What is your age? 15 and nex year gonna be sweet 16 . boo hoo .
What annoys you? people who are so egoistic like my father .
Ever been arrested? arrested no . send to the police station is a yes .
The Letter B
Do you live in a big house? no . 3 room hdb flat is enough .
When is your birthday? 090891 :)
Who is your best friend? all my friends are the best
The Letter C
What's your favorite candy? yupee gummy burger . heh . is dat a candy ?
Who's your crush? no one for the moment i think .
When was the last time you cried? just now . when i woke up .
The Letter D
Do you daydream? i think so . gusee so .
What's your favorite kind of dog? hate dogs . fear them .
What day of the week is it? saturday . the eve of hari raya haji .
The Letter E
How do you like your eggs? half cooked yolk . yummy .
Have you ever been in the emergencyroom? dunnoe eh .
What's the easiest thing ever to do? this .
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a hot airballoon? no . but i wanna try but im scared .
The Letter G
Do you chew gum? yeah of course
Do you like gummy candies? do u mean yupee gummy burgers ?
The Letter H
How are you? physically not fine cause my hair is now black . emotionally distraceted cause of my parents .
What's your height? 161m.
what color is your hair? was red but now its black . sad story .
The Letter I
what's your favourite icecream? ben and jerry's cookies and cream!
Do you play an instrument? recorder . heh .
The Letter J What's your favorite jelly bean? dont like it .
Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke? heard ? many . but i seen one just now . with nana . a girl foto at frenster .
Do you wear jewelry? studs .
The Letter K
Who do you want to kill? i dont know . i dont wanna be a murderer
Do you want kids? not now please thanks
.Where did you have kindergarten? jamiyah . pkms .
Letter L
Are you laid back? sort of .
Do you lie? alah who doesnt
The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie? duplex. hilarious babe .
Do you still watch disney movies? yes . who dont is a dumb ass who got no life. ok im kidding .
Do you like mangos? woo favorite
The Letter N
Do you have a nickname? fish . fishy . fana . taek . madam . nur . noreen . norek ?!
Whats your favorite number? 9
Do you prefer night over day? night
The Letter O
Whats your one wish? that im gonna be happy .
Are you an only child? i got a sister and a brother .
Do you wish this was over? nolah . i like cause im bored ryte now .
The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoidabout? having sex before marriage . ahaha . The Letter Q
Are you quick to judge people? i think so .
The Letter R
Do you think youre always right? no lah i like compromise .
Do you watch reality tv? yeah . alot .
Whats a good reason to cry? something relating about ur own flesh and blood . cause crying over bf are just not worth it .
The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain? sun for shopping and rain for chilling .
o you like snow? dunnoe .
What's your favorite season? year end sales season . where we'll shop till we drop .
The Letter T
What time is it? 1901
What time did you wake up? 1200 cause of my mum and dad screaming like hell . giler .
When was the last time you slept in a tent? hmm .
The Letter U
Are you wearing panties/thongs/boxers? panties on the inside boxers on the outside .
The Letter V
Whats the worst veggie? every veggie is the worst to me .
Where do you want to go on vacation? havent decide . maybe hawaii or paris .
Where was your last family vacation to? melacca .
The Letter W
Where do you live? chai chee which my frens said is far . wth ?! its near bedok ryte .
The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray? yes
The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow? yes . favourite lah bebe .
What year were you born in? 1991
The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign? leo
Do you believe in the zodiac? no but interesting to read
What's your favorite zoo animal? monkey . ahahaha . are u thinking wad im thinking na ?
well i was inspired to do dis by looking at yana bedah blog . and cause im bored too .
so my hair is now black people ! tidak ke itu macam sedih ? just dye my hair with nana . but her one tak menjadi so dye with henna . kwang3 . sad story .
and yeah . just now i was woken up by two screaming walking alarm ! like shit ! it was my mum and dad of coz . dah kene sampuk uh rase rasenye . shitsss .
ok lah people i think its the end . SLAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI !
