Wednesday, December 13, 2006
ok so hi and hello .
azie is always complaining im slow to update my blog .
so here i am . updating .
heh .
me , fiqah , iffah , zilla , nura , farna and aisya went to play block catching just now .
but was kinda bored cause played only 2 games only .
den plan some ncc camp stuff and bla bla bla .
so i have just finished reading azie's blog .
and it kinda made me reminisce about the past . the awful past .
let's start it off like this .
it started off in sec 2 i guess .
my family was somehow not in a good condition .
cause of my sister wanting to get married and stuff .
my father rejected it cause he got to know the man of her dreams was a divorcee with a child .
so he tried every means to get that man out of her mind .
he even resorted going to a 'bomoh' .
she was tortured physically and mentally .
she couldnt bear all those sufferings so she decided to run away from home .
the running away from home were going on for months .
it kinda hurt me to look at her suffering and see her running away from home frequently .
she wasnt there for my birthday but yet she manage to pass a gift .
a volcom wallet but then i lost it at school .
and thats the reason i cried friends .
that wallet kinda relieve the miss feelings for my sister .
:(
ok so somehow my sister managed to get married finally .
but her marriage was not the kind that every girl dream of .
less than 20 people came at rom to witness it .
its kinda heartbreaking u noe cause marriage only come once in a lifetime .
so she managed to buy a house and....
she managed to pull it through .
and her age was only 21 but yet she had to endure all this when she shouldnt have .
my sister had been soem sort of inspiration to me .
like whenever im going through hell , i'll always remember that what im going thru right now is nothign compared to her .
so i hope u'll take this as a lesson learnt .
to be continued tomorrow .
xoxo
9:03 PM
