact#4
i hate the fact that my mum doesnt trust me on lil things .

fact#5
i wnat a keyboard badly . the one that produces sound ok not the one for typing .

fact#6
i wanna relli express myself in this blog but i can't .

fact#7
im thinking of putting up a password for this blog .

fact#8
im will be changing my hp to a nokia hp ! which haf memory card and radio . woo wee~

fact#9
i want to highlight my hair pink when im in poly .

fact#10
this is the end of the 10 facts

tune in to channel 5 for the 2nd leg of thai versus spore ok . bye !

2007-02-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

well hello my name is nurfarhana bte abdullah bin hassan bin ali bin ahamd .
yes thats my real true name .
i live in singapore and im a singapore girl . like duh .
i like yellow and love coke .
i dont like nokia hp cause like common .
i love myslef so peace no war . heh .
oh yes and nto forgetting i love my dear kitten adeq .
i lov emy friends and family .
i love my computer and most of all i love YOU .

ahaha . actually i dont quite know whar to update so im here writing nonsense .
i love writing this . do you ? heh . ok crap .
oh ya actually deres one thing i wanna talk about .
the parents meeting yesterday .
mrs tan spoke to me that i should target for b3 seh .
sedih seh tak leh a1 . hmph .
b3 den .

ok lah bye

2007-02-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

nabeh gerek day

well as u can see the title , im gonna tell you about the gundus nabeh day yesterday but yet it was gerek . heh .
so lets start of with the bus thingy .
we waited for the bus number 11 for so long that we gave up den u now whats the worst part ?!
the bus came after we left the stand liek less than 5 minutes . nabeh cak kenteng . heh .
den we were saying dat its like the spongebob theory .
the moment he left the bus stop , the bus arrived . hehe .
after few minutes of walking and whining , we encountered an obstacle .
we have to climb over the fence to get too the stadium the fastest way .
it was fun but it made my butt so cramp dat i had difficulty walking . serious seh . rite shu , epah ?
sooo the next relli nabeh thing was dat i had to pay 2 FUCKING BUCKS FOR A CUP OF COKE WHICH IS LESSER THAN WAD MY SCHOOL SELLS .
makan duit orang je .
AND THE COKE SOMEHOW MADE MY COUGH AND THROAT WORSER .
so that was actually my bad . heh . pai seh eh .
so that was all for the nabeh gerek day i think .
and epah and i actually had a nabeh cibai day that was by far worse than this .
so everyone have remeber the spongebob theory . heh.

and and actually i made a poem all by myself . heh . kerek .

vanquish the demons
when u urslef are convinced of ur own worth
do it the right moment
before 'it' start to rebirth
-fishy

well u have to read it over and over again to understand it . and not forgetting to feel it . ((=
its basically about conquering the demons within u or the negative stuff when u truly noe wad are u worthy of . cause no use trying to conquer the demons when u do not know who is the real u and the inner u . and basically u have to do it at the right moment when u are sure of it before the bad u start to grow again .
so enjoy !
and poems are fun !

2007-01-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

ok well hello .
there seems to be a misunderstanding about my previous post .
i mean the essay which i wrote .
it isnt about me or about any of my friends of course . its just a fictional story with fictional characters . heh .
so yeah i created that essay . heh .
some people are misunderstood by it . for examle azie . heh .
but that post u wrote for me was like wow . and dont delete that post ok zie .

so yeah about today .
today i was hype . so was nana and yasirah .
at first yas and me was like waiting for nana and we get bored eventually .
so we started to shout nonsense .
sorry for those who was shouted by us . heh . it was all for fun ok . heh .
sorry bedah , sec 2 sec and anyone ! heh .
nana also started joining in the shouting with us .
and yes its the three shouting chicks . heh .
so we went on shouting till my voice is like a rockstar . and now it has worsen .
im almost losing my voice . somebody help me !!!!! ok lame . hahaha .

actually im very oh so bored .
so when im bored i will start to write crap .
and when i start to write crap u people will get question mark alll over .
so im gonna end here i think .
so goodnite and tata !

2007-01-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

2007-01-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

the biggest mistake

people never knew she had a problem . she seem so carefree . she is a happy go lucky person no doubt . people always thought she was free from all problems . but little did they knew there were more to her or should i say the true side of her . only i knew the true side her of her . the bad side . she told me all . she told me about her life . how shatterd her life was . how was her life at home and how was her so called wild life . i was quite disappointed in hearing her stories but i stil put up hopes on her cause i knew she could change . lets not beat around the bush and tell her life story .

her once happy family was wrecked . all was going haywire suddenly . she was confused on how fast it was happening . she wasnt prepared for this at all . the constant verbal fighting and sometimes it could turn abusive at home . shattering of glasses and verbal fighting were the music that were constantly played at home . she was tired of it . she couldnt tolerate it till one day when she decided to run away form home . this run away was not the ordinary run away that she had . she didnt exepect it will turn out to be the biggest regret in her life . her true friends always advise her that running away isnt the solution to the problem but in fact it was adding another problem . all those advices that she got eventually fell on deaf ears . they kept telling her she had strong willpower but she kept denying it . she knew she was not wise in making decisions all this while . she just knew it . her friends told her not to disappoint her but eventually she did it . and only they knew what it meant .

she did it . she made herself drunk to drown all her problems eventhough she knew it willl only be temporary . she took that thing . the thing that was wrong in the eyes of law . and thats drugs .
she knew it was wrong but she still did it . she was being so selfish at that time . not thinking of her parents or younger siblings . how it will affect them deeply . the look in their eyes when they got to know that her beloved sister whom they looked up to as a rolemodel did it . she just didnt think of it . how vicious could she be . but what could she do , the things that she already did cannot be undone . it could just be a lesson to be learnt .

so people this is a story i wrote . fictious ok .
give ur comments and rate it please .
the ending seems to be hanging cause i leave it up to ur imagination on what will happen next .
thank you for reading .

2007-01-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

ok well hello and welcome .
i want to post pictures but feel kinda lazy .
so it all depends on how i feel ok .

yesterday was quite fun .
eat eat eat eat and more eating .
it was all on the house.
it was on my generous brother of course .
spend $60 on eating . wow ! heh .
so we ate satay , mee goreng , hokkien mee , goreng pisang , gado-gado , ice kacang and prata .
seriously it was like 12 people eat . ahaha .
we ate at sembawang satay club if u are wondering .
we ordered all of the mee large .
30 satay stick . 3 plates of gado gado . 2 pratas . 5 goreng pisang and 2 ice kacang .
sumpah banyak .
stomach can explode seh . but it was all good food . heh .

i relli dont understand my father u noe .
he always liek act good when dered my sisters family .
and when we are back home , hes like nonsense .
only god noes wad he's like at home .
stop putting on an act lah eh . 2 face . ok i noe it may sound bad but its the fact . and i have to relli get it off my chest .
say whatever u want a mean ungrateful daughter or whatsoever .
i dont care .
i remember asking my brother , "abang , when is this all gonna end"
he answered "someday , who noes "
im quite sad to actually face this kinda situation . it relli sucks .
and and u noe wad my brother said yesterday night before i sleep .
he actually said " be strong ok " like out of the blue .
i felt touch by those three words and actually kinda cried abit .
it may sound emo or stupid but its true ,
u will feel the same way if u were to be in my shoes . so yah .
treasure ur family before it falls apart ok kids .
my brother and i are relli trying not to be affected by this so yah thats it abotu family .

so remember what i say ok .
treasure them before the happinness goes away .
bye !

ps:they can take anything from you , but they will never succed in taking your inner peace .