Monday, February 27, 2006
hey people on the earth
now is 1031pm
juz finished doing everyting
so tired sey
muz wash my clothes
iron my clothes
hang my clthes
study
exercise
aiyo
i find it dat i dun haf enuf tyme
dont u???
hehe
juz now maiTALO nvr turn up for our study tingyy
stupid her
wan me to teach den nvr cum
wait for her till ard 5pm
nvr on her hardcore hp
hahaha
den juz now went back hme
reach hme ard 545pm lyk edat
my mum was lyke alredy a chage person
in a positive way
i dunno wad gotten into her
but its goooddd
hope it will last long
i find dat tings aRe improving between the both of us
and dats a good sign
juz now i "zikir" unoe
im such a good gerl today
hehe
den study study study
aiyo
im feeling so tired ryte now dude
but still feel lyke blogging
i miz him teribly seyy
and u noe who
hahaha
"adam"
step adam only uhh
cant reveal the real name
hehe
i think i wanna end here only
so tired
im chatting wif my old buddy now
tata everyone
xoxo
10:24 PM
heylo my loyal readers..
im now at food culture..
sempat seyy
hek-llu ; nana 2nd daughter of Fishyfana here !
WOOHOO~
im here again..
stupid SHAKILU
hahahaha
steal the keyboard away frm me..
hmm..
waiting for this stpid maiTALO noriz n azieTYPEWRITER
HAHAHA
fanafissh ;
aku cabar kauu secabar cabarnye !
NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
ARGH
STUPID NYAMOK
GO AWAY
HAHAHHA
joking joking only uh..
now 359pm they still havent cum sey
mendak beb
ouh ya..
juz now me n nanaSHAKILU took a long tyme to choose wad we wanna eat
at last it came to a judgement
ceyyyy....
and it is.....
HOTPLATE SEAFOOD NOODLE
ISNT DAT JUZ EXOTIC PEOPLE
HAHAHA
OKLAH
I WANNA SHOP WIF NANASHAKILU
bye
tune in nxt tyme for me hot gossips
xoxo
3:49 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
helo my dear loyal blog readers
as u can see i olwaes update my blog ryte
isnt dat beeeeuuuutttttfoooooll
HAHAHA
actualli i was toking nonsense bcoz my mind is blank ryte now
wait a minute uh
i wanna think 1st
hmm..
ouh ya..
i forgot to add in to yesterday post about yas.ira
during our journey on the bus to the hq
i juz noticed yas.ira was lyke a kung fu fighter
u wanna noe why
it was bcoz of her shoe and her socks dat match wif the pt kit
she was really lyke a kung fu fighter
HAHAHA
so damn funny
cant help laughing about it
sori yas.ira
juz came back frm my maths tuition as usual
my tuiton teacher, MR YEE
went thru CHAPTER 5 which iis COORDINATE GEOMETRY
quite easy though
i could understand wad he is toking about
damn he was fast
my skul havent even went thru chaptrer 4
we r still stuck in CHAPTER 3 which IS LINEAR INEQUALITIES
*SIGH*
ouh shit1!!!
i got a bad tummy ache
my tummy is now lyke making a sound
juz "produce sum choc" minutes ago
now im feeling it again
issit diarrhoea
i hate it man
damn it
eh...now gone olredi
stupid tummy
make me kanchiong only
HAHAHA
yesterday chat wif MR WEED at msn
he is a very nice chap
kinda lyke him
u noe wad
he expressed his feelings to me yesterday
he said he kinda haf sum feelings towards me
i was kinda shocked
he said he wan us to be frens
bcoz he got to study overseas
which is in SYRIA I THINK
hope i got it ryte
ouh ya.,.
i still remember our deal
mine is by JULY ryte
and urs is JUNE RYTE
MAKE SURE UH
if not u gotta gif me present
hehe
u lil donkey
im not a kambing okay[sheep]
not cute seyy
at least urs cuter
ALAMAK
my tummy is acting up again
aiyo
stupid uh this tummy
playing games wif me only
who wanna change tummy wif me
HAHAHA
juz crapping
k la..