xoxo
6:02 PM
hello people ! i just love the end season sales . its like a paradise to me . a shopping paradise .
the shopping spree dat my brother promised was not the end . so today was the continuation . bought 2 mango pants . one was dark green cordroid pants or wadever u spell it . and he other was a faded black pants not jeans . den bought dis zara top . its like sweater i think . got hoodie and its brown . all of dis cost srd 90 bucks i think . 49+22+24=95
and oh oh . i bought veet ! ahaha . cant wait to try . den bought dis pair of earrings . red tau jangan main2 . ahaha .
and and i have to get 15 points and below for my o level . cause someone want to treat me to swensen . ahaha . i'll do my best ok wawan ! ahaha . but dont think i can but must do it . heheh .
so i think wanna sleep now . so bye !
xoxo
2:49 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
this is what i'll do everyday at 12 am and 2am everyday .
what do we do when we can't sleep ? cam-whore !
ok i noe i look different and my eyes are sepet without the spectacles
getting intimate with adeq
cute lil creature
hee .
he likes smelling my mouth .
oh thats my hair tied up if you asses can't see
stroke back lah seh
showing off my forehead . heh .
ok mepek .
the best shot of me with stroke back hair
who cares what i look like at home
no comments
macam anak terbiar
this is what i look like when im 100 kg
this is what i look like when im 10kg
now fuck off
cause im thirsty
and wanna get intimate with my kitten . heh .
i repeat these following pictures that you have seen are captured on purpose at 2am in the morning while watching spongebob squarepants . the captions are also made up . please don't believe it . hehe . ok so tomorrow i'll be going to ncc training . boringgg ............................... no swimming . lagi boringggggggg......... if rain . makin boringggg....................
ok actually i have run ou of idea of what to write . so all of you can scram now . hee . jkjk . don't take it to heart .
xoxo
9:05 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
this are some of the pictures i took during their 3d2n stay at my house
this is the flesh imp tee
he is 7kg ok
slenge nye
omg . he's so cute .
aww . sad story .
presenting .. . my mummy and sister .
my brother and sister
mulut dgn cermin mata mantain sikit eh kak .
ok my sister's family stay over was so kecoh . dgn baby lain . izhar lain . ya allah . kecoh uhh . den abang want to buy for me this 3/4 pants and top at zara . and this particular mango top . ok right . next year my brother said i could work ! i could work at starbucks cafe babeh . from next year i plan to save my daily allowance so that i could save up and buy myself a keyboard . woo hoo ! you will see me bringign bekal most of the day . ehehe . bekalan dunia akhirat lah . sooo .... suzie , farna . aku tak tau aku nak pegi ncc training this week lah . sorry eh . bukan pasal malas . sumpah . and farna aku tak tinggalkan kau dgn part a lah . i'll think about it . sorry ):
xoxo
10:13 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
argh what is happening to the people in this house . especially my father . HE'S AN IDIOTIC MORON WHO NEEDS A ONE TIGHT FUCKING SLAP TO WAKE HIM UP . IDIOTTIC SHIT . FUCKER . alamak . later my sister all coming . kecoh sia .
aku benci duduk dengan bapak aku nie . AKU BENCI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo
5:48 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
reply to taggers suzie : yeah i can really see you in lela minus the smoking thing . ahaha . natasha is a bitch . iffah : maybe thats the way she talks . tijany : ok i'll link u . and im not a keyboardist but keen to learn one . why the sudden question ? fiqah : heh . ish takdelah . salute pulak . heh . annana : thanks eh na . ahaha . on the process of learning beb . nisa : not that smooth rite i think . thanks for the compliment though . suzie: last part ? which one ? thansk for teh compliment . appreciate it .
xoxo
5:21 PM
ok well hello ! my sister is coming over later . and yesterday met the crazy people for some sort of meeting .
and we have came up with a stick man comic strip idea for our ncc tee shirt . its so cute i tell u guys . its sooo not the ncc . but asalkan lawa dah bole . so then proced to tm to check out the printing shop . and i tell you . this one freaking apek talk like keling seh . from the word harga became harica ? wth . so then talk blabla bla and laugh as usual .
yas ! yas ! u remember the EXCUSE ME ! ahaha . that was like the joke of the day . and tomorrow have to go to school again . at 730am ! giler . do some sec 1 thingy stuff eh farna . den go beach rd i think . so thats all i guess .
