Monday, May 29, 2006
hey people
juz now i went to shopping for sde whole day
yeah
its de GREAT SINGAPORE SALE
YIPEE~
i went wif my siblings to orchard den bugis
we relli shop till we drop
i sold my handphone and get 60 bucks
bcoz de housing terok olredi
bought 2 felsh imp tees
accessories
tot of buying belt and jeans
but den no time
haha
now left wif 1o bucks
wad am i suppised to buy wif it
nehmind
draw money
hahahaha
btw i haf juz finished reading nana's blog
u wrote about me
i noe
one ting i would lyke to comment is dat
yana and me will always be dere wen u need us kayy gerl
so if need u people
u muz help me
bcoz dats de way life works ryte
im relli relli doom seyy
my bro slow talked me yesterday
he didnt raise his voice nor used his hands
and dat kinda shock me
h etalk to me about wad i haf done wif guys and de drinking ting
den he siad he was very disappointed
den he said if i create another offence
be it smoking
drinking or anyting dat is wrong
he SWEARS TO GOD
dat he will blurt everyting to mum and dad
and tell em to send me to gerls' home
he gif me one month to change
and if dat one month i still dont mend my ways
bubbye frenz,skool, family and comfy bed
i haf dis feeling i will got to gerls' hme seyy
i dunnoe why
i told my sayang about it
den he said sum sweet words
i was relli touched by it seyy
i relli luv him alot
can anyone please tell me
how i can change in one month
die die die
whgenever i dum to skul i try to put a brave front
as if noting haoppen
but sumtimes i relli juz couldnt handle it
maybe its true
i was de one who created dis mess first
im such a stupiud asshole
kayy lahh
its such a long post
wanna sleep i guess
nitey nite
xoxo
12:55 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
hellu hellu
sorie for de previous post
juz releasing my anger
and frustration
got de result on monday
and yeterday and TODAY
today is de finalised one
den overall i failed 3 sseyy
comb human-D7(48.6)
maths-F9
i oso dunnoe wad i fail summore
i noe
i pass english,POA(ehem ehem), malay, comb sci, art
dast all ryte de subject
i tink so
den muz treat yas azie nana
to drinks
not fair
bankrupt seyyy
go farm juz now
at first lyke dumb dumb
but at last okayyy
bought strawberry plant and corn
very de nice man de corn
den nana and i did bad stuffs dere
*WINKS*
haha
we stupid assholes sia
aiyo
sepak kau pe dahi aru tau
dont copy dat word nana
im warning u..
i love him
i love him
wa ai wa de nan pen you
wa ai wa de nan pen you
saya sayang sekali sama dia
saya sayang sekali sama dia
im glad i found someone lyke u..
LOVE SAYANG LOVE SAYANG
YIPEE~
xoxo
4:15 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
MY BROTHER IS ONE FUCKING CIBAIHE NEVER LET ME WORKU WANNA NOE WHYHE SCARED I USE DAT MONEY TO BUY NONSENSE THINGSWHY CANT HE JUZ THINK POSITIVELY FOR ONCEDAMN FUCKERPUKIMAK HARAM CIBAI NYE BABII RELLI RELLI HATE HIM TO DE COREBCOS OF HIM MY PARENTS CHANGE THEIR MINDISNT HE SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLEYEAH HE ISHATE HIMHAT EHIMHATE HIMHATE HIMHATE HIMFUCKER!!!!!!!
xoxo
6:47 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
hey..
im relli in a state of depression rite now
I JUZ FOUND OUT
DAT MY SISTER AND BROTHER
FOUND OUT ABOUT MY DRINKING THING
YUP..
ITS TRUE..