dast ol for today folks
tune in nxt time..
xoxo
1:34 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
hey hey
yesterday was so damn fun
the mt ophir training was not so tiring after all
we haf to climp up the 4 storeys staircase for umpteen times
den my grp members was atiqah, atikah, faezah, yas, gerald, zul, fauzi
wow
i remember everyone name
dats good
the boys were so damn crazy wen we were climbing up the stairs
nonsense n crapness are the only adjective dat can describe dem
hahaha
atiqah!!
if u reading my blog
den TAG!!
U NVR TAG ONE UHH
blog hop only
hahaha
ouh ya
oll my daughters can go to mt ophir
except nanaSHAKILU
nvm lahh
wait i buy for u souveneir kay
hahaha
yesterday
yas.ira., iffahEPAH and em
plan to bring xtra of "EVERYTHING"
so dat nxt week we can bathe together2
hehehe
den maiTALO di sumting which made me angry for 1 minute
but i think it was for my own good
so not angry anymore uhh
hehe
i now realised dat i haf really caring frenz
i am more den grateful to haf them
do u noe dat i was so touched by wad they ol did on the day i cried
sum of them console me
and dat made me cry even more
i haf the emotional side of me
the crazy side of me
the hot tempered side of me
i haf benn quite emotional lately
yesterday i reminisce the past quite a lot of time
i dunno if they noticed it
*sigh*
wad i feel inside now is juz more then words
it cant be expressed in words nor song
its juz for u to noe and for me to find out
so dats ol for u peeps
bye
xoxo
2:30 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
im at comp lab now
its malay period
and i love it
we r supposed to research about our malay thinggyy now
but we r not doing our werk and miss filza nvr say anyting
YIPEE!~
today me n my gerlz are going to ang mo kio
OPHIR TRAINING
so far seyy
but im willing to sacrifice
ceeyyy
sacrifice seyy
HAHAHA
den i will be going home 1st to take my slippers
and bcoz of maiTALO
fickled minded gerl
nvr bring pt kit
luckily i got xtra
yesterday sleep early seyy
the earliest for this year
and that is..........
9pm"early" isnt it..hahahah..
nonsense only uh me
as usual
dats ol uh..
nothing to write anymore..
bye..
xoxo
8:09 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
today i was so pissed off by PEI FEN
then i lyke pissed off by junn en a bit uhh
PEI FEN was so DAMN BOSSY
she tol me, achap n noriz to go up
not nicely but SHOUTING AT US
who does shet tink she is
step mane pe BIG FUCK ONLY
cibai
one thing dat im not hapi about is dat jun qun can stay for the whole 3rd recess
nonsense rite
only her frenz uh can stay
pukimak haram
den we go to class n miss lai asked me n noriz
to asked the rest who r not involved to go
muz go back to class
den brought in food and packet drink to class bcoz of dat stupid bitch
noriz and i put the stuff all inside our shirt
so dat ms lai cannot see
funny sia
my belly was lyke bulging out
HAHAHA
den they came back at 123opm
so late sia
not fair
hmmph
ouh ya..
the collection was $179 i think
profit of $50 only
*SIGH*
today i went to GIANT wif yanaLEE after skul
bcoz farnaKIASU iffahEPAH maiTALO SHU suzie went to tamp
nvr say earlier sia
den cannot follow them study n teach maiTALO poa
STUPID maiTALO
I havent top up my ez link uhh
dats y cannot follow
DAMN!!
den yanaLEE go to mit hariz for cigarettes
but i nvr follow
good gurl
kuai
HAHA
now feeling so bored to death
tomorrow got the OPHIR training at HQ
SO FAR MANN
muz top up ez link tomorrow
if not diee
k la..