" the word "wait" is becoming a cliche . don't let it be cause life is too short to even wait " -fishy
xoxo
5:10 PM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
this is a video of me doing soem footwork . gliding , sliding and a bit of floating and moonwalking . i know it suck . i just learn it . so pleasa leave ur comments as to improvise . thanks eh .
xoxo
11:31 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
ooo lala . what a beautiful rainy day . i like it but its not the perfect weather for shopping . huahuhaua .
about that $120 shopping spree . i have only bought a flesh imp tee shirt . again . fishy's wardrobe i sponsored by flesh imp and topshop . HEE . i want this cool pair of black pants . cost 4o bucks . is it worth it ? hmm . 120 - 31 -40 = 49 only ! gosh . i wanna buy these 2 espirit tees . lawa tau . then i want to buy these mango long sleeve . lagi lawa . that one is a must buy ! yey . so let's calculate . 120-40-31-31-23= -5 ? ish . bodo tul . tak cukup . takpe klua duit sendiri sikit . hehe .
so i guess thats all . i'll be posting that tee later i guess . havent took a picture of it yet . bye and enjoy !
xoxo
5:41 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Past
Past . What is the first thing that comes tou your mind when i you see that 4 letter word . Most of you will think back about your past right . And to be precise , your AWFUL past . Its's not wrong to think back as long as you don't look back . Well i always think back the awful ones and look forward towards a better day . Since 2006 is coming to an end let's think back about our past .
I admit that 2006 wasn't easy for me . And i almost didn't make it through . It was one of my rough journey that i have gone through throughout my 15 years of living . It all started from a little book that i called it diary . My mummy found it and of course she read it and showed to each one of my family members . and to make it worse , that diary contains lots of personal stuff and i mean real personal . I felt so humiliated knowing that my family members know about the stuffs that i did .
Later things start to turn out for the worse . They caught me smoking , drinking , having my tongues and all pierced , running away from home and the list go on . And then one fine day , i drank with my friends which also consists of boys . As i were to drunk and felt so fucked up towards my family i decided to run away from home . So i slept over at my friends house , nana . and i tell you people that particular run away from home was a bad move . Police were involve and i really got myself in a deep shit . This one fucking officer was like asking to send to girls home and i was like wtf ?! so he asked my mum to consider and so on . but i was scared cause my mummy wanted to send me to girls home once and then these . but at last my sister persuaded not to send me and now i am here . sharing all these .
there are so lots more to my life that you need not know . only nana knows i guess . let's just keep it low alright . i hope you take my life story as a lesson to be learnt .
"the truth will come to light one fine day no matter how hard you try to hide it " -fishy my father is one fucking asshole and bastard that doesnt fit to become a father nor a husband . nobody needs him in these household anyway . FUCK OFF AND DIE JERK !
xoxo
8:23 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
so the above video shows the different responses of wearing the hijab from different individuals . i gotta admit one of the people resposes was rude and feel like giving a tight slap . so feel free to comment on it . :)
xoxo
6:01 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
ok so hi and hello . azie is always complaining im slow to update my blog . so here i am . updating . heh .
me , fiqah , iffah , zilla , nura , farna and aisya went to play block catching just now . but was kinda bored cause played only 2 games only . den plan some ncc camp stuff and bla bla bla .
so i have just finished reading azie's blog . and it kinda made me reminisce about the past . the awful past . let's start it off like this .
