Wednesday, March 26, 2008
i hate u daddy . no wait . i dont hate u as a person
i hate ur attitude , ur temper and the way u treat mama
u dont have to shout at mama if u disagree with her.
and i was right beside mama when u shout at her .
i witnessed the whole thing but u still go on like im invisible
u should know better that u shouldnt do that . and im ur daughter .
arent u setting a bad example .
i may seem oblivious to whats happenign in the house . but no , i know excatly what is going on.
why u cant u speak to mama gently .
why cant u have more gentler tone.
why do u have to make her cry again
u know she was going to work just now yet u have to make her cry .
what kind of person are u .no im not asking u to be a perfect husband and father.
all i ask for u is to be more considerate to others feelings.
please .
mama was just trying to help you .
sometimes your ego get the better of you .
mama is always the one who try to make peace with u every time theres a figth.
its never u .
i dont hate u abah but i just want u to change .
u would bang and slam everything u can get ur hands onto whenever ure angry .
u would always sulk and dont eat and waste food that mama cooked just for u.
aint that inconsiderate .
please dont .
i know that i shouldnt blog about this.
im not trying to ruin ur reputation, oh nonever once in my life do i have any intention to do so
i justneed to pen down my feelings thats all .
i dont really talk about this to my brother or mum .
no not because i feel uncomfortable .
but sometimes they still see me as a child and feel taht i dont understand about certain things.
but in actual fact , i do understand and im a young adult.
but i dont blame u guys for treating me liek a kid .
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xoxo
2:49 PM