end here
bye
scram
xoxo
5:56 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
juz now nanaSHAKILU told me about JAPSTAR gianess
so FUNNY mann
den got lahh summore DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS
HAHAHA
i got a lot of dirty little secrets wif nanaSHAKILU
daughter and mother isnt it
den she wan to cut my breast lah
stupid little gerl
at last...
i haf found a suitable theme for my ART
and it is TIRED
i draw olredi
submit proposal to ms sim
she said okay
den haf to use the litebox
to trace my drawing
so cool mann
1st tyme use it
the thing is now
i dunno wad suitable background suits it
aiyo
think about it later uhh
juz now i was so damn stress seyy
called my mum using the public fon
use atikah's fon kad
tanx atikah
i spoke to her about the mt ophir thing
i asked her where is the form politely as she took it frm my bag in the morning
then she shouted at me as if i shouted at her
then i shouted at her back
then she say she dun wan to let me go
she tink its useless
waste of tyme
waste money
tink of my safety
of course every other parents oso care abt their child safety
but this is a once in a lifetime experience
she juz aint proud of me
WHO THE HELL AM I TO HER
IM JUZ A PIECE OF TOY DAT SHE CAN PLAY AROUD WIF
if she is worry about th emoney problem
i can settle it uhh
i dun care about her money
I CALLED MY SISTER AFTER DAT
she told me dat she will kol my mum
and try to solve the problem
my mum said i could go at last
I JUZ HAF A COUPLE OF THINGS TO SAY
my mum told noriz mum about my bad attitude
now she haf a bad perception about me
she wont let noriz be frenz wif me
she wont let me tok to noriz on thr fon
doesnt my mum tink about how embarassing issit
to haf sum1 mum tink dat im a bad daughter
i always tot to myself
wen will my mum ever gonna trust me
wen will she b elyk eth eold her
the one i could confide to
my mum alwaes tok to me as if i had done a horrible mistake everyday
wen will she ever let me lead a happy life?
i juz feel lyke there is no need for me to be her daughter if she tinks im a terrible daughter
i tink i dont feel lyke i deserve to be on this earth
*SIGH*
im lucky to haf my besties
ifto haf my siblings
without them i tink life would be really meaningless
tanx guyzz
so dats ol
bye
ps:i m crying wen writing this
xoxo
6:57 PM
juz now nanaSHAKILU told me about JAPSTAR gianess
so FUNNY mann
den got lahh summore DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS
HAHAHA
i got a lot of dirty little secrets wif nanaSHAKILU
daughter and mother isnt it
den she wan to cut my breast lah
stupid little gerl
at last...
i haf found a suitable theme for my ART
and it is TIRED
i draw olredi
submit proposal to ms sim
she said okay
den haf to use the litebox
to trace my drawing
so cool mann
1st tyme use it
the thing is now
i dunno wad suitable background suits it
aiyo
think about it later uhh
juz now i was so damn stress seyy
called my mum using the public fon
use atikah's fon kad
tanx atikah
i spoke to her about the mt ophir thing
i asked her where is the form politely as she took it frm my bag in the morning
then she shouted at me as if i shouted at her
then i shouted at her back
then she say she dun wan to let me go
she tink its useless
waste of tyme
waste money
tink of my safety
of course every other parents oso care abt their child safety
but this is a once in a lifetime experience
she juz aint proud of me
WHO THE HELL AM I TO HER
IM JUZ A PIECE OF TOY DAT SHE CAN PLAY AROUD WIF
if she is worry about th emoney problem
i can settle it uhh
i dun care about her money
I CALLED MY SISTER AFTER DAT
she told me dat she will kol my mum
and try to solve the problem
my mum said i could go at last
I JUZ HAF A COUPLE OF THINGS TO SAY
my mum told noriz mum about my bad attitude
now she haf a bad perception about me
she wont let noriz be frenz wif me
she wont let me tok to noriz on thr fon
doesnt my mum tink about how embarassing issit
to haf sum1 mum tink dat im a bad daughter
i always tot to myself
wen will my mum ever gonna trust me
wen will she b elyk eth eold her
the one i could confide to
my mum alwaes tok to me as if i had done a horrible mistake everyday
wen will she ever let me lead a happy life?
