Sunday, October 29, 2006

teethy smile

a face that u will always remember . hahaha .

kental !

xoxo
9:46 PM

hello !
sorry for not updating for 1 day !
haha . pathetic ryte . i noe .

well theres not much changes in my life lately .
except for one .
but dont wish to tell for now

i haf been going out for raya using motorcycle for 2 days straight .
kinda coooooool .
BUT ! so leceh !
selak sane selak sini . sexy seh . nampak sume . tak mnutup aurat .
hehe .

nana is so evil !
criticizing people at her blog .
haha .

gonna post some pictures later on .
and do post comment on it !
enjoy !

xoxo
9:33 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006

random pictures which i took in the toilet

xoxo
4:10 PM

hello !
just now i surf the net looking for keyboards !
not the computer keyboard lah .
its the one that can produce music .
one of them kinda caught the eye .
its cheap yet have many functions .
cost around 180 bucks .
i dont care if my mum and bro dont let me work .
im gonna use up all my savings to buy it !

im going to jalan raya with my family around 4 plus
riding motorbike which i think wont happen .
cause its raining ! yey !
i have no mood go out now !
heeee .

omg !
there are gonna be so many supplementary lessons during holidays .
prepare for 'o' levels .
its like so early to me !
its gonna be around 15 days at school !and 8 of them is ART !
imagine that .
asshole .

my collection is only $65 .
pathetic !

im gonna end this !
bye !

xoxo
2:36 PM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

arghhhh !!!!!!!
fuck lah cibai !
jangan merepek uh tak bagi keje .
step kau bole belikan aku sume bende kau nak je /
aku nak hp kau bole belikan ke ?
aku nak beg kau bole belikan ke ?
aku nak keje pun susah pe sial !!!!
bukannye kau kene klau duit .
kalau tak trust cakap je lah pukimak haram sundal !!!!!
aaaahhhhhhhhh !!!!!
sial !!!!!!!!!
cakap aku dah improved dalam behaviour sume lah .
bueh banayk uh .
cibai .

xoxo
6:47 PM

xoxo
5:44 PM

hello pantats dan bacins !

i dunnoe why i keep calling nana panat thsi days .
hmmm .
and nana keep calling me taik which means shit !
asshole lah !

nana ! new year mau pe ?
haha . shhhh !

at last pictures of me at the salon are sent .
and i will be posting it later , so dont worry .

today is the last day of school ...
*sobs*
im so sad cause i will not be meeting the happy lunatics
adn im happy cause theres HOLIDAY !
and can "party!" as said by mr hazmi
ended school by having long talks with mai , nana and yas .
fun though . just sat at ncc room and talk nonstop .
did some stupid stuff like taking stupid pictures .
and so on ....
best lah !

monday i will be going raya outing wif my lunatics frens .
and wed and friday i will be going with my primary school frens for raya !
wondering why not thursday huh ?
cause i will be having my sso concert at esplanade later in the day .
haha .
dont forget kay people !

and and and ....
u wanna noe something ?

i chatted with din at msn yesterday . yup din . my ex .
i feel so sad when chatting with him .
ass ! cant feel that way after how he played with my feelings .
i have to be strong and not love him anymore .
i must erased all that from my mind .
i wanted to give the little black book to him today .
but i fogot to bring it ..
so maybe i will give him somme other day lah .

ok people .
chowsinchi . new word taught by my brother !

why must i still have this feeling ? dont be an idiot lah fish !

xoxo
5:30 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

xoxo
8:29 PM

hello .
i love hari raya !
woo wee ~
i like the food . kuih . and money !
hehe .

but this year's collection seem to be decreasing .
me : nape this year byk org macam tak bagi duit uhh ?
brother ; economy merosot lah beb .

nonsense lah .
but anyway im thankful though .
yesterday i go raya outing with my sister and all .
gosh it was kecoh .
at the end of the day it was so tiring .
phew .

took lots and lots of pictures .
mostly was crap as usual .
heh .
enjoy !

xoxo
7:30 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

selamat hari raya people of the world !!!
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO APOLOGIZE TO EVERYBODY FOR THE WRONGDOINGS THAT I'VE DONE .
ITS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART .
I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE ESPECIALLY TO MY FAMILY . IM SO SORRY ...

ok fish . enough of that apologies .
on hari raya itself , i never ever cried while seeking for forgiveness formmy parents .
it seems so hard to shed tears in fornt of them .
maybe im too egaoistic . i'll try my best to be as sincere as possible
for this year apology . i'll not promise but i'll try .
heee .

my hari raya preparations is finally over .
yey !
kuihs are finally placed in the suitable containers .
curtains are up . house are mopped , sweep and cleaned .
carpets were rolled . ketupat were cooked .
at last . phew .

