Saturday, January 27, 2007
the biggest mistakepeople never knew she had a problem . she seem so carefree . she is a happy go lucky person no doubt . people always thought she was free from all problems . but little did they knew there were more to her or should i say the true side of her . only i knew the true side her of her . the bad side . she told me all . she told me about her life . how shatterd her life was . how was her life at home and how was her so called wild life . i was quite disappointed in hearing her stories but i stil put up hopes on her cause i knew she could change . lets not beat around the bush and tell her life story .
her once happy family was wrecked . all was going haywire suddenly . she was confused on how fast it was happening . she wasnt prepared for this at all . the constant verbal fighting and sometimes it could turn abusive at home . shattering of glasses and verbal fighting were the music that were constantly played at home . she was tired of it . she couldnt tolerate it till one day when she decided to run away form home . this run away was not the ordinary run away that she had . she didnt exepect it will turn out to be the biggest regret in her life . her true friends always advise her that running away isnt the solution to the problem but in fact it was adding another problem . all those advices that she got eventually fell on deaf ears . they kept telling her she had strong willpower but she kept denying it . she knew she was not wise in making decisions all this while . she just knew it . her friends told her not to disappoint her but eventually she did it . and only they knew what it meant .
she did it . she made herself drunk to drown all her problems eventhough she knew it willl only be temporary . she took that thing . the thing that was wrong in the eyes of law . and thats drugs .
she knew it was wrong but she still did it . she was being so selfish at that time . not thinking of her parents or younger siblings . how it will affect them deeply . the look in their eyes when they got to know that her beloved sister whom they looked up to as a rolemodel did it . she just didnt think of it . how vicious could she be . but what could she do , the things that she already did cannot be undone . it could just be a lesson to be learnt .
so people this is a story i wrote . fictious ok .
give ur comments and rate it please .
the ending seems to be hanging cause i leave it up to ur imagination on what will happen next .
thank you for reading .
xoxo
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