i juz feel lyke there is no need for me to be her daughter if she tinks im a terrible daughter
i tink i dont feel lyke i deserve to be on this earth
*SIGH*
im lucky to haf my besties
ifto haf my siblings
without them i tink life would be really meaningless
tanx guyzz
so dats ol
bye
ps:i m crying wen writing this
xoxo
6:57 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
SORI PEOPLE FOR NOT BLOGGING YESTERDAY
IM A BUZYWOMAN UHH
WAD TO DO
HAHAHA
SO CUT THE CRAP AND
LET'S GET DOWN TO BUSINESS
yesterday we had our ENGLISH COMMON TEST
I DIDNT NOE ABOUT IT SIA
LUCKILY IT WAS ONLY COMPHREHENSION
HENG UH
got no summary summore
isnt it juz great
if exams were lyke dat
it would even be better
the paper was so-so
not as difficult as i tot it was
den nanaSHAKILU
AND I PLAYED WIF THE PEBBLES
stupid ryte?
but it was FUN
managed to put in sum stones
but not the big one
den nanaSHAKILU put in th estones and my fac ewas lykE SO SHOCKING
maiTALO and yas.ira said
i put the pebbles inside yanaLEE shirt more funny
her face was so FUCKING SHOCK
SHE TOT IT WAS A TERAPIN
crazy gerl
hahaha
den we went to GIANT supermaket
song:
GIANT SAVING
GIANT VARIETY
GIANT!!!den buy all the stuff for the entrepeneur thingyy
we bought chicken it looked so marvellouss
yummy yummy
proceed to zoe's hse
she said dat the pizza olredi cum
YIPEE~
we went to her hse to experiment on the entrepenuer thingy
it was so funn
her hse was lyke filled wif ol th ereligious stuff
she is so fucking rich
her bro only 1O YEARS OLD HAF PSP
den the computer and her room was nice
i lyke her speaker
each one got computer mann
isnt dat cool
den we did ol those carzy stuff as usual
we went hme abt 645pm
i reached hme 8pm
then my mum told me to opened my mouth
she squeeze my mouth so tightly
she wanted to see if i smoke
*SIGHH*
she say she smell cigarette the moment i step into the hse
its so not true
dast ol for yesteday
juz now got MATHS COMMON TEST
ARGHHH
IT WAS SO DAMN DIFFICULT
I THINK I WILL FAIL AGAIN
AIYO
im such a damn failure
ouh ya..
JUZ NOW nanaSHAKILU TYCOTT ME
so bad
tycot her own mum at the staircase
my butt was so bloody painful
YIPEE~
I GOT TO CLEAR TH EHIGH JUMP
GOOD SIA
HAHAHA
I GOT TO GO TO MOUNT OPHIR!!!!! YIPEE~but my younger daughter nanaSHAKILU NVR GOso sad
but mai and atikah got to go olredi
later sit wif iffah at the bus
YIPEE~
k la..
i end here
chaoz
xoxo
6:42 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
2 angels and a devil...sori bro
u grad frm al azhar uni
me n my mum
smiley me
me n my baby meow meow
me and my hanyut daughters
metal pura
xoxo
3:38 PM
itz 3.18pm now..
my maths tuition was supposed to end 1pm
but it ended 1.30pm bcoz i stayed back to ask him sum qns
bcoz i will be having my maths common test this tuesday
oh my god!!!
i s0o feel not prepared
i reallly wanna pass this test
to make the best of the $1oo dat my mum pays for the tuition
i muz study hard uh
if i dun pass this test
i tink im juz a complete failure
*sigh*
even my bro says sumting lyke dat
ouh ya..
juz now got a kol frm yas.ira about 2.15pm
i got this one hell of a shocker
NANA DIDNT CAME BACK HOME
*SIGH*
NANA NANA
DONT FOLLOW UR MOTHER FOOTSTEPS DEAR
DONT WISH TO ELABORATE MORE ABOUT THIS
my mum went to werk juz now despite her condition
so stubborn of her
i told her not ot go to werk
but she still insists on going
*sigh*
im scared about her safety at werk
she juz seem so weak
im juz praying for her safety at hme
2mrw i wanna study uh
any1 care to join me
i feel lyke making a study grp
lyke my bro
h ehaf a study grp which studies every wed
good isnt it??
