Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hello .
im gonna highlight my hair .
thought of asking my sister to do it .
but my brother decided to take me to the hair salon .
maybe i'll be highlighting my hair on friday or over the weekends .
woo wee ~ thanks brother for paying it .
when i went home from school just now , the atmosphere at home was so ..
what should i say .. hmm . i say the atmosphere is not right .
my father was so in a bad mood .
i asked my mum but she just said "he's crazy !"
i was like what the hell is wrong with him slamming all the things in the house !
when he wanted to pray he slammed the door .
isnt that like fuck ? might as well he no need to pray . ass !
i remembered that he once said to divorce my mum .
that incident had occured more than 3 time s i guess .
why does he have to say that word "divorce"
the most sensitive word to a wife and a child
i guess he just doesnt uses his brain to think . he just say as he wishes .
and dont think about other people's feeling .
my mum cried for him . and i cried for her .
i think he doesnt deserve her tears . he doesnt deserve any tears form anyone .
sometimes i just pity my mum to much that the feeling of hatred grew towards my dad .
i wish my mum could lead better life than this .
other wives gets money fromn their husbands . but what about my mum ? she doesnt .
other wives gets to rest after work . but what about my mum ? she doesnt .
other wives will always be seen happy . but my mum doesnt .
xoxo
8:54 PM