I WAS SO FUCKING SHOCKED
SERIOUSLY
VERY VERY SHOCKED
DEN NANA CALLED ME
I HAF JUZ REALISED ONE TING
WADEVA BAD TING I DO
ONE DAY
IT WILL COME TO LITE
ITS JUZ SOO WEIRD
MY LIFE IS SO STRANGE
I CANT HIDE ANYTING
SO THIS IS TO MY SIS AND BRO
IF U ARE READING DIS
I JUZ WANNA SAY
I AM TRULY SO SO SORRY
I NEVER FAIL TO CREATE TROUBLE
I JUZ DONT BLAME U PEOPLE IF U DUN TRUST ME NO MORE
ITS MY FAULT
AND I ADMIT TO IT
U ASKED ME WEN IM GONNA CHANGE
I MYSELF DON NOT NOE
I ALWAYS SAY I WILL CHANGE
MAYBE ITS TRUE
I CANT CHANGE
MAYBE IM FATED TO BE THIS WAY
ONCE AGAIN
IM SORRY
BTW I GOT A JOB AT PIZZA HUT
xoxo
7:47 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
hellu people
my mom is going to buy for me earpiecefor my handphone
so i can pick up calls
den she wanna buy for me hanphone battery
bcoz mine is spoiled
i juz wanna msg later off
lyke shit ryte
haha
i noe..
if not today wanna go
den saturday
never mind uhh
u noe wad
someting kinda struck me
u wanna noe wad
its abotu all de sins dat i haf done
i relli wanna repent
but everytime i wanna change
dere will be obstacles
den my guy fren
who died in a motorcycle accident
relli gave me a wake up call
he died wen he was back from clubbing
in a drunk state
and he lied to his parents dat he went to eat
btw he is a muslim
den i tink back
he did not haf time to repent
and say sory to his parents wn he died
isnt dat such a pity
he died in such a sorry state
i pray dat he will be in peace now
wad im trying to say is dat
change before its too late
and im trying to do dat
life is very short and unpredictable u see
u never noe wads gonna happen next
i hope u wiill all learn from dis incident
it relli wakes me up
how bout u..
tink about it..
xoxo
2:21 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
hello people
im feeling so depressed rite now
u wanna noe why
bcoz my CHEMISTRY NOTEBOOK was lost
i forget to take it
wen leaving PIZZA HUT yeterday
den juz now went to PIZZA HUT
den got dis one stupid blur blur auntie say dont haf
she gave me de dont bother typeof look
cibai uhh
i wrote de notes from CHAPTER 1 TO 9
DEN ITS ALL GONE INTO DE DRAIN
*SIGH*
WAD A BAD LUCK
and spec course is gonna be STAY IN
baek uhh
CONFIRM KENE TERUK
SHHHHEEEESSSHHHH
IF I NOE DIS
I WILL NOT GO
k enough about all de bad lucks
lets talk abt goood stuff
wad good stuff do i haf to say ???
hmmmm......
i oso dunnoe
i tink i will end my post here
tata
titi tutu
haha
juz crapping
xoxo
4:45 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
the exams are over!!!!
i am so damn happy
all de worryness
de depression
and de not enuf sleep
are OVER
~YIPEE
OUH YA
hello
too happy till forget
to say hello
to all my darlings..
we juz need to dig our ears
for de listening comphre
u guys wanna noe sumting
yesterday my family and i went to MELACCA
together wif my cuzzies
to celebrate MOTHERS DAY
den it was such a long hour journey
4 hours in de bus
den i study
hehe
such an angel huh
den shopping
wanted to buy dis BLACK BLAZER
which is so fucking nice
unique
den dunnoe uhh
never buy
at last wen to high teA
den got stupid competitions for mums
which are quite funny
hahaha
den go shopping for food
so many food mann
arrived at spore around 11+pm
tired seyy
den u noe wad
during dat journey
my cuzzies fren siad to me
dat if i dun pass my maths
i cant got to poly
i haf to go to ITE
after she siad dat
i tink it over
and i decided to got to ITE
if i were to fail my maths
u wanna noe why
bcoz i tink its better to go to ITE
DEN TO STAYBCK ONE YEAR
i tink ITE haf a lot more jobs opportunities
my cuzzie
is a poly graduate
and he works as a macdonald manager
and den a world of sport salesmen
isnt dat certificate gone to waste
if we got to ITE
we haf dat skills
lyke my sis
she used to work as a secretary
she was employed bcoz of her skills
it was better den macdonald
u see my point??
den my fren say
i am sure going to be even more drifted away
if i enter ITE
well lets see how it goeS
well i tink by dat age
i am going to be more matured
in my thinking
and focus on my studies
i relli hope so..
well..
dats ol i guess
bubbye people
xoxo
7:41 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
hey people
u noe wad..
