Thursday, April 06, 2006
hellu hellu people
sorie for not updating
alot of tings haf been happening
till i couldnt keep track of it
im gonna write about ol my thoughts abt the incident in this post
hope it wont hurt any1 feelings
i haf not been updating for more than 1 week seyy
so long
and i haf one shocking news for ol of u...
yas.ira my 1st daughter haf DELETED HER BLOG
OMG
SHE SAY SHE LAZY TO UPDATE
AIYO
stupidity
i juz found out juz now as she went to my hse to do project
den her damn stupidness is to use the softlan for close to wash her ass
stupid mannn
hahaha
den haf to accompany her to busstop
stupid gerl
ma fan ah ni
den on tuesday i merajuk wif nanaSHAKILU and yas.ira
bciz dun wan to lend me badminton racket
AT DAT POINT OF TYME RELLI ANGRY WIF THEM
for being stingy and selfishbut den by the tot of it
wad for sld i bear hatred and grudges towards thme
since we haf been frenz for a long tyme
i dun wan history to repeat itself
for ol u people out there
dun ever be grudges or hatred towards ur fren for simple stuff
BCOZ ITS STUPID
think about it
u may not noe wad people may tink of u
lyke me
i tink its bitchy
and it relli is
if u wan to merajuk
sikit sikit je cukup uhh
tk paya nk lebih2
sampai nk tunjuk muke
i hate it seyy
but if the face lyke dat olredi
wad to do
den now...
*SIGH*
ITS SO HARD TO PREDICT WADS GONNA HAPPEN NXT
U NVR NOE WEN UR FREN IS GONNA BE SUPER SENSITIVE
if u relli wan it vadly
i can gif u the money
if dat is wad u want
its not dat im angry
but im pissed off a bit
wif ol dis problems im surrouded wif
its lyke one by one this problems
fall on to me
i tink its retribution
for wad i haf done towards my mum
and i dun blame any1 for it
the only person dat only nids to be blame is......
MMMMEEEEEEEE
FOR BEING SO STUPID TO DO IT THE 1ST PLACE
IF NOT I WILL NOT BE LANDED INTO THIS STATE
I WILL NOT BE WASTING MY TEARS
BREAKING MY HEAD
THINKING WAD WILL HAPPEN THE DAY AFTER TOMOOROW
NO ON ECAN NOES HOW I FEEL RYTE NOW
except for me and ALLAH
i feel lykedoing a sin ryte now
and only nana and yas noes
i haf beenn having frequent headaches n restless nyetes
how can i end ol dis torture
i noe i cant run away frm dis bad nitemare of mine
i muz wake up and face it lyke wad a human wif guts shld do
and im gonna do juz dat
i feel lyke breaking down ryte now seyy
im relli reli damn stressed
i wanna stop here for now
if not lagiee stress
bye bye
xoxo
4:52 PM
