Sunday, April 30, 2006
hell0 hello
juz got back frm maths tuition
it lasted for four freaking damn long bogirng hours
hiiissshh
den during break
i ate 1 big chicken n crunch chocolate
i eat alone seyy
lyke a mad person
k la
enuf abt maths tution
nana sorie for not cuming ytd
sumting crop up
den u kol me an ass
sampai hati
hehe
but im relli am sorie
for not turing up at de last minute
but i promise to gif u a present n treat u..
okayys
but it doesnt make a difference if i cum onont
bcoz all ur besties were there
so cheer up
and hapie belated birfdae
yanaLEE
sorie for not toking much to u on de pass friday
i was sooo not in de mood
bcoz of sumting
im rellli sorie once again
k la...
later wanna go out on a shopping spree
wif my siblings n nephew n bro in law
~YIPEEE
btw i got a total of $70 frm my family
bcoz juz gotten money frm de
PROGRESS PACKAGE
im having a bad flu now
so chaoz
xoxo
1:33 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
sorie for not updating lately
ouh ya
hello
ytd had our english paper
paper 2 was so damn difficult
paper 1 was okay2
bcoz i noe wad to write
i wrote abt a special fren
n u noe hu i wrot eabout
its my 2nd daughter
nanaSHAKILU
and i gave her de draft
and she say ot was touhing
haha
where got
den juz now i was quite stress
dont wish to elaborate
i juz feel lyke crying my heart out at skul
at the verge of breaking down
yanaLEE waS lyke olwaes asking me why
but i nvr tell anyone
prefer to kip it to myself for dis moment
damn it
IT CLOSES AGAIN
now is de 2nd tyme
only my peeps will noe
im toking abt wad
*WINKS
haha
u noe wad i got to go to spec crse
but im not excited at all
i dunnoe why uhh
feell yke not going
maybe i haf lost interest in ncc
dunnoe why de sudden change
wen they break de news
i was in a complete daze
i relli feel lyke not going uhh
k la..
noting to do
juz browsing ppl frenster
bye
xoxo
6:21 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
hey
today i feel so restless
dunnoe why uhh
my head was lyke spinning de whole day
esp during physics lesson
dun wish to tok about wad happen ytd
ytd went to long john silver wif nanaSHAKILU
den did stupid stuffs
and we bought PUMA SHOES
~YIPEE
my brother very kind hearted
pay for both of us 1st
de auntie send to my hme
very nice u noe
we were lyke very stress on hu to kol to ask for money
den brother was de 1st person in my mind
haha
den tok tok
juz now i had fun during PE LESSONS
we played SOFTBALL
but de ball wasnt soft seyy
very hard
but managed to swing de ball
hahaha
luckily nvr wear shoe
if not muddy lyke hell
den sumting kinda shocked me
during recess juz now
yas.ira told me dat yanaLEE threw my bag on de floor
and i relli dun mind dat
bcoz u r angry wif me n nana
FOR NOT TOKING TO U DAT MUCH RYTE
im relli relli very sorie
i relli didnt mean to hurt u..
i relli dun wish to haf any conflicts among us
sorie once again yana
den juz now after skul
u walked pat my class
den jeling at me
kinda hurt though
but im sorie
k la..
dats ol
ill juz updat etomorrow ya..