!!!!NOTICE!!!! those who wanna haf a study grp plz contact me...fishyfana..10qgot dat people..
dats ol for today..
c the pictures okay..
memeories uh
but nice though
xoxo
3:15 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
heyluuu my dearest loyal reader
sori lah mai for telling the whole world agt ur gian day
hahahaha
now im gonna tell abt nana and mine gian day
before dat
i juz wanna add in dat I HATE SOFY TO THE CORE
WHO AGREES WIF ME???
ALL OF U MAYBE?
HAHAHA
on fri i had a big fight wif him
i shouted at him at the top of my voice
i got a family and he wanna rub into it
theres this point of tome i lyk ewanted to punch his face
luckily farnah KIASU stopped me[mcm tau je]
cant stand him sia
he's such a fucking asshole
stupid fat guy
dun wanna talk about him
will spoil my mood only
ouh ya..
about the gian thingy
i was gian on the wednesday
bcoz i say to mai
"i pinch ur breats then u noe"[in malay]
aku cubit tetek kau baru tau
hahaha
den nana SHAKILU wrote in her pupil diary
aiyo
dat daughter of my uh
den nana SHAKILU gian day was more worse
she wanted to cut mine n her nipple
crazy fella
satisfied olredi mai
i tell the whole world abt mine n nana SHAKILU GIANESS
HAHAHA
nana SHAKILU
juz now my sister and her family came to my hse
izhar as usual was so damn noizy
sister cut my hair layered and thin it
but it seem shorter
quite nice though to me
then izhar[my nephew] kena scolding frm my sister and his father
i think he got cane oso
i pity him
i wanted to stop them
but i think it wasnt right for me to stop parents frm disciplining their kids right??
then he sleep immediately after dat
i think he was tired of crying
funny huh
weird little guy
my mum came home frm werk feeling sick
she limp ol the way bcoz her leg was in pain
then she was down wif a fever and a cough
wen i saw her lying down on the bed very weakly and sickly
i went ot my room and i cried
i really pity her sia
i juz wanna be good frm now
i will try not to worry her anymore
but i juz wan her to give me
a bit more space and time to change
dats ol i asked for her
IM REALLY SORRY MUM
i juz couldnt bring my self to say sorry to her
maybe im juz to arrogant or ashame of her..
i really dunnoe uh
*sigh*
k la..
dats ol for now
see ya nxt tyme
xoxo
10:21 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
Valentines Day[15 feb 2006]
yesterday was mai's gian day
hahaha
so damn funny
she squeeze the pillow dat iffah gave to yas
such a horny gerl
dont wanna elaborate more uh
im going to do abt skatebording frm oldies
to the modern times for my ART
so cool and original ryte
creative me
dun steal my idea okay u people
this is copyrighted property
den after dat watch lunchtime concert for a while
den go buy acrylic paint wif maiTALO
*winks*
back home ard wad tyme i 4get
den my mum was waiting for me downstairs
wad the hell!!
dun wanna talk abt her
she will spoil my mood
16 feb 2oo6
today was a real bad day for me..
my mum went to my skool
den i asked why
she say wanna go to buy tings wif me
wad NONSENSE IS DAT??!!