it started off in sec 2 i guess . my family was somehow not in a good condition . cause of my sister wanting to get married and stuff . my father rejected it cause he got to know the man of her dreams was a divorcee with a child . so he tried every means to get that man out of her mind . he even resorted going to a 'bomoh' . she was tortured physically and mentally . she couldnt bear all those sufferings so she decided to run away from home . the running away from home were going on for months . it kinda hurt me to look at her suffering and see her running away from home frequently . she wasnt there for my birthday but yet she manage to pass a gift . a volcom wallet but then i lost it at school . and thats the reason i cried friends . that wallet kinda relieve the miss feelings for my sister . :( ok so somehow my sister managed to get married finally . but her marriage was not the kind that every girl dream of . less than 20 people came at rom to witness it . its kinda heartbreaking u noe cause marriage only come once in a lifetime . so she managed to buy a house and.... she managed to pull it through . and her age was only 21 but yet she had to endure all this when she shouldnt have . my sister had been soem sort of inspiration to me . like whenever im going through hell , i'll always remember that what im going thru right now is nothign compared to her .
so i hope u'll take this as a lesson learnt . to be continued tomorrow .
xoxo
9:03 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
hello . this video shows the world's smallest LIQUOR store . so small yet theres lot of things that can fit in . haha .
well . just now i went to jemputan just downstarirs . the decorations were nice but i never waited till the pengantin arrive . jemputan ae so boring . i wouldnt go if it wasnt just donwstairs . yeah . thats how lazy i am . so today was boring . just chill at home . boringgg ...
and and and ! i have updated photos ! not using picasa ! picasa leceh lah na . i used dropshots . first time using it . so enjoy the pictures post and videos .
i wanna watch the apprentice. so adios amigos pegi berambus . so lame ....
xoxo
10:23 PM
hello . and that tee seems familiar zilla
me and fiqah
me and zilla
me and nano
baju cam kenal je fiqah
the sec 2s . sec 1 . sec 3 .
thats the end of the journey
used to be tongue piericing
used to be eyebrow and nose piercing
xoxo
7:23 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
omg ! im so fucking piss ! u wanna noe why . its because my blog cant update some fucking photos . argh . its like so getting on my nerves . well just forget about the photos .
den something make me double piss . these one particular hair of eyebrow cant seem to be plucking . ya im plucking my eyebrow . and so fucking painful and irritating ! argh .
somebody ! somebody help me !
xoxo
11:33 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
well hello hello im so dead tired . actually i wanted to head straight to bed . but as i wanted the pictures from fiqah , i sacrifice. haha . what a word to use , "sacrifice "
so.... really had one long day . paint the ncc room . but mostly kemas the stuff . penat beb . then oreder pizza and i just need to chip in $1 ! how wonderful . and generous of u people . haha . den proceeded to my house to change clothes and went to town . with fiqah , nano and zilla . wah lao eh . so tired of walking . den i and fiqah say this bag . like super wow ! white and black i think we were like standing there and deciding which one . it was liek 15 minutes or 10 . so fiqah bought it at last . she wanted to buy it for me but dont want lah . so thanks eh fiqah ! muse concert here we come ! and thanks once again . so fiqah bought the bag like finally . haha . she bought the white one and i'll be buying black one ! same lah !
so now im dead tired and i wanna sleep but i'll be updating some pictures . so stay tune eh .
xoxo
11:56 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
reply to taggers : shuuy : eh kau tagged . for first time . saliha : eh hello ! nak ajak skali kau jalan cepat . haha . yana : haha . bacin ! annnana' : dah update lah gendengs . azie : mesti lawa . $59 tak lawa ken maki . haha . fiqah : mestilah baju power . kata nak jadi power ranger . annana : haha . think so . hope so . nisa : haha . i oso like . didnt noe we haf so much in common .
xoxo
9:45 PM
hello . i have just realized like im some sort of trendsetter , but its not trend uh . and oh im not boasting . the tu tu tu tu ~ . it came from me and it spread , and im so lovin it . the alermak thing is also spreading . yak dish . now i have created a ku ka ra cha dance . haha . its fun . its great for exercising and dancing . so try it .