yesterday i got a job
at a ice blended tea shop
making bubble tea
den today got a call cannot
bcoz im underage
fickled minded people
aderlah aku planning siang siang
i plan yesterday dat
i will treat my sister first if i got my first pay
treat her to swensen
but den i yesterday a conversation between my mum and aunt
saying dat my sister was de one
whu check my emel and fone
she was d3 one behind ol dis
den my mum told my aunt about all my wrongdoings
from smoking to drinking
cibai uhh
tell uhh de whole world
why never put a advertisement at the tv
better ryte
cibai..
fuck uhh my family
hate all of dem
dont even hope for me to gif dem money
or treat dem
if i haf a job
pukimak haram uhh
enough about dem
make my blood boil only
hhmmmpphhh...
i juz got a call froma private number
i tink its adam
haha
he call my handphone for wad
my fone is spoiled
cannot pick up calls
pathetic rite
i noe..
hahaha
on sunday
my family[includ me] wif my aunt family
will got to melaka
for high tea
celebrate mothers' day lahh....
how am i supposed to face my aunt
and her family
*SIGH*
feel lyke not going
but im gonna bet wof u guyzz 100%
i muz follow
shit uhh
de next day den got exams
baek uhhhh...
good luck to me
and those fucking exams
bye bye
too many vulgarities olredi
tata..
xoxo
5:34 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
hellu people
exams are shitty
shitty shitty shitty
POA only got hope
juz now ART and MATHS
gone into de drain
flush down de toilet
hahaha
PHYSICS dunnoe uhh
i set my alarm at 3am in de morning
to finishe dmy ART and study MATHS
but i was too tired
AND ENDED UP WAKING AT 645AM
wad a dumbhead i am
ssshhhhhheeessshh
den yesterday went to GIANT
me and nana looked at all de didd type of alcohol
den got dis one dat caught our eyes
10% alcohol
mixed wif gin, tequilla, cola n many mre
whhhooosh
heaven
it cost 5 bucks
planning to buy it and bacardi breezer next tyme
btw im planning to quit
bcoz of 3 persons
MR WEED, DINGEROUS AND MAI
and zul oso
im getting tired and bored sitting at home
im being locked in my house
my window grille is being locked wif bicycle chain
de gate is being locked wif a pad lock
whih i dont haf de keys to it
wad if dere was to be a fire
i shall die in my hse wothout anyone noeing
goood isnt it
ouh ya..
i juz channged my blog skin
how issit?
still under construction
i tink nana's ryte
wads life in store for us two
its juz a life full of never ending problems
isnt it ryte
*SIGH*
ok lah
very long uhh de post
dont link me or tell anyone my new url!!!!!IMPORTANT!!!!!!for besties only
xoxo
9:15 PM
xoxo
7:12 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
hellu hellu people
i haf been a goood gerl for de past two days
u wanna noe why??
bcoz i go hme straight after each paper
cheeyyyy
stop it seyy
mcm phm
hahaha
juz now social studies paper
was so-so
i studied last minute
i studied in de early morning
wen all of u r buzy dreaming
den can memorize all
miracle beb..
den malay paper 2
finish early
sleep ol de way
heaven mannn..
hahaha
den yas.ira
pantat uhh
play play wif yupi gummy
den i eat 3 of it
after dat
nanaSHAKILU
say dun wanna go hme
bcoz she very de bingit wif her parents
at last she say she wan to go eat at tamp
at bapak place
haha
den i went hme to eat better
at last she nvr go
haha
den at recess juz now
we two were so lame
dun wanna talk abt it..
today my mum cooked not nice uhh
summore i cannot taste anyting
den she cooked sumting tasteless
issshhh
finished chatting wif MR WEED
haha
very funny uhh talk wif him
he very de horny sumtimes
de official date of me n ADAM is...
