Wednesday, November 21, 2007

i feeel like getting out of my house right now.
this is all because of the stupid renovation . even adeq cannot stand it . hhaha .
the renovation has been going on since yesterday and so there goes my beauty sleep .
i will always be awake by 12 .s heesh . siang sia . ahah .
if i am rich i would build a soundproof house . aman sia . but if i need help sape nak tolong eh .
hahah . wat the hell .

have been rotting at home since monday.
watch dvd , play games , play with adeq .
i wanna go out
oke nehmind tomorrow go out buy prom dress
woo wee ~ aku suke . aku suke .

eh wait i think im going out today .
accompany azie to buy haizul's present . .
ala at least go out kan .
ok bye people . i wanna bathe

Labels: renovation makes me go wild

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2:46 PM

Monday, November 19, 2007

time check : 12.42am
place check : bedroom lah bodo
moodcheck : neutral(boring)

oh my god. i have been sleeping late these past few days .
3am will be the earliest and 5am will be the latest .
and i noe that many of my friends are suffering form the same disease too .
have no fear, cause i am here . ok crap .
sometimes i wonder why a "Fun" pill is not invented .
kau imagine aku invent tu bende satu hari .
confirm kaya raya beb .ahah .

ok just now went to marina with ika bedah .
yana was supposed to tag along but her mother did not allow her so romantic lah aku dgn ika .
went to check out my prom dress . and i saw this particular dress .
lawa oi ! aku suke . den i rmb my bro saying to survey first and go with him and sister to buy .
skali tiba masa dah sampai ruma dier ckp patut tadi beli je .
mangkok . hahah .
nehmind lah . maybe sometime this week i will buy that beautiful dress .
aku stress sio belum beli lagi . ahaha .

ok den we head down to mph and read this book on baby's name .
mak oi . its like very funny . ketawa macam nak mati .
one of the names is "TAA" .
its like when u ask the person "wads ur name??" taa ! ahaha . bodo sia namer .
its been such a long time since i had a good laugh .
haha .

ok i need to work again .
im running out of money because of the stupid boxers which i bought just now .
ahahah . but its worth the money lah .

ok i wanna watch dvd !
bye assholes !

Labels: assholes and noseholes

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12:41 AM

Saturday, November 17, 2007

aaahhh . cb . my body is aching everywhere !
takpelah . baru first day .
supposedly i should work today .
but from 9am-3pm ke 2pm .
but sape nak layan kan smalam pagi2 buta baru nak blg . bodo .

ok today kalo tak nak beli prom dress but had to cancel it .
so tomorrow i guess . exicited sio.
planning to buy a dress that cost below 100 bucks .
hope i can get a cheap and nice one !

and u noe wad!
there was a prom night at suntec conventional hall yesterday !
must be very grand . jealous aku .
and they all look so grown up . like really grown up . woah .
our school macam budget . kat sia sports club . ahah .
but at least we still have a prom night .

oklah . lazy uh wanna blog . bye !

Labels: work

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4:09 PM

Monday, November 12, 2007

sumpah aku bosan sia. ahaha .
ok stop it eh .

i wanna blog but i feel so lethargic .
dont ask me why ,. heh .
ok i want to watch prison break 3 on the net !
bye babi hutans ! ok kidding .

Labels: babi hutan

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12:59 AM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

hello online diary .
im feeling so bored like hell . bole mati sia tiap2 hari gini . ^#$#%#$@()(&)!@~
oh yeah . yesterday i wanted to post about this article that i read in the newpaper .
then computer bodo nie terestart and takleh on .
den ade bunyi teeet teeet macam bomb nak meletutupp

ok lets get back to previous the previous topic.
it really disturbs me to know that poverty still exist out there.
and to be specific , in Philipinnes (is that how u spell it?)
the article that im about to share with u shows that poverty can lead the people to suicide.

It's so hard to understand why some people take their own lives. But a 12-year-old girl committing suicide? It's beyond understanding. Mariannet was no ordinary 12-year-old girl, although what she had in common along with hundreds of thousands of Filipino kids was that she belonged to a very poor family. In fact the hovel she called "home" has neither electricity nor running water. Mariannet was different from the others in that she kept a diary in which she occasionally jotted down her frustrations, like the countless times she was absent from school because she had no money for transportation or "baon". She had simple girlie wants, like having a new pair of shoes or a school bag. She did want to own a bicycle so she would not need fare money anymore in going to school. Then one day she needed 100 pesos for a school project that she had to submit in class on November 5. Her parents told her they did not have the money. That may have been the last straw. This time she wanted just one thing more: a length of nylon rope. It makes you wonder. How many more Mariannets are out there somewhere who have been dreaming the same dreams, feeling the same frustrations and wanting to end it all for all we know? There must be many, only they are not as desperate as Mariannet had become to end their lives courtesy of a nylon rope, or a knife or a gun or jumping off a tall building or throwing themselves in the path of a speeding vehicle. And how many more teachers out there are so mindless as to require their poor pupils to submit projects costing one hundred pesos, which to many poorest of the poor parents already constitutes a fortune? If there are 40 pupils in Mariannet's class, P4,000 is a hefty sum. You wonder just what sort of a project her teacher had in mind that would cost 100 pesos per pupil. This angle is worth investigating. In our educational system it is quite commonplace for teachers to require their pupils to cough up various amounts for some so-called "projects". For instance, why did Mariannet's school project have to cost her exactly P100 and not P97.00 or P103.50? Why the round number? Get the drift? I ask that question because it was that school project costing P100 that was likely the last straw in a list of frustrations for her. Something snapped in the young girl's mind at that juncture. Her personal problems were just too much to handle for one so young, so full of dreams. A government official was heard saying that Mariannet's suicide is an "isolated case". Maybe, but her being very poor is certainly NOT an isolated case. There are potential Mariannets still out there.

in contrast to that the children in the village woulnt play with her because "they were too dirty"
14 percent of the philipinnes population live on less than a dollar a day and that is abotu 87 million people .

after reading this article i feel that i should do something .
i really want to help this people who are living in poverty .
i wish that when i become an adult , i could travel to this places and help them .

Labels: mariannet amper

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1:12 PM