I NOE DAT ISNT THE REAL REASON
SHE JUZ DUN TRUST ME ANYMORE
I SHOUTED AT HER N STUFF
I CRIED SIA
I WAS OS EMBARRASSED
ALL THE MAKCIK CLEANER LOOKED AT ME
THEN MY FRENS ALSO LOOKED AT ME
MY BESTIES WERE INSIDE THE TOILET
they were too afraid to go outside uh
i understand dat
after dat my mum went home after i told her to
den my besties ol console me n stuff
esp yanaLEE, MAI N NORIZ
TANX GERL
THE OTHERS TRIED TO CHEER ME UP
THEY REALLY MAKE MY DAY
after dat we went to make the ncc unit tee
at the void deck
then got these guy approach us asking for numbers
we cant help laughing abt adam n baraq
one was gagap n the other was bogeh
aiyo
cabt help it wen he sing the song
hahaha
17 febuary 2006
today nothing happen i think
nothing special
juz the common stuff
i dunno if i can go to ophir mann
so sads
amira saoid dats she will pick
aiyo
so scared cant go n sit beside iffah.EPAH
pray hards dat i can
ouh ya..
juz now mdm NISA talked to me durinbg ncc training
i haf guess olredi wad she wanna talked about
its about my MUM
i confessed everything to her
she talked very nicely to me..
so motherly and caring
i was really honest wif her
how i wished my mum was lyke her
things would not haf been as complicated as this
well dats ol for the past 3 days
bye
xoxo
8:50 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
halo halo
im at skool
chatting wif two jerks
farnah KIASU n yas.ira
we r chatting wen we r juz beside each other
isnt it stupid
itz us
crazy as usual
hahahaha
we r supposed research abt the malay thingy but we r chatting
haizzz
yesterday my mum came to skool
fucker uh
im so freaking pissed mann
den yas n faris saw the whole thing
haizz
she talked to mr syed AGAIN
STUPID!!
WHY DOES SHE HAF TO EMBARRASSED ME
I WONDER IF SHE TALKED TO MR HAZMI
CONFIRM MR HAZMI WILL TALKED TO ME LATER DURING ACE PERIOD
HAIZZ
TODAY GONNA GO HOME LATE UH
SHIT!!
MY MSN GOT PROB
CANNOT RECEIVED THEIR MESSAGES
OUH YA
haf i told u guys dat all my besties arent going to SARAWAK WIF ME
DAMN UH
SO FREAKING SAD SIA
IF THEY CONFIRM CANNOT GO
I WILL NOT GO TOO
I NOE ITS A WASTE
BUT CANT HELP IT
HAIZZ
K LA..
IM ENDING HERE FOR NOW
SEE YA LATER PEEPS
xoxo
8:23 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
xoxo
3:02 PM
BE YOURSELF DAY PICTURES
xoxo
2:50 PM
HEY PEOPLE
LOOK AT THIS CLEARLY
I DUN HAF NO MORE TAG BOARDS COZ OF A STUPID PASSER BY
SO JUZ COMMENT OKIES
NO NASTY COMMENTS OKIES
WEN I FEEL LYK EHAVING ONE DEN I TELL U PEOPLE OKIES
juz finished my tuition
actually it ended at 1pm and now its 2 17pm
so is it considered juz finished??
i dunno lah uh
now chatting wif farna KIASU
TOKING ABOUT BLOG UH
juz now during maths tuition
i understood every single word the tutor said
i alwaes asked question wen i dont understand
am i good or wad
HEHE
den MR YEE my tutor
told me to see him after class
to discuss about me transfreing ti her wife class
bcoz there is fewer people there
so i can concentrate better
btw im a bit weakin my maths
aiyo
i really wish to buck up in my maths
to prove to my MUM dat i can do it
OH MY GOD!!
i till owe my brother 60 bucks for the bills and hair spray
SHIT
WHERE THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO FIND DAT KIND OF MONEY
GOSH
i tot of saving money to buy sum clothes and shoes
but it is all juz a fantasy i think
haiyo
next sunday or saturday im going to LAU PA SAT
TO HAF A FEAST
YIPEE~
wanna try the honey barbecued chicken
YUMMY YUMMY
yesterday juz watched the movie
LORD OF DOGTOWN AND PRINCESS DIARIES 2
lLORDS OF DOGTOWN WAS SO DAMN GOOD
oh btw do u guyz noe dat the story is based onb true story
u shld watch it
so touching at e last part
PRINCESS DIARIES 2 WAS SO DAMN HILARIOUS
ITS A MIDNIT EMOIVIE MARATHON
GONNA WATCH FOOTBALL HOOLIGANS LATER
SO C YA!!