bye
ps:sorie once again yana
xoxo
4:16 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
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xoxo
9:01 PM
today i very bored
so decided to blog again
juz now azieTYPEWRITER called me
tok to me abt NORIZ uhh
she told me to got to her blog
den she wrote sumting
goo to her blgo kayys
she very angry seyy
i guess
den called nanaSHAKILU
to asked whether she haf made de decision
and she said dunnoe
i oso dunnoe uhh
who to choose
if nana
is either yayat or singletboy
if me
is adam or MR WEED
aiyo
den now noting to do
browse thru people frenster
read people blog
i haf found out sumting shocking
muz tell nana
hiiisssshhh
den farnaKIASU
told me abt she meeting MR PRESIDENT
woah
dats hot
den she nvr take picture for me or autograph
hahaha
at 1st lyke dun believe
den she swear
den believe
haha
mrpresident visit his sister lahh
very funny
sofy blog very funny uhh
laugh untill u drop
hahah
go to his blog u noe
interesting
very boring
i can die at hme
im so not confident i will got to spec crse
so good luck to ol of u going uhh
iffah farnah n suzie ol
i will not cum to ncc anymore
so dun miss me guys
i dun gif a fuck abt ncc anymore uhh
tinking abt it make me stress only
i tink dats ol lahh uh
if bored wait i update
tata
xoxo
7:27 PM
hellu hellu people
im in love dilemma now
oh my god
one is de sweet n nice guy
another is de one dat i noe for a long tyme
and sumting sumting
how uhh
tell me uhh
which one u would choose
aiyo
juz now juz finished chatitng wif MR WEED
DE SHWEET N NICE GUY
he relli is veri shweet
de more i chat wif hym
de more i adore n love hym
but he is so far away
he will only be back lyke twice a year
he will be back in JUNE
lokking forward to mit hymm
am i dat patient
i dunnoe
*SIGH*
oh ya
my bro was involved in a road accident ytd
he got a deep cut on his legs n arm
yucks
de road was slippery den he rode his motorbike
den crash into a car
luckily not dat crious
den he went hme straight
i applied for hym sum antiseptic
and my mum was so lyke kanchiong
she said she feels lyke flying frm werk to hme
wen receiving dat fone call
haha
funny uh she
den he said ytd dun wanna ride motobike for 1 mth
but den today wan to ride moto again
aiyo
nvr learn his lessons
im relli scared if anyting happen to hym
ishhh
touch wood
yesterday went to NATIONAL LIBRARY
wif maiTALO to study
we were lost for a while
den found our way
in de library oso we lost our way
wad stupidity was dat
haha
study study
took pics wif my fone untill batt flat
wait if my prepaid top up
i send de pics to my comp and post it okies
hehe
den watcg de free to move
dance competition sponsored by levis
very nice seyy dey ol dance
very vigorous
ol de boobs shake shake
de hair ol over
hahaha
den went hme w/o realising it was o545pm
haha
no watch wad
cannot blame us
den i read 2 persons blog
one was NORIZ
and de other was AZIE
u said sumting about de 1st tyme and wad wad ryte
but it doenst make a diif if i tell onot
coz my mum noes olredi
u dun nid to beat ard de bush by telling she lahh
wad lahh
since u wan to tell de whole world abt de problem
why dony we tell who were involved
so dat dey will not leave our blog in doubt ryte
at 1st i dunwish to type at de blog abt dis matter
sumtimes i feel as if u r proud of being caught
tell everyone abt it
NADZURAH lahh
wad lahh
*SIGH*
sumtimes WE ALL FEEL DAT U HAF A BIG EGO
dun wanna admit ur mistake
if u wan to say im a bitch
im a fucking asshole
so be it
juz accept de facts dats there
u cant run away frm it
AZIE TOLD HER MUM ABT IT
DNE HER MUM WANTED TO TELL UR MUM
BUT SHE BEGGED HER NOT TO
wasnt she kind enuf to do dat
at least shes not a cold hearted beast
she did dat bcoz shes still regard u as her fren
IF U R NOT SATISFIED WIF OL DIS
LETS TALK
I DUN MIND SEYY
K LAHH
DATS OL
hope dat nobody get hurt after reading dis blog
dun wish to bear grudges to anyone
xoxo
12:47 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
hellu..
sori for not updating
study lahh
the MID YEAR EXAMS are coming
in juz 6 days tyme frm now
is my english paper
i dunnoe wads wrong wif me dis year
i kip failing my english
last year nvr fail b4 seyy
aiyo
muz buck upn speak good english
haha
mcm phm je..
