Wednesday, June 25, 2008
ignore the previous cause im feeling so much better now.
ok u know what a woman just fell to her death on last Sunday.
yeah . really sad. block aku lagi kau. scary mary sia.
my dad told me that he saw the body on the grass patch yang right in front of my block.
and u noe what luckily its on the school holiday , if not those ite bedok students will be having nightmares sia .
my father say its nearer to the lift i think. sheesh
such a tragic death.
few years back a woman also commited suicide but its the opposite block facing my kitchen window.
but i really pity the latter's family.
may god bless her soul.
ok im having my exams now . so far so -so . get it so far so so . hahah.
math was easy weasy but CPPA, my gosh was so damn tough.
CPPA is chemical process principles A.
just now had my APCHEM which is analytical physical chemistry , it was so so . ade harapan siket uh.
why can polytechnics make the subject name shorter.
macam chemistry ke physics ke maths ke . nak fancy fancy je .
oh yah its not subject its module . kene up siket . hahah
ok mereps.
oh yah just now i saw ashidah cha cha ! terus mcm excited tapi tak bebual . boo .
ok i wanna study .
lalalalalalalalalalala
wawawawawawwa
kakakakakakakaka
yayayayayayayaya
papapapapapapapa
hahahahahahahaha
babababababababa
nananananananana
cacacacacacacacaca
xoxo
5:33 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
running away is better .
no, im not tryna run away from the problems.
becaus imagine if u come home then satu2 sume muke mcm gitu abe balek nak bising bising.
lebih baik pegi lua kan see all those people who are happy.
who would wanna go home and see faces mcm fuck kan . fact pe. i rather stay out and see strangers or apeks nyonya smmiling.
i dont know . these few days the feelings are just like.................
i know my limits. why dont u say about abang oh i forgot he's ur favourite son.
he's always been. so anything he does is right and anything i do is W-R-O-N-G , WRONG !
im just tired. i really am . i've been bottling up this feelings all these while.
i've npt said anything.this feelings inside me has accumulated and become one thing called hatred, and i dont want that . i want it to go away.
im so sad. i really am .
i wanna get out of this house and get a breather.
please.
im lucky that ive got u blog . if not i dont know where and who to turn to.
Labels: wrong
xoxo
12:59 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
there are only two major things in life - love and death.when we are ready to accept both , it means that we are ready for anything.
xoxo
4:07 AM
Friday, June 06, 2008
ya allah please save my mother from any harm.
im willing to trade in my life so she could live longer than me ya allah .
kau mahaesa dan maha kuasa .
from kakak :
to nur & abg.. tadi mama call kakak, she say if one day mama takde, both of you will be my responsibility but for now please try to make her happy .. after all she's our mother n please cherish her as long as she lives. dont regret it one day. i just wanna advise u, sumtimes we wish that our mum is like our frens mum who are more fun to be with, but think again, to have a mum is better then not having one.please heed my advise. make her happy.how would you feel if you siblings or whoever were to tell you that .
ive never cried this hard.
i feel that i should cium her kaki cause there are just way too many mistakes that ive made towards her.
sometimes no matter how bad ur mum or dad are, they are still ur parent and we should be glad to have them cause without them we could never see this beautiful world and most importantly feel their love.
i really really love my mama
i really love her
i cant bear the thought of losing her one day
cause i really love her.
sorry if i cant make u happy mama
but i'll try
i will really try
Labels: i love u mama
xoxo
5:15 PM
