Monday, January 08, 2007
well what would you do if an ex boyfriend of yours ask for a patch up ?
well he isnt just any other ordinary ex you know .
he kinda like bastard you in all sort of ways when u were with him
last time .
would you take hm back ? would you give him a second chance ?
i have been thinking it over .
i have been asking people's opinion and so on .
some said that its like making another mistake .
some said that he just don't deserve my love .
i guess i won't be giving him any second chances .
cause he just thought thats patching up with me is as simple as that .
well it isn't . i guess he just still dunnoe where the mistake lies .
ok enough about that love shits .
talk about family .
mum + dad = constant verbal fighting .
conversationdad : awak kalo dah benci kiter ckp aje . tak paya nak simpan2 lah . tak paya nak buat muka masam u . awak pikir kiter bodo pe !mum : sape ckp kiter benci awak . awak memang slalu gini lah . main tuduh kiter sembrg je lah .dad : sape yang tuduh ni skrg . betul ape !mum:kalo kiter benci awak . dah lamer dah kiter lari dari rumah nie lah .dad : pegi lari sane uh . lagi bagus ape .mum : awak memang slalu gini lah . kalo kiter tak suke dgn hidup kiter , kiter tak balek lah . awak tau tak .dad : sape suruh awak tinggal . jangan balek pun lagi bagus uh .mum : hidup kalo susdah abah kiter takleh slalu ikutkan hati yang panas kiter aje . kiter kene banyak bersabar .dad : awak nak ajar kiter pulak ape nie . kiter tak paya kene ajar lah eh .mum : nie bukan nak ajar ke ape . awak dengar kiter dulu .dad : yelah . pape lah . kiter berpisah lagi bagus lah !mum : ape nie awak . dad : dah lah malas nak bebual dgn awak .thats like the scenarioo in my home now .
i try to concentrate on my studies caause my o level is nearing .
but sometimes i will cry hoping that things will be happy like before .
so cherish the happy times of your family before its gone
"pain is part of pleasure"
xoxo
7:08 PM