i haf juz eaten
and i ate fresh food for the 1st tyme
bcoz my mum today is her off day
wad kind oif english was dat
nehmind
lets proceed
den juz now got SPORTS DAY at tamp stadium seyy
den muz wake up early
hmmph
not fair
den panther won
jaguar lost
i oso dun care
hahaha
wad a traitor
hehe
den jus now followed suzie n ol to cut hair
styl euhh de place
got vacuum for de hair
hahaha
den got dis compartment for disposing de hair
eeewww
i tink they kip de hair for making wig
can be wad..
haha
den got bad news frm my fren
she called my hse
den my mum pick up
omg
i was so scared dat tyme
scared my mum wont trust me
den i called my mum
she shouted at me
n i was hurt a bit
den i put down de fone
coz cannot tahan uhh
den proceeded hme straight
my bro juz now
stuck at expressway
wen on de way to werk
den fixed de motorcycle
luckily can
if not father will surely kill him
hahaha
tomorrow gonna study wif maiTALO
teach her POA
my fav subject
okayy lah
i wanna bathe
bubbye gguuuuunnnddduuuuussss!!!!
haha
joking
xoxo
4:03 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
hey people
now its raining cats and dogs
cheyy stop it seyy fana
haha
hope it wont flood again in bedok
i tink spore is bcoming more n more lyke msia
got small floods here n there
*SIGH*
juz now i went straight hme after skul
im such an obedient gerl
say dat i am
haha
nonsensical of me
i nvr bring a single cent juz now to skul
bcoz i wanna save money
well i did bring sum money
@20 cents only
pathetic ryte
i noe..
i haf got a lot of tings in my wishlist
do u wanna c it
its in my pupil planner
let me type it for u guys
see
how good i am
MY WISHLIST1]LONG SLEEVE TEE $3O++
2]TEE SHIRT $20++
3]U2 TOP $50
4]BLACK TAPPERED JEANS $50++(SAW ONE AT TOPSHOP DAT COST $96)
5]*INTERNET BILL $22
6]SLIP ON SHOES $70++
7]SLIPPER $20++
GRAND TOTAL:$262
and now i only haf $10 after my bro take my $2 away frm me
still along way to go fish..
*SIGH*
im planning to werk at BURGER KING uhh
wad do u guys tink
i need money
"money is de root of ol evil"
but i would not steal
hehe
it will take me ard 2mths plus to get $200 mann
omg
k lah
enuf of money talk
i cant MYE is in 1 week time
time sure flies veri fast huh
dont u tink so
well i sure tink so
i haf start revising CHEM N PHYSICS ONLY
history, maths, poa, social studies, english
andthe prepatory werk for ART i haf still not started on it yet
dere are many tings to be done
and im still here blogging
havent wash my clthes
havent eat
havent bathe
havent study
isshhhh
TIME OUT MANN..*BLOW DE WHISTLE*"WEHAF TO TAKE TINGS SLOW AND STEADY"AS SAID BY MY MUMwad moer do i haf to blog
i tink dats ol uhh
so stop reading guys and gerlz
start studying or do anyting useful aite
chaoz
dont miz me
i tink i wont do much blogging
i tink uhh
bcoz wanna study
bye lahh
xoxo
4:18 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
yesterday my sister went to my hse
wif her family as well
izhar my nephew juz got well frm hiss illness
the HAND FOOD MOUTH DISEASE
but den still cannot eat cookies
he haf grown a lot i tink
frm e last tyme i met him
issit my eyes or issit for real i dunnoe
den went out wif my sis family,bro n MUM
it was one bad trip i shld
and i knew it ryte frm e start
evryting jus went wrong
i was angry wif my mum
dont wish to tell
ouh ya
i haf accomplised sumting yesterday
i fried chickens
dat was an achievement i guess
hehe
ouh btw wad do u tink of my new skin uhh??
shld i change it
or juz stick to it??
hmm..
tell me kayys
k lah..
