Thursday, June 19, 2008
running away is better .
no, im not tryna run away from the problems.
becaus imagine if u come home then satu2 sume muke mcm gitu abe balek nak bising bising.
lebih baik pegi lua kan see all those people who are happy.
who would wanna go home and see faces mcm fuck kan . fact pe. i rather stay out and see strangers or apeks nyonya smmiling.
i dont know . these few days the feelings are just like.................
i know my limits. why dont u say about abang oh i forgot he's ur favourite son.
he's always been. so anything he does is right and anything i do is W-R-O-N-G , WRONG !
im just tired. i really am . i've been bottling up this feelings all these while.
i've npt said anything.this feelings inside me has accumulated and become one thing called hatred, and i dont want that . i want it to go away.
im so sad. i really am .
i wanna get out of this house and get a breather.
please.
im lucky that ive got u blog . if not i dont know where and who to turn to.
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xoxo
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