Tuesday, January 27, 2009
the dining table was setsmell of spices filled the air 3 plates were readybut why was it only me sitting there. eating.and of course adeq staring at mewhat happened to mum and dad ?yesterday went back home at 4am saw dad sleeping on the cold hard sofa in the living roommum was sleeping lonely but comfortably on the queen size in the master bedroomwhy ? dont ask me.ive been always kept in the dark.:) lovin itand oh great guess whatthey are getting ready for bed already.separately that isand i havent talked to them for today.greattt.
xoxo
11:16 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
im bored
bye
xoxo
12:59 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
asal eh ?
takde pape.
huh ? ape ni .
takde pape lah.
eh . ah ok uh.
huh ape ? ape?
It Is Breaking Me Down Watching The World Spin 'round While My Dreams Fall Down But I Couldnt Get A Grip On My New Found Itch So I Ended Up All Alone Can Anybody Out There See Me 'cause I Cant Seem To See Myself
xoxo
8:42 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
i feel better after hearing what hussein have to say and the advices and letting it out.
thanks (:
just now had a real prosperity meal with the usual cool sunday people.
we talk about anything under the sun, more like under the moon .
hehe.
next next week will be tong seng date,
isya and ayuni really make my day.
thanks (:
yesterday spent $70 on car boot sale and flea market.
5 sets of bangle + 1 pants + 1 jacket + 2 tees + 1 bonia bag =$70
baik or what.
i bought 2 more pants just now for $5 each .
i like i like.
woo.
and
sorry na :(
i wasnt using my brain again.
xoxo
12:59 AM
Thursday, January 08, 2009
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MUHD ZULHILMI BIN SUHAIMI
you are the longest friend i ve known . since primary 4 right ? 4 dolphin ! haha.
ok like what i said before he's my on the go friend.
i call him he'll be there & he call me i'll be there if we are free ((:
sorry aku takleh lepak eh sekarang. tenga buat powerpoint lah dude.
and you are the most not merepek budak chai chee.
supposed to give him a birthday treat but he went karoke -.-
oh my god he's enrolling for bike licence tomorrow . jealous sio.
everyone around me is starting to turn 18 & enrolling for bike licence.
first farisshafiq now him .
oh ya happy 18th farisshafiq bin roslee and suzie baby kesian chiah baru excited 17 boyfriend dah 18
ok put that aside let's talk about life.
ceh ! life kape ..
i want to add some colour to my hair.
its too black & looks wait all the time -.-
dont laugh . seriously.
and i spot some supposedly black hair still blonde .
my brother did not do a good job. haha.
guess what. i bought this jamu . shared it with nana.
jamu gadis ayu. still with her. it will help to improve our complexion.
baik or what !
i want a boyfriend uh.
please find me a cute not so hot not so good looking and lepak and charming guy like adam ((:
haha . random eh.
but on the other hand i want a hot boyfriend like fazril but better personality.
omg i just went to look back on all my testimonials and messages at friendster.
oh my god dhoby ghaut sia.
babyghurl. mystique. thanks eh na dj . kelantan moments. guppy guppy with zahirah . mount ophir. crushes on wan cine , wawan, sustagen !
good memories.
bye .
off to presentation.
ok bye
xoxo
7:28 PM
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
cibai cibai cibai
puki uh puki.
dont test me.
dont push me.
dont make me do it.
im so angry that im crying and my whole body is shaking.
xoxo
12:24 AM
Sunday, January 04, 2009
words to describe how i feel:
tired
sleepy
separated
drifted
confused
lost
sad
scared
regret
sorry
not remorse
a bad start for 2009.
ure not welcoming
xoxo
10:32 PM
Friday, January 02, 2009
hello 2009 u look the same to me like 2008 do.
as said earlier i worked my ass off during new years eve when everyone was getting high on alcohol , watching fireworks and getting excited with the stupid party spray things all over them.
slamming jamming all the way to mexico sia.......
me yasirah and rohana all wore the same boxers on new years eve.
heeheee.
cool shit to the beat or what.
forgot to bring home the food from work :(
but had breakfast with rohana after work. kedekut nye kedai.
talking about breakfast lets share the conversation we had : -
in marine parade hawker centreme: na kau tau teh cino macam mane rase dier ? *looking at the drink stall signboard*
rohana: uh . enta eh.
me: rase dier mcm caramel macchiato uh *trying to maintain the serious ness*
rohana: eh ? serious *really excited nye tone mcm nak try on the spot*
me: aah lah serious. kau tengok uh colour dier mcm caramel macchiato *laughing with ending *
rohana: babi sia fish *slapping me real hard*
passing by a public phonerohana: eh public telephone lagi uh
me: eh starhub nye uh. bole letak kau nye sim card tau.
rohana : serious pe sia. cool uh.
me: hahah . kental sia na kau .
rohana: *slap me real hard again*
sedih sia hidup pagi pagi kene con dgn aku na.
aku pulak sedih asek kene pukul .
forgot to leave the letter for fizah :((
but tomorrow she's working with me :))
bye to the first friday of 2009 .
hello saturday !
and thanks friends for all the new year wish
buat susah je.
xoxo
12:05 AM