wanna bathe uhh
tata
xoxo
2:27 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
HEY PEOPLE
U NOE WAD
I SWEAR YESTERDAY WAS A
BAD DAY FOR ME1st thing was dat
MY BRO DROP MY HANDPHONE IN DE TOILET BOWL AND ITS SPOILEDAND HE SCOLDED ME WEN IM DE ONE WHO IS SUPPOSED TO SCOLD HIYM
DEN YESTERDAY MY MUM SCOLDED AND SHOUTED AT ME
FOR NOT TELLING HER WHERE I GO AFT DETENTION
SHE SLAP SLAP
AND DEN I CRIED FO A WHILE
BCOZ I NOE DAT WAS NOT DE REAL REASON
im so pissed of now wif my dad
for not letting me go study wif my fren
u noe bcoz of wad
bcoz rain
got shelter for wad
got umberella for wad
den if its raining wen schooling no need to go to skul uhh
cibai
WAD AN ANGRY DAY
*SIGH*
im gonna post sum pic lata aites
no mood to post
REPLY TO MY DEAR TAGGERS:farnah:ya ryte man..yana lee:i reply olredi uhhkakak:dont cry kayys..i will be a good gerl..tanx for telling mamam on behalf of me..
xoxo
3:04 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
hellu hellu people
juz finished toking to zulhimi on de fone
he is my long time buddy
tok to hymm for abt 2+hrs
siao uhh
tok nonsense lahh
den he crazy crazy
remember uhh tomorrow
den a somebody really didnt make my dayy
make me spoil my mood
as wad mr ow said to me
WORLD IS REALLY UNFAIR
*SIGH*
dont wan to story de whole ting
as it will offend sum people
so better not
MY MUMMY NOES ABOUT "IT" OLREDI"AND I RELLI DIDNT EXPEXT HER TO REACT DIS WAY TO MERELLISHE WAS SO NICE TO MEI THINK SHE HAF LEARNT TO TAKE THINGS EASYAND DAT IS A GOOOD TINGIM GRATEFUL FOR TELLING DE TRUTHIF NOT I WILL LIVE WIF A FEELING OF INSECURITIESLYKE WAD PEOPLE SAYWE WONT LIV EIN PEACE WITHOUT OUR MUMMMY TRUSTAND I BELIEVE IN DATSO OL U PEOPLE OUT THERELISTEN TO MEtomoroow gonna haf my social studies test
which i studied till the sinhalese only
i jus realised dat mr chew haf gone to chapter 3
den havent finished doing art
omg
theres a pimple
on my forehead
wan to wash my face uhh
byepeople
sleepy uhh
1130pm olredi
tata
xoxo
11:16 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
heyy people
i haf juz finished my maths tuition
well it ended ard 11+
its quite "juz finished" ryte
well it doesnt matter anyway
i haf juz eaten my mum nasi lemak she cooked
and i guess todayy it will be my last enjoying such meal
she lyke stroke my hair gently juz now while im eating
she stroke it gently lyke as if she love me more then she ever had
in my heart
i said to myself
"dis is gonna be the last tyme u r gonna do dat to me mama.."
i was lyke crying in my heart
why i am supposed to be the culprit
who spoil dis beautiful fairy tale
who make my mama cry
who make her worry ol day long
tinking abt me
am i doing the ryte ting or not
will i ever be lyke those kids down the street
lyke those in the reality tv show HANYUT
i dun wan to be lyke those kids
not in my mother's eyes
i dun care if other s wanna label me as dat
but for our mum to say dat to us...