and eh eh .
did i tell you that i met was involved in a motorcycle accident just now .
kecoh babe . eve hari raya summore .
actually im not the one who was hurt .
a pakcik was injured . his head was needed to be stitched .
al teh pakciks in teh coffeeshop crowded us when they witnessed it .
i was kinda of panic but got off the bike and sent him to hospital .
there goes my trip to geylang . dang !

but alhamdulillah everything was fine .

so thats all !
slamat bercollection kanak- kanak !

ps : nana ! don't forget about our feast ya ! and where's my matte mousse ?!

xoxo
12:26 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006

sedih nye .

my red highlighted hair

a tiny baby in a giant chair

one photogenic baby

baby sitter . get it ?

xoxo
2:26 AM

hello bloghoppers and fellow readers !
im so not sleepy now .
u wanna noe why ? cause i slept right after breaking fast .
so shiok babeh !

i went to my sister's house just now . fun !
played my bro in law new x box 360 . cool seh .
then my sister teach me some professional make up tips .
bought chanel mascara and lipstick . bought liquid eyeliner .
and all my make up set is complete !
cant wait to celebrate hari raya lah . can you ?
i took some pictures . and gonna psot it later aites .

mai ! thanks for the advice .
dont be afraid to give me advice ok .
im not angry with you .
like what azie said ."you are so motherly" . haha .
crap !

did i tell you that i noe how to weave ketupat .
i just learn it and now im an expert ! woo wee ~
the ketupats are all ready . yey !

oi you ! yes u !
the one who's been reading my blog ! haha !
dont think i dunnoe ok . haha .
read my blog without tagging . hmmph !
nehmind lah . be sure to keep on reading . heh .

my mind is blank . so bye !
happy eve of hari raya !

xoxo
2:11 AM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

oh yeah man !
i have highlighted my hair .
its red . but not too red . just nice .
i like it ! gonna spray my hair when school comes .
my mum was like blabbering and nagging when i wanted to color my hair .
but she didnt say much when she saw the product .
haha . phew .
feeling kinda bored today . so bored .

oh ya .
i would like to say sorry to mai .
sorry for not telling you about din .
i dont wish to tell many people .
sorry for not sharing all the little secrets with you anymore .
im really sorry . feel really guilty when you said that .
sorry once again .

xoxo
10:47 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

oh yeah baby !
50 bucks is in my hands now !
u wanna noe why ?
because i got 9th in class for end of year exams
adn my brother promised me to let me spebd 50 dollars of his money .
woo wee ~ thank you abangku .

just now went to temasek engineering school . one word . boring !
the drawing that we had to do on computer was so dmn hard
my brother laughed at it when i showed him . kurangaja .
den got ncc training which was super pathetic . haha !
after that was the momnet of truth !

results ! results ! finalised one !
super scared .

but i was happy with my results .
hope to improved on my maths and humanities .
let me tell you all the finalised marks .

english - 61 'b4
malay - 61 'b4
maths - 46 'd7
comb . sci - 51 'c6
comb . humans - 49 'd7
poa - 82 'a1 *
art - 59 'c5
l1r4 - 22
class position 9
overall position 90

quite good huh my marks . never expected it . but i think its still low .
but its ok . not too late .]i think i'll end here or else i'll be sleeping on the comp .
bye !

xoxo
12:45 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

hello .
im gonna highlight my hair .
thought of asking my sister to do it .
but my brother decided to take me to the hair salon .
maybe i'll be highlighting my hair on friday or over the weekends .
woo wee ~ thanks brother for paying it .

when i went home from school just now , the atmosphere at home was so ..
what should i say .. hmm . i say the atmosphere is not right .
my father was so in a bad mood .
i asked my mum but she just said "he's crazy !"
i was like what the hell is wrong with him slamming all the things in the house !
when he wanted to pray he slammed the door .
isnt that like fuck ? might as well he no need to pray . ass !
i remembered that he once said to divorce my mum .
that incident had occured more than 3 time s i guess .
why does he have to say that word "divorce"
the most sensitive word to a wife and a child
i guess he just doesnt uses his brain to think . he just say as he wishes .
and dont think about other people's feeling .
my mum cried for him . and i cried for her .
i think he doesnt deserve her tears . he doesnt deserve any tears form anyone .

sometimes i just pity my mum to much that the feeling of hatred grew towards my dad .
i wish my mum could lead better life than this .
other wives gets money fromn their husbands . but what about my mum ? she doesnt .
other wives gets to rest after work . but what about my mum ? she doesnt .
other wives will always be seen happy . but my mum doesnt .

xoxo
8:54 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

you all should watch teh indonesian moviw 'my heart'
its such a touching story yet sweet .
i swear i cried while watching teh movie .
cant hold back my tears man .
never cried like this for a movie .
hahss . kental la fish .
but relli relii .WATCH IT ! DONT HAVE IT ?! BUY ! BORROW !
hahaha .

