Sunday, December 17, 2006
PastPast . What is the first thing that comes tou your mind when i you see that 4 letter word . Most of you will think back about your past right . And to be precise , your
AWFUL past . Its's not wrong to think back as long as you don't look back . Well i always think back the awful ones and look forward towards a better day . Since 2006 is coming to an end let's think back about our past .
I admit that 2006 wasn't easy for me . And i almost didn't make it through . It was one of my rough journey that i have gone through throughout my 15 years of living .
It all started from a little book that i called it
diary . My mummy found it and of course she read it and showed to each one of my family members . and to make it worse , that diary contains lots of
personal stuff and i mean real personal . I felt so humiliated knowing that my family members know about the
stuffs that i did .
Later things start to turn out for the worse . They caught me smoking , drinking , having my tongues and all pierced , running away from home and the list go on .
And then one fine day , i drank with my friends which also consists of boys . As i were to drunk and felt so fucked up towards my family i decided to run away from home . So i slept over at my friends house , nana . and i tell you people that particular run away from home was a bad move .
Police were involve and i really got myself in a deep shit . This one fucking officer was like asking to send to girls home and i was like wtf ?! so he asked my mum to consider and so on .
but i was scared cause my mummy wanted to send me to girls home once and then these .
but at last my sister persuaded not to send me and now i am here . sharing all these .
there are so lots more to my life that you need not know . only nana knows i guess . let's just keep it low alright . i hope you take my life story as a lesson to be learnt .
"the truth will come to light one fine day no matter how hard you try to hide it " -fishymy father is one fucking asshole and bastard that doesnt fit to become a father nor a husband . nobody needs him in these household anyway . FUCK OFF AND DIE JERK !
xoxo
8:23 PM