05.05.06
i will always remember dat date
it is de day i was drunk
and i express all my feelings to u..
love u wif all my heart..
mmmuuuuuaaaahhhh..
tomorrow i dunnoe got wad paper uhh
physics only issit??
sumbody tell me
i havebt study
okayy lahhh
wanna sstudy
chaoz...
xoxo
3:27 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
hello hello people
now i can tok more openly
bcoz i changed my url
if not wait my sister see
kaypoh only
on friday
i met my dear adam at bedok inter
den proceed to tamp to buy bra
nana bought de bra
i didnt
den we went straight to easr coast
i and adam ol de way sleep
i dunnoe abt those 2 idiots
walked thru de underpass
den adam did sumting to me
hehe
dirty boi
den nana n akiim walked very slow
den we ate at east coast
adam ate bone soup all by himself
issshhhh
hungry ghost
den he haf to rush to go jamming
i was kinda sad though
before dat he bought drinks for us
baron and carlsberg
de not nice one
at last i drank
nana didnt drank
i drank 1 cup of mine n the remaining of adam
den i got a relli upsetting news frm mai
she iffah's number to my mother
how stupid could dat be
but nvm
den i drank frm de bottle
passing passing wif akiim
hehe
he was drunk by den
nana said i got drunk in de cab
den she slap my face
how dare she
haha
i oso cannot feel
ouh ya
den my feet got stuck in de rock at east coast
nana can still laugh at it
she thought i was drunk
asshole
haha
den proceed to 601
den nana said dat i kept calling people
and den took a cat and wanted to abuse it
haha
i cant believe it
den peed at staircase
haha
finally adam arrived
2 couples together
and we
EHEM EHEM
hehe
den got to nana house
everyone was in their room
so i spent de nyte there
de next day
went to eat fish n chips at ubi wif nana
akiim n co.
procceded to nana hse
den jeng jeng jeng
nana father called us out
we were lyke so shocked
den i saw.......
MY BRO N BRO IN LAW FACE
i was lyke
OH MY GOD..
den my bro wanted to slap my face
at nana's hse
luckily nana's father stop him
den he called my bro in law
den go hme
den go police station
take my statement
den de police make dis FUCKING SUGGESTION TO MY MUM
TO SEND ME TO GIRLS' HME
he wanted to gif de forms
and told my mum to fill in de form
and i will go to JUVENILE COURT
and den go to de GIRLS' HME
i was lyke
shut de hell
u fucking policeman
luckily my mum nvr agreed to it
i will definitely got to GIRLS' hme
de nxt tyme if i do anyting wrong
DEN SUMTING RELLI PISS ME OFF
WEN I REACH HME AFTER GOING TO POLICE STATION
my bro in law accused me haging out wif gangster all dis shit
and de bruises dat i got frm de rock incident
he tot i fell off frm a bike
i was lyke hell no
den he nvr believe
and said he will find out sooner or later
u can go round one spore
bcoz all of dat is sooo not true fucker
shhhheeeeessshh..
so many vulgarities
M18 UH
haha
juz now i cannot do de history paper
fail uhh fail uhh
confirm
k la..
dats all
bye
xoxo
1:25 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
alozi people
im at my sis house
bcoz of my bro uhh
sshhhheeeesshhhh...
den my handpone is being confiscaed by.....
OW KOK MENG
arghh..
damn it
i was only switching it on
bcoz my handphone drop
so it turned off
wad bad luck
bastard
den tomorrow got detention
for de handphone thingy
and malay
2 in 1
hahaha
k lahh
i tink deres noting much to blog about
btw i failed for my maths
yas.ira and me r not meant to pass maths
*SIGH*
k lahh...
bubbye
xoxo
6:23 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
hey people
im sorie for not updating for a long tyme
i haf been buzy lately
and a lot of BAD THINGS happened
frm de not worst to de worserer
*SIGH*
dont wish to tell u all
i will juz tell u a bit
its dat my father and my whole family
noes about........
MY NOSE PIERCING AND DOT DOT DOT
den i dot dot dot
den sum1 dot dot dot
haha..
i juz dont wish to reveal all
only my closest fren noes about it
den juz now ate pizza
at pizza hut
den saw rafeeq NUMBSKULL
on de way
den eat wif hym
he ol de way speak abt NCC
im so sickof it..
haha..
den we try to get away frm hym
but den he at last say
he wan to go mit his fren
we were lyke YESS UHH
den go toilet
got dis makcik
suddenly interfere us wen we were toking
we were lyke wad de hell
hahaha
we laughed ol de way
hahaha
k la
toking to sum1 on de fone
ta da
hehe
xoxo
9:30 PM