oh ya !
as you can see in my previous post , i said to post some pictures .
but i did not managed to because of my clever brother
who deleted the pictures i took in the digicam !
itchy fingers ! stupidity seh ! nehmind lah .

and and .
i would like to share my joy with you of .......
PASSING MATHEMATICS !!!!
first time in history lah beb . same2 with yas . yay !
woo wee ~
and i got 2nd for myPOA and English in class .
im so damn proud of myself ! heh . who dont ?
well let's cut the story short and now i'll tell you all my marks

english - 70/110 *64%
maths - 83/160 *51%
malay - forget lah .
POA - 78 *82 for overall
physics - 20 1/2 /50
chemistry - 28/50
s.s - 22/50
history - 32/50
art -54/100

i think its not bad as an overall .
*giving myself a pat in the back
hehe . i wish i could pass my overall maths .
but in my dreams uhh .

talking about dreams .
i think i wanna dream now .
so bye !

xoxo
10:31 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

reply to taggers :
nabs : thanks ! meet u at raya !
nisa : terima kasih lah beb . haha .
yana : lame lah bedah ! haha ! thanks for tagging . please come again !
annana : i will be stong k . u should be strong too . kau potek tu pasal tak nampak ! haha . aksen seh orang tu dah tuka skin
fiqah : welcome ! u wanna search ?! ish . dont !

xoxo
5:06 PM

firstly i would like to say happy birthday to my brother !
hope that you'll be blessed with good health and stay wacky always .
remember now you have a number 2 in ur front of ur age . haha .
thats all for the wishes .

yesterday my mum changed plan and baked chocolate chips cookies .
simply yummy but the process of baking it was so sloppy .
i helped my mummy type her recipes from 5pm till 12am
after that helped her bake cookies till 5am .
damn i was tired . 12 hours of noon-stop working .
but it was fun though . give me the hari raya feelings . cool .

yay ! finally , i got my chrisitina aguilera cd . and now its on my stereo . nice .
u should listen to it to u know . cause she have such a big voice at such a young age .
stacie orrico , alicia keys and christina aguilera is my biggest idol . i like .
haha . well enough said about idols .
hmm . idols remind me of miss seow .
i guess iffah shoul noe about it . dont you iffah ? *winks

well i guess that's all .
pictures will be posted later . happy browsing !
love ya'll !

xoxo
4:31 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

when there was me & you

xoxo
3:49 PM

now whta's left is memories in a black book

xoxo
3:47 PM

muhammad khairudin ; ; din

xoxo
3:39 PM

today is just like any other day .
and that's called.........rotting day !
it's a day where i sit blank in front of the computer .
waiting for something to appear . and i don't noe what that something is .
haha . im starting to talk nonsense here . can somebody entertain me ?!
argh . bored . boring . dumb . stupid . im an asshole . haha . self entertainment .

oh ya ! today im gonna help my mummy bake almond cookies .
woo wee ~ i like !
and and . im gonna get my christina aguilera back to basics cd !
you guys must be sick and tired of seeing that phrase .
sorry lah . can't help it . overexcited .
gonna get it after i break my fast .
oh yeah babeh !

yesterday i chatted with a guy at msn .
i swear to GOD he is the most irritaing living person on earth !
gosh ! i almost lost my cool talking to him . @!#$% !
god why is there such person still living ? please dont let me come across him again !
haha . but seriously , he gets me on my nerves .
enough about that irritating jerk .

oh ya ! have i told you about my black book ?
well actually it's all about me & din . sobs
im going thru it now . and i cam eacross these phrase that i wrote .
"the only sin is giving up the only one you love "
well i may have giving up the one i love which is him .
but i have not giving up my love . so i guess it's a beautiful sin .
but i'll live for this phrase that i made and that is ;
"to let go is not to deny . but to accept .
to let go is not to regeret the past . but to grow and live for the future"
i'll guess we'll just have to practise what we preach .

thanks for spending you time reading my blog !

xoxo
2:34 PM

yes uhh . the torure of helping baking cookies is finally over .
with my endurance and determination i manage to pull it thru .
it seems forever seh . haha . am i exaggerating it ? like duh !
haha . i started to help my mum make cornflake cookies since 9pm till 1230am .
gosh . im tired . but im ok . i can still blog . dont worry .

well as u can see in my previous today's entry . i wrote about someone . my ex .
dont wish to elaborate further .

well tomorrow im gonna get CHRISTINA AGUILERA
BACK TO BASICS CD BABEH .
THANKS LYDIANA . LOVE U LAH .
woo wee ~

i feel like shouting now . i dont know why and what to shout .
but i really feel like it .
the sentence "dah buang tebiat kape dekni nak pekik pagi2 buta ? giler nye orang " must be running thru your mind ryte now . haha . im sleepy lah .

my mind is blank right now .
better get some sleep to refresh my creative mind for tomorrow .

xoxo
1:04 AM