xoxo
2:09 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
hey2..
very bored now..
frenster so damn slow..
chatting wif farna KIASU
juz finish chatting wif noriz
on thurs got physics and chemistry test
physics was so fucking easy
i and nana concentrate during physics lesson
it was so damn fun
chemistry test was so fucking difficult
i was not prepared for it
the lesson so bored coz th eteachers was so lyke BORING!!!
den during math lesson
mr syed told us a very FUNNY true story
nonsense sia
it was abt a gerl dat lost her short wen her boat capsize during canoeing
so on eof them haf to sacrifice their shorts
there was 3 person on e boat
an apek wif big belly,
mr syed and a poly student
mr syed said it couldnt be him coz it will look terrible
and me n nana was lyke tinking sumting else if u noe wad i mean
HAHAHAHAHA
THE APEK MORE WORSE UH
den e poly guy had to sacrifice it
e underwear was PURPLE
HAHHAHAHA
EVERYONE WAS LYKE LAUGHING
the funny part was dat the apek was lyke showing a pervertic kind of look to e boi
mr syed face made the whole thingy funny
u shld haf seen it
HAHAHAHA
cant forget abt it
oh ya my maths test was a damn failure
i got 4/2o for e actual test
8/2o for the retest
very bad huh
who can beat dat
actually i really wanna buck up in my studies
esp in my maths
im so damn weak in it
haizz
but i passed my malay
19/30
not bad huh
yesterday ncc training was not so bad
we did some mutual tingy
and my grp cock up a few times
but we did it at last
the funny ting was dat
HAMburger raised her hand wen greeting sufiani during inspection
yas and i wera the only person who noticed dat
I DIDNT GET TO GO TO MOUNT OPHIR SEY
BUT I HOPE THERE STILL VACANCIES LEFT
at least get to go to SARAWAK OLREDI CAN UH
den juz now NORIZ told me dat my mum called her mum
the thing dat made me more angrier was dat
SHE TOLD EVERYTING BAD ABOUT ME TO HER MUM
ISNT DAT EMBARRASSRING
TO ADD TO THE WHOLE TING
SHE CALLED MDM NISA AND MR SYED AND MR HAZMI
WAD THE HELL WAS DAT FOR..
I FEEL SO EMBARRASSED AND MAD
Y DOES SHE HAF TO DO DIS TO ME..
AM I DAT BAD DAT SHE HAF TO EMBARRASS ME
she is not giving me a chance anymore to haf a happy lyfe now
den mr hazmi got asked sumting in the class dat made me really lose face
why does th eteachers haf to go into the picture
its juz btween me and her
does she wan the whole world to noe
why not put an annoucement on the newspaper or the radio
haizz..
now im living life full of hatred towards her
but i still love her
which daughter doesnt lup her own mum
well
i end the whole thing here
xoxo
5:34 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
today physics test was postponed to thursday..
then juz now got malay test after skool...
quite easy but then i check th eanswer wif miss filzabut then got a lot of them wrong..
so sad..
the godd news today is that i got to go to SERAWAK!!!!
YIPEE~
IM SO DAMN HAPPY RITE NOW IM ALL SMILES NOW..
HEHE..
nana and yana-LEEjuz went home from my house as they wanted to do the malay PROJEK BUDAYA MELAYU
ITS JUZ BETWEEN ME AND THEM
IF U NOE WAD I MEAN...