and just now got ncc training and bla and bla . den got yas and i "found" a bicycle laying motionless at inter . so we took it and went for a ride . it was so fun ! and the bike makes my v _ g _n _ hurts . haha . and then when i wanted to reverse . i fell off teh bike with yas . cause i tumpang her . haha . me : kau nak kau ney kaki berdarah ke kene pasir ? lalala ~ : kene pasir . me : tau pun macam mak mak seh bebual . so thats the end of story for teh ncc and bikes .
then here come the worse part . i accidentaly message these one person when i actually wanted to message my friend . damn ! that little message so contain private and confidential stuff . whoever u are . u noe . shh . and just zip it .
so thats all i guess . so tata !
deep shit lah
xoxo
9:32 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
is that a flower or a giant ball or a flower giant ball ?
do we look identical or similar ?
bersembang di luar bandar vivo ?
i wonder how i wonder why yesterday i saw a blue sky and all that i can see...
his butt . his power ranger pose . and my peace sign . its perfect .
is this ur dream car ? and i s that ur dream child ?!
xoxo
3:30 PM
hello . as you guys and girls can see i have deleted one post from yesterday . because it may cause controversy . so sorry . actually i wanted to put password . me , farna and yana tried for along time . but still cannot . stupid blog . hmmph .
so ... .. .. .. .... what shall i write today ?? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........ oh ya tomorrow got ncc training cause of something something ... den after that got something something . yeah . its all just something .
so bored seh . like wanna go out . hmm . ok lah thats all i guess . pictures time . bye !
xoxo
3:20 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
it means hello .
the three things i own from topshop
presenting the top
sexy sexy sekali . haha .
just look at the top and not my face
xoxo
3:28 PM
well hello . hmm . so sorry about the sad post . just letting out what should be .
so i have just bought a top from topshop read that nana . hehe . so it cost 59 bucks seh . but i think its nice . actually i wanted to buy two . the other one is a white long sleeve . it cost 26 bucks i think . but then the short sleeve one nicer . so i'll be posting some pictures later . enjoy . and give comments about the top .
xoxo
3:25 PM
Name 13 ppl who you can think of now.. 1.brother 2.mummy 3.nana 4.lisa 5.aisya 6.bull 7.daddy 8.sister 9.izhar 10.mirzan 11.yasirah 12.idiot 13.babi don't read the questions below until you have written all the names of the 13 people! Q1.how did you meet 10? when my sister gave birth to him Q2.what would you do if you never met 1? couldnt make it in my life Q3.what would you do if 2&6 dated? horrified and horrible and so terible . Q4.have you seen 4 cry before? no . just noe her . Q5.do you think 10 is cute? of courese. its still a baby . Q6.how did you get to know about 8? when my mum gave birth to me . Q7.would you ever go on a date with 12?? no . fucking idiot . Q8.what's 7's favourite colours? blue or red . Q9.what would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you? haha . like as fren can , Q10.facts about 9. noisy monkey .irritating . cute , Q11.who's 4 going out with? is it lili or didi eh . Q12.who is 5 to you? just met friend Q13.would you ever live with 13?? nope . Q14.is 2 single? if shes single den how the hell was i born ? Q15.what do you think about 3? mepek . nonsense . good ? Q16.whats the best thing about 5? the butt man and hair . i like . Q17.what do you like about 11? boring ! haha . .Q18.favourite memory with 2? when she pampered me as a child .
6 ppl to do the quiz nana iffah suzie azie noriz dgn sesape yang sudi
nurfarhana bte abdullah.just call me fish.
090891(thats national day).
im a student and a part time barista . i know that doesnt concerns you.
i am a muslim and proud to be one
im a part of coolkids and gundu
lastly i love my family, friends and of course myselfâ„
is that a flower or a giant ball or a flower giant ball ?
do we look identical or similar ?
bersembang di luar bandar vivo ?
i wonder how i wonder why yesterday i saw a blue sky and all that i can see...
his butt . his power ranger pose . and my peace sign . its perfect .
is this ur dream car ? and i s that ur dream child ?!
it means hello .
the three things i own from topshop
presenting the top
sexy sexy sekali . haha .
just look at the top and not my face