its very heart breaking
i wish i couldturn back tyme n nvr did wad i had done
i wish i could erase ol dis bad memory
i tink i haf mak emy decision
n dat is to tell my mummy de truth
and nothing but the truth
im gonna dat 2mrw morning
imgonna do it by hook or by crook
juz now juz finished chatting wif MR WEED
he is so fucking shweet
i tink he is de sweetest guy i haf ever known
yup he is
so lucky of me to noe hymm
juz now i plan not to go to MATHS TUITION
the alarm clock rang
n i pretend to cleep untill 0845
but i still haf to go
i reached ard 0945
wen it starts at 0900
so early ryte
siao ting tong
yesterday got speech day
den saw yanaPANTAT
miz her seyy
den she very noisy n kecoh as usual
took pictures using handphone and digicam
but still havent received any
if received olredi i will post aite??
im tinking of changing my blogskin
wad skin shld i choose
later i tell u ol kayy
wanna browse for skins uhh
bye bye
wish me good luck for tomorrow aite
tata
xoxo
12:02 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
REPLY TO ALL MY LOYAL READERS WHO TAGiralalala:sorie lah my fren..blog muz xpress ol my feelingsteri:tanx teri for ur concern..lup u manymany tooyana lee:is my english dat superb??well maybe??u noe wad..
maiTALO not merajuk wif me anymore
and im hapi about it
k lah
i wan to bathe and eat
later i update
my bro is nagging uhh
bye
xoxo
2:07 PM
xoxo
1:50 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
hellu hellu people
sorie for not updating
alot of tings haf been happening
till i couldnt keep track of it
im gonna write about ol my thoughts abt the incident in this post
hope it wont hurt any1 feelings
i haf not been updating for more than 1 week seyy
so long
and i haf one shocking news for ol of u...
yas.ira my 1st daughter haf DELETED HER BLOG
OMG
SHE SAY SHE LAZY TO UPDATE
AIYO
stupidity
i juz found out juz now as she went to my hse to do project
den her damn stupidness is to use the softlan for close to wash her ass
stupid mannn
hahaha
den haf to accompany her to busstop
stupid gerl
ma fan ah ni
den on tuesday i merajuk wif nanaSHAKILU and yas.ira
bciz dun wan to lend me badminton racket
AT DAT POINT OF TYME RELLI ANGRY WIF THEM
for being stingy and selfishbut den by the tot of it
wad for sld i bear hatred and grudges towards thme
since we haf been frenz for a long tyme
i dun wan history to repeat itself
for ol u people out there
dun ever be grudges or hatred towards ur fren for simple stuff
BCOZ ITS STUPID
think about it
u may not noe wad people may tink of u
lyke me
i tink its bitchy
and it relli is
if u wan to merajuk
sikit sikit je cukup uhh
tk paya nk lebih2
sampai nk tunjuk muke
i hate it seyy
but if the face lyke dat olredi
wad to do
den now...
*SIGH*
ITS SO HARD TO PREDICT WADS GONNA HAPPEN NXT
U NVR NOE WEN UR FREN IS GONNA BE SUPER SENSITIVE
if u relli wan it vadly
i can gif u the money
if dat is wad u want
its not dat im angry
but im pissed off a bit
wif ol dis problems im surrouded wif
its lyke one by one this problems
fall on to me
i tink its retribution
for wad i haf done towards my mum
and i dun blame any1 for it
the only person dat only nids to be blame is......
MMMMEEEEEEEE
FOR BEING SO STUPID TO DO IT THE 1ST PLACE
IF NOT I WILL NOT BE LANDED INTO THIS STATE
I WILL NOT BE WASTING MY TEARS
BREAKING MY HEAD
THINKING WAD WILL HAPPEN THE DAY AFTER TOMOOROW
NO ON ECAN NOES HOW I FEEL RYTE NOW
except for me and ALLAH
i feel lykedoing a sin ryte now
and only nana and yas noes
i haf beenn having frequent headaches n restless nyetes
how can i end ol dis torture
i noe i cant run away frm dis bad nitemare of mine
i muz wake up and face it lyke wad a human wif guts shld do
and im gonna do juz dat
i feel lyke breaking down ryte now seyy
im relli reli damn stressed
i wanna stop here for now
if not lagiee stress
bye bye
xoxo
4:52 PM