HEHE..
we were all so damn craziee
toking crap non stop
and tokin about the foundation powder and azie tingy its our dirty damn little secret
im feeling so tired rite now..
feel lyke taking a nap
but my sis and her family would come over to my house shortly
guess i haf to sacrifice my beauty sleep
oh ya..
juz now epah, suzie and farna KIASU together wif me played the swings
FEEL LYKE IN THE NOSTALGIAC DAYS
MACAM PAHAM JE
HEHE
den before dat yana-LEE and nana make my blood go upstair only
i told them to take the bus 222 at the blue bus stop
but they took the bus at the interchange that will take a long tyme to reach my home
den yana-LEE made an apology on the smsdat was so totful of u..
u r my triple double hearts dear..
u too nana
hehe
bye people
wan to rest lahh..
tired..
go..
scoot..
xoxo
7:15 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
hey...
sori for not updating my blog and its not dead..
the skin is a bit stupid rite..
i noe..im going to change it very soon..
i havent done a taggie yet..
a bi tlazy mann..
where did i miz out?
hmm..
im juz going to start off wif the chi new year..
the concert for cny was so freaking lame mann..
luckily i sit wif my frens..
or else i would haf doze off a long time olredi..
we were so craziee...
i wore 3/4 pants and long sleeve top and puma shoe
i plan to mit farna and the rest..
but yana-LEE called me last minute to mit her as the rest
last minute cannot mit her..
wen the concert was abt to start then Waan called me to aked me wad i was wearing
i tot it was so sometinh urgent..
suspense only..
after dat we took sum crazie but lovely pics of us...
~YIPEE
it was so funn
iffah , shu , suzie and myself went to catch a movie..
memoirs of a geisha..
hatsumomo!!hatsumomo!!
hehe..it was a nice show..
den we went to eat Pizza Hut again..
i juz ate it the day b4 dat day..
so marvellous..
den i got to noe my mum called FARNAH KIASU..
I WAS SO FREAKING MAD AT DAT POINT OF TYME..
I FEEL AS IF SHE IS CONTROLLING MY LIFE RITE NOW..
I FEEL SO FUCKED UP MANN
den when i reached home..
my father opened up and blabber nonsense and slammed the door rite to my face..
as i was about to stand up..
my mum opened up the door..
i wonder why she opened up the door..
she should have juz leave me alone..
wen i stepped into the hse..
they all start shouting at me as if im deaf..
i was trying to put up abrave front but at last i broke down..
they kept saying nasty things..
i feel lyke shouting "SHUT UP!!!!!!!"..
but i didnt
luckily my sis and her family came dat day..
tihing cool off a bit..
they slept at my hse for 3D2N
izhar my sis stepchild was os freaking noizy
he is so hyperactive..
den we went to tthe fun fair at bedok
and we went to east coast park
we swam and eat
the food was so marvellous
~YUMMY YUM YUM
mai said my face was sun burnt when i came to skool the next day
am i?
dats weird..
today iffah, raudah and malia and 1 of their chi stayed back wif us at canteen
it was so funny..
we wanted to design a ncc unit t shirt and i came up wif some funny but niice idea
den e chi gerl drew up someting abt world peace..
it haf no relationship at all to e theme
hehe..
wen my mum came back frm werk
i ask frm her sum money to buy acrylic and balance sheet paper
but wen i go to the shop it sells none of them
so i bought a pencil and pen instead
i went ot a shop dat is quit efar frm e place to buy the things
but the shop doesnt sell it too
wen i came back home frm shop
i saw my mum at my house corridor going to the shop
and i asked her she wanted to go where
she told me dat she wanted to go shop
but i knew dats she wants to see me if i was going to shop wif "SOMEONE ELSE"
she kicked a big fuss about the balance dats was left so little
she didnt believe me and wanted to asked the apek
den i shout"dont believe issit"
den she went in straight to my hse
i knew it she didnt want to go to the shop
den she went into my room and said she smell cigarette smoke
WAD THE FUCK!!!
DONT WANNA GO ON ANYMORE
BYE PEOPLE
xoxo
7:23 PM
2 angels and a devil...sori bro
u grad frm al azhar uni
me n my mum
smiley me
me n my baby meow meow
me and my hanyut daughters
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